Chapter 2165

People will be particularly stubborn when they are at the top of their heads.

Physical and emotional, everything serves that bit of stubbornness.

No cold, no thirst, no hunger.

It's just fighting with yourself.

However, once you calm down and come out of that state, all reason comes back.

Take Shen Shiying for example.

After her reason came back, she was very regretful.

She is not an ordinary person. She is a popular female star on the front line. She stealthily runs out of her bodyguard, assistant and agent, and the phone is turned off

It's winter again.

In retrospect, it's crazy.

She didn't believe she could do it.

"Painting, I'm sorry to have worried you..." Shen Shiying took Yun Hua's arm and said, "you are so busy and uncomfortable that you have to come to me But painting, if I don't have an accident, will you never contact me? "

Yunhua was helpless, "well, I can understand your mood. You have always been too strict with yourself, and you have been stretching yourself too tight. Just relax your mood properly. It's not that I don't want to contact you, it's It's really inconvenient. You're a big star. Everywhere you go, you're the focus of attention. Journalists are like cats. They smell a little fishy. If I meet you, I'll be photographed in minutes. "

"What are you afraid of when you are photographed by a reporter? You have not been photographed before, but you are also an Olympic gold medal winner. Yes, the reporters are very interested in your news. I knew you were my friend before. I asked me questions about you many times. I didn't answer anything. " Shen Shiying said, "painting, is something wrong? I think you seem to evaporate in the world."

Yun Hua patted Shen Shiying's hand and comforted her, "it's a long story. We'll talk about it later. You can call your agent first, and I'll send him a message from Mingchen. For the time being, don't respond to the outside world. Let's take a night off and wait until tomorrow

Shen Shiying was silent for a moment, but her mood fell down again, "things on the Internet Painting, in fact... "

"Well?"

"After all these years, I've almost accepted it." Shen Shiying said in a low voice.

Cloud painting a Leng, "what do you accept?"

Shen Shiying chuckled, laughing with self mockery, "what else can I accept? Accept, of course Accept the fact that I am actually the daughter of a criminal. "

“……” Yun Hua was shocked and looked at Shen Shiying in disbelief. "Shiying, what are you talking about? You, you Don't you know that? Have you forgot? A few years ago in H Province, when you were filming, you found a man who was very much like your father. You followed him. You didn't contact him, you didn't all Don't you get it all? "

Shen Shiying drooped her eyes and whispered, "painting, he actually He didn't tell me anything, but he said I'm sorry, other I didn't say anything. He did not answer all my questions and all my questions. "

"You mean..."

Shen Shiying was silent, but suddenly chuckled, "painting, when you saved me, you deliberately said that, deliberately guided me to think about which aspect he was an undercover. In fact, you didn't know anything. You just wanted to save my life, right?"

Cloud painting can't say no.

In fact, she could not deny it, and there was no need to deny it.

"You know what? What you said at the beginning was just a straw for me. It was a straw that I had to seize with all my life. " Shen Shiying said softly, "my heart was empty at that time, and I had no faith at all. I was too young at that time, and my heart was immature. I was easily influenced by outsiders and rumors. At that time, I really didn't want to live. I think it's too painful to live. I'd rather die. Death is not terrible at all. "

She smiles and sighs, "but Maybe people have a desire to survive in their bones. The so-called desire to die is just because I was too weak and weak to deal with the difficult situation at that time. Just at that time, you appeared, you gave me the courage to survive. Maybe it's a hero. It's not that I want you to lead me to To me at that time, it was so important

"I grabbed the straw you handed me and climbed to the bank with my life I went ashore, and I had the hardest time of my life. " Shen Shiying said, "I have always believed that my father is an undercover. Until Until I met him. "

Cloud painting is unbelievable.

She thought that when Shen Shiying was filming her first film in her life, she happened to meet her father Shen Yecheng, who came to the mainland with golden Wolf for a criminal transaction in a remote mountainous area. Yunhua thought that meeting was a good thing for Shen Shiying and a good thing for Shen Shiying to strengthen her belief. Who could have thought that meeting would make Shen Shiying believe CollapseWhat's more, Shen Shiying's belief collapsed at that time. She didn't see it at all. She thought Shen Shiying was very happy at that time

"Don't look at me like that." Shen Shiying held Yun Hua's arm, put her head on Yun Hua's shoulder and whispered, "you should know that I'm a gifted actor I can play whatever I want. "

Cloud painting can only sigh, "then you later these years..."

"I tell myself every day that I may really be the daughter of a criminal." Shen Shiying said softly, "you know, there are some things. People may not have psychological preparation. Once they have psychological preparation, it will be much easier. Over the years, I've almost accepted this fact. So painting, don't worry about me. The psychological impact of this thing on me is not as big as you think. "

She said, and then she couldn't help laughing. "Actually, I thought that my father's business should have come out early. I don't know whether it's too wasteful for home, or the star entertainment is so powerful that it's only now that my father's affairs have been exposed. "

"To me, it was like a knife hanging on my head. Now that the knife has finally fallen, I can finally breathe smoothly."

Yun Hua pursed her lips, "what will you do in the future? It's going to ruin your career. "

Although Shen Ying didn't like acting, I didn't know how to do it. So over the years, every role I played and every play I took on, I worked very hard and seriously, because I didn't know which step or role was the terminator of my acting career

"Oh, yes, in fact, we can also go abroad for development." Shen Shiying laughs, "I just like acting, and I don't like being a star and being worshipped by perfect people. So it's not so difficult to be a little actor. I can go abroad and Hollywood. I don't care about my background. I don't want to be a big star. I'm qualified to be a little actor."

