Cloud painting almost exhausted all the strength to make itself stand firm.

She almost wanted to run away.

But finally she stood still, she stood steadily in place, looking at Qi Ziheng on the hospital bed.

Qi Ziheng is also looking at her.

She did not know what her face looked like at the moment, but it was clear that she would never look good, but what about that?

She couldn't think so much at the moment.

She looked at Qi Ziheng, or should say she was staring at Qi Ziheng.

"Do you want a bite?" Qi Ziheng looked at her.

Cloud painting did not answer.

Do you want to eat?

No.

She's tired of it. She's tired of it.

In my last life, I have been eating and vomiting.

She is not good at cooking, and she didn't like cooking very much in her last life. But for him, she forced herself to learn how to cook. She didn't know how many times she burned her hands and how many times she was splashed with oil

She failed many times, but she still couldn't cook well, but she finally went from dark cooking to being able to eat.

If you can't cook complicated dishes well, you can make simple western food or Japanese food.

She learned Japanese food, like the simplest looking sushi

The Bento that Qi Ziheng was eating was the best she ever thought she had ever made. It sold well and tasted fairly well. It was also something he didn't spit out immediately after eating it

At that time, she had no self-esteem at all. She was so humble that she was full of joy when he did not spit out the lunch. After that, she continued to make the lunch and give it to him

But in the end, the Bento went to the trash.

She picked up the Bento again and again from the trash can in his office or study and ate it herself.

She ate so much that she vomited herself

Since then, she almost refused to eat sushi or fried eggs

Qi Ziheng took a bite of fried eggs and looked at her, "fried eggs with old Ganma sauce is my favorite collocation. I like well cooked fried eggs, but when I eat Western food, almost no one eats fully cooked fried eggs, so I never eat fried eggs outside. If I can't avoid them sometimes, if I eat half cooked fried eggs, I will feel sick all day... "

Cloud painting's face is still cold, without any unnecessary expression.

So what?

So what do you want to say?

Once upon a time

Forget it, it used to be so long ago.

She didn't want to remind herself how much she was Cheap.

Inferiority to the extreme, humble to the extreme, even dust is not as good.

Just for the little sunshine he had given her, she could do everything for him Ha ha, at the beginning of her to him, can really be a drop of water grace, gushing spring phase report.

She thought it was love.

However, unilateral payment is never love.

Relying on the self-esteem to sell the feelings of compromise, is not love.

It was just her hypnosis to paralyze herself when she was desperate

If it is possible, she really wants to completely deny her humble, pure and ignorant self in the past. However, how could she have this completely different cloud painting without her humble, simple and ignorant self?

Thanks to once so silly of her, wake up now this strong enough she.

She won't thank those who hurt her, who almost make her just like them, dirty, low, selfish, unscrupulous

It was Bo Siqing who pulled her up from the edge of the dark abyss, so that she did not fall into the dark completely and become a dirty bug like those people. It was he who let her know that revenge is not only one way. It is the most stupid way to make yourself dirty and stinky for revenge.

It was he who made her live clean and sunny.

I think of him again.

Anytime, anywhere, any topic, any idea, any occasion, can make her think of him.

Mingming has been so far away. Mingming doesn't want to indulge in thinking about him, but he is still everywhere

At the bottom of the cloud painting heart originally rises that a little anger, because thinks of him, once again vanishes.

Her heart was gradually calming down.

It was a little dangerous just now.

She almost It's time to break out of your dark side.

Yun Hua looks at Qi Ziheng again. Her eyes have returned to calm and indifferent. At the moment, she seems to be looking at an unimportant person. "Don't you say that you can tell me why the murderer attacked you? Now I'm ready to listen. You can speak up. "

Qi Ziheng's eyes grew deeper and deeper. He looked at the cloud painting in disbelief.

"You..." Qi Ziheng pursed his lips and said in a low voice, "you Is there anything you want to ask? About this breakfast. ""No Cloud painting light tunnel, "the reason why the killer attacked you, said, I don't have much time."

Qi Ziheng looked at her eyes become extremely complex, even with deep pain.

