Maybe the disdainful expression on Yun Hua's face was too dazzling, and Qi Ziheng's mood was excited again.
"Painting, I'm not him, I'm really not him."
Qi Ziheng said eagerly, "I have been dreaming that dream all the time when I was in a coma. I even thought that I was that fool. But I'm not really him. I'm not going to do that, never! I'm not going to protect the people I like in such a stupid way. "
"He is paranoid, he is also cowardly, he does not have enough strong self-confidence to protect his lover, but he refuses to let go, stubbornly imprisons her in his side. He clearly likes her, but he never says he loves her. He thinks he has done too much for her, but in fact, he doesn't know what she wants at all. He is so stupid that he claims to like her, but he doesn't really know what she wants... "
"He's so stupid and stupid, he's the one who did everything to her! He is not qualified to say that he likes, he is not qualified to love her
Qi Ziheng's eyes were earnest, and even looked at the cloud painting with pleading, "but I'm not him, I'll never be like him, he's blind and his heart is blind, but I'm not, I'm not blind, I'm not him!"
"Painting, I'm not him, I'm really not him..."
Qi Zi Heng as like as two peas in a low voice, with a painful cry, "it's just a dream of mine, or maybe a dream of yours. He is the same person as me in that dream. But he is not me, he is not a painter. You can anger me, but you can't really take me for him. It's unfair... "
Cloud painting is silent.
Qi Ziheng's eyes were very deep, and the pain spread in his eyes, "you can't do this to me. Painting, how about Qi Ziheng?
It doesn't matter whether he doesn't have time or he won't attack her at all. What's important is that Qi Ziheng has not done anything to apologize to her. She has always been hostile to him, ignored him and ignored him
Is it unfair?
Maybe it is, but she really can't treat him as someone other than Qi Ziheng.
"That's the face, isn't it?" Qi Ziheng looked at her as like as two peas. "Because you can't split me from this face, right?" Then I don't want this face, OK? "
"What are you going to do?" Cloud painted eyebrows immediately wrinkled up.
"Don't worry, I won't do anything to embarrass you." Qi Ziheng smiles, "since you can't tell me from him because of this face, I'll change a face to help you distinguish."
"Qi Ziheng!"
Cloud draws eyebrow to frown fiercely, "you don't do this!"
"Oh, yes, and the name." Qi Ziheng laughed, "it's not only face, but also this name. Qi's surname can't be changed, but it doesn't matter. What kind of name do you like? Or will you get me one? "
"Qi Ziheng!" Cloud painting pursed his lips, "why do you need it?"
"You don't understand!" Qi Ziheng looked at the cloud painting and slowly shook his head, "you don't understand how much I want to be another person in your heart, not the Qi Ziheng who hurt you deeply. I'm not him at all. I'm not his at all. I've never been him... "
Cloud painting closed its eyes.
She wavered.
A person is true or false, now she has been able to distinguish clearly.
She could see Qi Ziheng's struggle and pain.
And she could understand.
Indeed, Qi Ziheng in this life is not Qi Ziheng in previous life. He has never experienced those things in person, even though he suddenly has the memory of his previous life, but for Qi Ziheng today, he seems to suddenly have the memory of his twin brother. He watched his twin brother do so many things. He didn't agree with him. He didn't think it was himself
It's like a double personality.
But there are differences.
Psychological dual personality, most of them do not know each other, do not remember what each other has done, and a small part is that the master does not know the existence of the sub personality, but the sub personality knows the existence of the master personality.
If we calculate according to the dual personality, Qi Ziheng, who can control the body in this lifetime, is obviously the master's personality, and the memory of the previous life is a sub personality for him. Now the problem is that the sub personality has died and no longer exists, but the master has more memories of the sub personality.
And cloud painting, because of the things done by his personality, angered him as a master
For Qi Ziheng in his life, his master is really unjust. He has done nothing, but he bears the hatred of cloud painting
"I'm sorry."
Cloud painting looked at Qi Ziheng and said softly.
Qi Ziheng, whose face collapsed and his eyes were full of pain, suddenly raised his head and looked at the cloud painting in disbelief, "you What do you say
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't treat you with his attitude, and I'm sorry, I can't control myself. So So I will try to stay away from you, try not to have contact with you, otherwise, I am afraid I will be unable to help Hurt you, even kill youThe voice of Yunhua is very weak. She is saying that she is sorry, but she has no sense of guilt. She is just stating a fact.
However, for Qi Ziheng, this is enough.
He couldn't believe it, and then he was ecstatic. His hand trembled slightly, "don't don't, don't tell me I'm sorry. What he's done has ruined your life No matter how angry you are, it's normal It's normal for you to vent your anger on me. After all, for you, I'm the one in the other world... "
"Don't say sorry." Qi Ziheng's expression could not be restrained. He wanted to laugh, but he wanted to cry, "draw, I I'm sorry. I didn't know anything before. I shouldn't have forced you. No one knows how much pain you have, with those breaking memories, you have not become dark, you have become better and better You really don't have to say sorry to anyone, especially me! I'm not qualified. I should tell you I'm sorry... "
Qi Ziheng cried in a mess.
A big man, crying like this really destroys his image, but cloud painting can clearly feel how excited he is at the moment.
At this moment, cloud painting is really relieved.
This world, after all, is different from that world. Everything is different.
At the moment, Qi Ziheng sucked his nose, he looked at Xiangyun painting, "do you know how my angina comes from?"
Cloud painting blinked, "from the dream?"
Qi Ziheng wryly laughed, "it's him."
"Well?"
Cloud painting does not understand.
Qi Ziheng sighed, "I'm not qualified to ask you to believe, and even less qualified to ask you to understand his son of a bitch. But he did Forget it. Don't say that. After you died, Xiao Ruyue and Duan Xinhai found someone similar to you to replace you. Xiao Ruyue also used your photos to deceive him and make him think that you were well in the sanatorium... "
"One day, he was drunk and couldn't hold on. He was so tired that he tried his best to climb up the camp. However, in the middle of the night, he was still alone. He couldn't hold the one he loved the most. He wanted to have a look at the one he loved most, but only through the photos... "
"He couldn't hold on. He drank too much and indulged himself in going to the sanatorium to find you and tell you all his plans. Originally, Duan Xinhai explained all aspects of the sanatorium, and Xiao Ruyue informed him in advance. Every time he went to the sanatorium, Duan Xinhai arranged the people to receive him. No one would tell him the truth, and would do everything possible to prevent him from seeing you. "
"It happened that day, he was drunk, and he suddenly visited again. Duan Xinhai was not on a business trip. No one arranged for him. He just asked a low-level nurse at random..."
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