Seeing that she was not joking, Yun Hua's tone was calm, and she was relieved at first.

In this way, even if the situation is really bad to the extreme, at least there is no need to worry about Shen Shiying's suicide.

"Shiying, do you have the habit of seeing a psychologist?" Cloud painting asked.

Shen Shiying shook her head, "no, we can't confide in others in this profession. This kind of psychological doctor is not in line with our national conditions. Besides, I have no time to go abroad to find a psychologist. If I dare to appear in a psychological clinic, believe it or not, I will be photographed immediately. Believe it or not, in less than an hour, my crazy news will spread all over the network. So Don't look at it. "

That's true.

But cloud painting is still worried.

Everyone can misjudge their mental state.

Originally, Yun Hua thought that Shen Shiying believed that her father was an undercover in recent years, so she would live with great strength in these years. Even if she suddenly experienced a large-scale network bombing, she would not easily waver. At least her heart was still firm, and she would not have depression.

But at this moment cloud painting only knew that Shen Shiying had doubted his father's real identity from the bottom of her heart since she met her father several years ago!

In other words, over the years, she has been slowly digesting and accepting that her father is a criminal.

She had no one to talk to.

Originally, Shen Shiying could only talk to Yun Hua about this matter. This is their secret. However, Yun Hua has not heard from her in recent years and has not contacted Shen Shiying at all. Who else can Shen Shiying talk to?

With Chu Yu?

The relationship between Chu Yu and Shen Shiying is intermittent. Yunhua doesn't know very well about it. The media has revealed that Shen Shiying has an out of the circle boyfriend. Even during the interview, Shen Shiying himself acquiesced. Once, the reporter photographed Shen Shiying with a ring

But soon, Shen Shiying and took off the ring, and in the face of a reporter interview, clearly said that she is single.

In other words, the relationship between Shen Shiying and Chu Yu is not stable.

This kind of emotional instability makes Yun Hua believe that Shen Shiying can't talk to Chu Yu about her father's affairs.

That is to say, all these years, Shen Shiying has been putting all the pressure and pain on her heart. On the surface, she has to pretend to be free and easy in the sun. She has used the best acting skills of her life to disguise it so that no one can see it.

Cloud painting is hard to imagine.

Over the years, Shen Shiying has accumulated a lot of haze.

For a moment, cloud painting will have a sense of fatalism.

Can't she really change anything?

Even if she had saved Shen Shiying and planted a seed in Shen Shiying's heart that her father was an undercover, the seed took root and sprouted smoothly, providing a steady stream of nutrients for Shen Shiying's soulBut what happened?

As a result, the seed unknowingly grew crooked and fell ill, and began to absorb the nutrients of Shen Shiying's soul, day after day, year after year

If Shen Shiying is going to see a psychologist now, Yun Hua is sure that 80.90% of the time, Shen Shiying has already suffered from depression, and I'm afraid it is not early.

"Painting, don't look at this expression. You really don't have to worry about me." Shen Shiying said with a smile, "I really have accepted it. In the past, I was too young, always stubbornly thought that my father was the hero in my imagination. Later, I already understood that people Man is very complicated. He may be my hero, and he may be someone else's nightmare. I can't hate him But I can't forgive him

Shen Shiying took a deep breath. "In fact, I'm relieved that this time his business broke out. These years, I have stolen the time, now it is time to return. I have I'm already happy, aren't I? Even if I can't get along with the entertainment industry now, I also have a lot of money. I can go to the entertainment industry abroad, and those And the families, their children, who have been ruined because of his sins, should be so miserable... "

"Shiying, don't think so much." Yun Hua took her hand and said, "listen to me. Have a good sleep tonight. Tomorrow I will give you a definite answer tomorrow, whatever it is. "

Shen Shiying leaned on cloud painting's shoulder. "Painting, don't be busy. It's a waste of your time. It's good I'm a little sleepy Well... "

What else does Yun Hua want to say? She turns her head, and Shen Shiying's eyes are closed.

She was really sleepy.

Yun Hua sighed and looked up to the front. Inadvertently, she met Bo Siqing's eyes in the rearview mirror. She pursed her lips.

Bo Si Qing took a look at her, and then moved away from sight, continued to concentrate on driving.

The car stopped at the villa.

The temporary housekeeper was not known before cloud painting.

"Mr. Bo, we maintain the villa on a regular basis and can stay at any time. A servant has been arranged. If you need anything, you can tell us directly. " Said the housekeeper.

Bo Si Qing nodded, "are the rooms ready?"

"It's all ready."

After the car stopped, Yun Hua woke Shen Shiying.

Shen Shiying rubbed her eyes and looked sleepy. She still held Yun Hua's arm. "I'm so sleepy."

She was almost all hanging on the cloud painting.

Bo Si raised his eyebrows and looked directly at the housekeeper. "Please ask two women to come over and ask Miss Shen to go to the guest room for a rest. Miss Shen is too tired to walk."

The housekeeper was stunned.

Shen Shiying was stunned for a moment, and her sleepiness flew away. She looked at Bo Siqing and cloud painting with wide eyes. At last, she could only quietly say in the cloud painting ear: "I am leaning on you. Is Bo Shao distressed?"

Cloud painting speechless, "don't talk nonsense, are you sleepy? Go to take a bath first. I'll let people prepare food and then go to sleep after eating!"

"OK, anyway, when you get to your home, you has the final say." Shen Shiying released the cloud painting with a smile and went to the guest room to take a bath with the servant.

Cloud painting in Bo Si Qing's meaningful eyes, headache.

She always thinks that her vest will be stripped in a few days

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