After a moment, he said softly, "first answer me a question. In those years, it was the first time we met in the supermarket. Why do you have such deep hostility towards me? You even swear so much in front of Suhe I still remember your oath, every word, every word... "

Cloud painting drooping eyes, "the oath is just to show your girlfriend that I really don't want to rob your mind with her. If the oath is not poisonous, will she believe it?"

Qi Ziheng pulled a corner of his mouth, "do you think I will believe this poor excuse?"

"What does it matter to me whether you believe it or not?" "If you don't want to answer my question, I'm going to leave."

Qi Ziheng immediately looked up, "wait. Wait... "

Cloud painting looks at him.

Qi Ziheng's expression is very painful, he pressed his heart tightly, "you don't always want to know, why do I have angina pectoris?"

Yun Hua nodded and said insincerely, "dream. This is your own answer. "

Qi Ziheng grinned bitterly. He looked at the cloud painting with a pair of eyes and said, "yes, I didn't lie. My angina pectoris is really because I had a dream. In the dream, I am too stupid, I am too conceited I thought I had protected the one I loved most, but she suffered inhuman torture because of me, and she even died miserably... "

The heart of cloud painting suddenly drew, and she felt only a burst of anger, which almost burned through her chest and almost exploded!

She gritted her teeth, stifled, and said nothing.

Qi Ziheng took another bite of fried eggs. His eyes, mixed with sorrow and pain, also looked at her all the time, without any deviation. "I'm really stupid, stupid and immature. Everything is my fault My conceit hurt her I thought I protected her under my wings, but I didn't know that she was suffering from extreme pain all the time... "

"The damned one is clearly me."

"How could I be so stupid? My 140's can be called the intelligence quotient of genius, in fact, it's mental retardation at all! How else would I turn a blind eye to her sufferings? "

"I can't imagine what she's been through. We are close to each other, but I don't find anything. Let her be hurt... " Qi Ziheng pulled the corner of his mouth to laugh, but his eyes ran out of control. The smile was more ugly than crying, "how painful she was at that time Not only pain, but also despair. She trusted me so much and depended on me, but I But I did... "

Qi Ziheng suddenly reached out and pulled his hair.

"Bang Dang!"

"Bang Dang!"

He pulled his head and hit the wall behind him.

There was no expression on Yun Hua's face, and she even stepped back.

"I am Asshole. " Qi Ziheng pulled his hair and his eyes were scarlet. He said with great difficulty, "I am the best in the world Fool, I I'm damned I deserve to be bullied! "

The last word finished, his face suddenly turned pale, he once again stretched out his hand to hold his heart, and his face was twisted with pain.

He had angina again.

The pain is too much for most people to bear.

But he was holding on.

He was shaking with pain, almost unable to breathe.

But he didn't cry for pain. He was still looking at the cloud painting. In his eyes, he could not see the edge of the abyss of pain

Yunhua's face had no expression from the beginning to the end. When he looked at her with the painful eyes, her eyes did not even fluctuate.

She looked at him lightly, as if his pain and guilt had nothing to do with her.

She reached for the alarm.

Just as her hand was about to touch the alarm on the wall, he suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist.

Yun Hua frowned and immediately wanted to get rid of him.

But he clung to her wrist, refused to let go, he opened his mouth, pain has made him unable to make any sound, he said hard: "don't press."

Cloud painting can understand his lip language, she picked a eyebrow, "do not press? If you die, I'm afraid I'll be charged with murder. "

This is country M. the law here requires the obligation of rescue. If she rescued the other party, but the other party died, she would not be charged. Even if she was accused, the jury would basically acquit her. But if she had the ability to help the other party easily, but did not, then she would be charged with a crime.

Qi Ziheng understood her meaning. He was so wet with pain that he couldn't say a word. He could only shake his head, open his mouth and say silently, "I won't die, I won't die."

Not dead?So what?

So if she doesn't press the alarm to call the doctor, she's in pain all the time. What does she want to do? Want to win her sympathy?

Is it necessary?

"I just want to have a taste, the pain." He was still silent, and his eyes were red with blood. "Her original pain was ten times more painful than this. I want to know how she tolerated it..."

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