Han Fangzhou leaned against the wall with no focus.
"I think many times later that I ask myself, is there really no way to refuse her completely?" Han Fangzhou said in a low voice, "there must be a way. And I just don't want to think about it. I'm too lazy to spend my energy on her
"It was my first mistake not to let her despair of me completely."
"And that day after she ran out in a huff, I didn't send her home. It was the second mistake."
"As for the third mistake, after receiving her call..."
Han Fangzhou's voice was so low that he could hardly hear him. "I asked myself many times later that I received a call from the kidnapper. The kidnapper asked me to cheat you out to replace her. Why didn't I agree? Why don't I refuse to deal with the kidnappers
"If I had been dealing with the kidnappers and procrastinated a little bit, would the result have been different?"
Han Fang Zhou lowered his head and kicked away the plastic bottle that had been pinched at the edge of his foot. "I was too conceited at that time. I always thought I could solve everything But actually, I can't do anything. "
"Wrong, my life is ruined."
Han Fangzhou looked at Xiang Yun's painting again and again. "Over the years, I have been looking back on the past in my mind. I have been recalling and recalling over and over again, but I have forgotten what I was thinking. I don't even know why I made such a choice. I keep playing in my mind what I'm going to do if I do it again. "
"But I can't think of an answer."
Han Fangzhou wryly said, "people's life is always making mistakes. Many people say that if they make mistakes, they can correct them. How can I change them? I don't even know how to make it up. No matter how much I did later, even if I was willing to bear the crime of murder But after all, everything is empty. I can't do anything. "
Yun Hua frowned slightly, "Han Fangzhou, you know the details of the case at the beginning. Those bandits are for me, but they are all Desperado. They don't leave you any possibility to solve the problem at all! Even if you promised their terms on the phone at that time, even if you dealt with them, they would also hurt ye Qingmeng! "
"You didn't call the police at that time, but the police made a complete analysis and Simulation of the situation at that time. Even if you were calling the police at that time, the police would not believe you easily. Secondly, at the special time of the new year's Eve, the police were not able to send too many people to look for ye Qingmeng. The place where the bandits kidnapped ye Qingmeng's disease was hidden was so remote that they couldn't find it for a while When you and the police find out, ye Qingmeng has also been killed. "
"I think you know all these things well. You can blame yourself, you can be absolutely guilty, but you don't have to take all the blame on yourself!"
Looking at Han Fangzhou, Yun Hua said, "I have been in contact with the doctor in charge of Ye Qingmeng. The other party said that ye Qingmeng recovered very well, and now it is basically the same as normal people. However, his original method of killing those three people was so cruel that he did not dare to give her a low-risk identification at will. She still lives in the psychological research institute. By the way, the psychiatrist said, she can normally mention you, mention the events of that year without getting sick. She also said that she shouldn't have been so angry with you at the beginning, and you later took the crime for her. You deliberately left traces related to you at the scene, so that the police would turn their attention to you and let the police lock you in as the murderer. You would rather go to prison than confess her. She was very grateful. She wants to say sorry to you face to face
Han Fangzhou looked at the cloud painting, "really?"
"Well." Yun Hua nodded, "I don't know where you are in the army or in which unit. Bo Siqing has not told me that you transferred to their unit. Otherwise, I will tell ye Qingmeng your address so that she can write to you or talk to you. After you go back, I think you can go and see ye Qingmeng. "
Han Fangzhou's hand trembled a little. He moved his body a little uneasily, "I'm going to see her Is it suitable? Will it stimulate her again? "
"I don't think so." Cloud painting said, "people always change after experiencing great changes. I think ye Qingmeng has changed a lot. You can go and see her. "
Yun Hua sighed slightly, "what happened in those years had a great influence on you, me and her. I just returned. I was heartless and indifferent, so I didn't get too much influence. But it's too deep for you and her It's time to face up to the scars of those years. "
"Are you indifferent?" Han Fangzhou took a deep look at her, "if you are indifferent, there will probably be no one who is not indifferent in the world."
Han Fangzhou laughed, "cloud painting, you are actually the softest person I have ever seen. Also, you and the captain are very suitable
"Thank you." Cloud painting a smile.
She would be very, very happy if anyone said she was a good match for Bo Si Qing.
Two people look at each other and smile, there are a lot of things, as if broken, but also as if rebuilt.
Cloud painting can't help but ask: "when did you go to Bo Si Qing's unit?""The captain helped me when I joined the army. At that time, it was really not suitable for me to go to school again. The simple environment of the army was the best for me. The captain actually met me without your knowledge
"What?" Cloud painting has no idea.
Han Fangzhou laughed, "yes, the captain met me and beat me up. Said I was too stupid, said that I not only hurt ye Qingmeng, but also hurt you. Let you do not know what the case, bear the deep guilt and remorse for ye Qingmeng. The captain scolded me, but he helped me to join the army. You know, in my situation, if I want to join the army, I can't pass the political examination. It's the captain who put me in I'm cruel. I train harder than anyone else and dare to After making contributions, we have also got the opportunity to enter the special non selection
"The team leader presided over the selection competition for me to enter the base. The team leader is really It's cruel. " Han Fangzhou couldn't help laughing. "Fortunately, I passed all the tests and stayed. In fact, the captain didn't want me at that time, but I was so good that the captain of the base insisted on me. The captain has not allowed me to join the operation group, and I also used my own strength to stay in the action group! Speaking of, this is my first official mission with the captain. But I didn't expect that it would be so troublesome and dangerous. "
Han Fangzhou looked at the cloud painting with a smile: "painting, for me, the most important two people in my life, one is you, the other is Captain
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