You mean more to me than anything.
This is what the cloud painting leaves to Bo Si Qing, and it is also what Bo Si Qing can't understand.
As he said, he had never done anything for her. How could he be worthy of her treatment?
But Yunhua refused to talk about it.
……
The next day, when Yun Hua got up, Bo Siqing had already picked a bunch of chrysanthemums and packed them with his own hands to form a big bouquet. The aesthetic was still very good. It was a beautiful bouquet. It looked very pleasing to the eyes.
After breakfast, they went to the martyrs' cemetery to see Han Fangzhou.
"I didn't actually come."
When Yun Hua and Bo Siqing walked into the cemetery together, she whispered, "I don't have the courage to see him."
Boschin held the bouquet in one hand and her hand in the other to remind her to be careful of the steps.
The location of Han Fangzhou's tombstone is still that of Bosi Qingcha.
After walking through rows of martyrs' tombs, Han Fangzhou's tomb is halfway up the mountain. Tomb keepers will regularly clean up the weeds, but the dust on the tombstone can't be wiped clean, and it will be found every day.
Yun Hua and Bo Siqing stand in front of Han Fangzhou's tombstone. In the photos of Han Fangzhou on the tombstone, just like those on the tombstones of other martyrs around him, he is dressed in military uniform. He is handsome and handsome, and the most important thing is that he is young.
Such a young and fresh life can only be turned into fly ash.
"I'm sorry I haven't been able to see you."
Cloud painting slowly squatted down, took out his handkerchief, gently wiped the tombstone of Han Fangzhou, "in a flash, it has been so many years."
Bo Siqing put down the flowers and bowed solemnly to the ark of Han: "I'm sorry I didn't come to see you until now. Thank you for fighting with me at the beginning, and I also thank you for saving your painting regardless of your life."
The eyes of cloud painting suddenly became moist.
She said in a low voice, "I didn't know at first. Later, when NF met him again, I knew that when he was sentenced to detention, when he came out, it was you who helped him enlist. He has always been very grateful to you. Later, he joined your team and fought side by side with you. You are his captain. He is very convinced of you. I want to be another you... "
Bo Siqing, who has been reading Han Fangzhou's information all night, knows why han Fangzhou was jailed. The files of that year are very clear, and they are still kept in the archives.
Also from these files, Bo Siqing saw another different cloud painting.
The case of Han Fangzhou in those years is very sad.
From the case of Han Fangzhou, others may see that Han Fangzhou is stupid and can see Han Fangzhou's loyalty, but what Bo Siqing sees is Han Fangzhou's full love for cloud paintings
At that moment, he was a little bit jealous, eating the vinegar of a dead man.
"I brought him to his death..." Bo Si Qing said softly, "the mission of NF is the root of everything, isn't it? If I didn't take him on the NF mission, he might not have died. Painting, why did I take him to carry out such a dangerous task? I Would I be... "
"No Yun Hua turned to Bo Siqing and said solemnly, "I know what you want to say. Can you deliberately take the opportunity to let him have an accident because you don't want him to covet me. Ah Qing, don't do this. What kind of person are you? Don't you know it? Even if there is no memory of five years, you are still you, your character will not change. And as far as I know, you are the one who will never do that kind of thing. So, you don't need to have doubts about yourself in those five years, not at all. "
Bo Si Qing pursed his lips, "draw, thank you."
"You take Han Fangzhou, just because it is suitable, because Han Fangzhou has passed the test in your team, and he happens to be suitable for that mission." Yun Hua said, "don't think so mean. You've never been like that."
Bo Si Qing wry smile, "I am in your heart, so noble?"
"It's true." "What's more, if you are willing to help him, you are willing to give him a hand, because he is very kind to me, otherwise you won't look at him at all. You have never regarded him as an opponent. You don't need to be jealous of him. Naturally, you can't revenge him. "
"Really?" Bo Si Qing looked at her, "I don't regard him as an opponent at all? Why? Clearly, his age is the most suitable and suitable for you, and he also likes you so much and has done so much for you What's the reason I don't think of him as an opponent? I am so confident that you will choose me over him? "
Cloud painting looked at him, wryly smile, "you are still entangled in yesterday's problem I've said that you mean more to me than anything else
"I don't understand." Bo Si Qing looked at her with serious eyes, "am I worth it?"
"Value." Yun Hua sighed, "let's go. If you want to know, I'll tell you slowly..."
"The story is very conventional. It also starts from the fact that I was attacked by campus violence. I fought back and tried my best to fight back. I was very extreme at that time. Xiao Ruyue's mother and daughter hurt me, and I wanted to make them all come to no good end. I use all conditions to fight back... ""At that time, there was a scum teacher named he Ming. In order to deal with me, Xiao Ruyue mixed up with he Ming. I sneaked into he Ming's house and found evidence that he Ming had harmed other female students. He Ming happened to go back and find me He Ming didn't expect that I had been prepared. I tied him up... "
"Xiao Ruyue is gone. I use the evidence of Xiao Ruyue and he ming to force Xiao Ruyue He Ming was castrated If Xiao Ruyue doesn't do that, I will release the evidence that Xiao Ruyue and he Ming have lived together, and point out that Xiao Ruyue helped he Ming harm other girls. "
"In the end, he Ming was castrated and died."
"It's in my calculations. Xiao Ruyue is forced to that extent by me. She must be very scared. She will call her mother Xiao Qiuci, and Xiao Qiuci will find my adoptive father Yun to join the army. They love Xiao Ruyue so much and they will certainly do anything for Xiao Ruyue. "
"At that time, my adoptive father thought Xiao Ruyue was his own daughter, and he loved Xiao Ruyue very much. When he knew that he Ming had touched Xiao Ruyue, Yun Congjun would be very angry. Moreover, when he received a call from Xiao Qiuci and Xiao Ruyue and rushed to he Ming's side, Yun Congjun would not be able to stop beating him."
"Yun Congjun's skill is very good. He is very likely to kill he Ming if he is attacked with rage."
"Sure enough, he Ming died. And Xiao Ruyue, Xiao Qiuci and Yun joined the army, all of whom were wanted... "
Cloud painting said in a light tone, "do you think I was terrible at that time?"
Bo Si Qing's face was very gloomy. He held Yun Hua's hand tightly, and his voice was very low. "What kind of bullying did they make you fight back so deliberately and recklessly, and even set up this kind of situation!"
Cloud painting stupefied for a moment, "don't you think I'm terrible like that?"
"No "I just feel sorry for you. To what extent are people forced to do that I can't imagine. I can't imagine how they bullied you in the first place... "
Bo Si raised his lips tightly, held Yun Hua's hand, and pressed it on his heart. "I feel very painful here. The thought that they have bullied you severely makes me heartbroken..."
Cloud painting wryly smile, "you so, how can I tell the story?"
"That's it." Bo Si Qing Dao.
Cloud painting is helpless, "OK, OK, that's it. You're absolutely on my side now, so if you look at what I've done with a filter, you'll automatically make excuses for me and completely ignore my mistakes. "
"You have no fault."
“…… Well, I don't think I'm wrong Yun Hua laughed, "but, at the beginning, you were very angry after knowing that I had done these things."
"Really?" Bo Si Qing frowned, "I didn't help you, but bullied you?"
Seeing his nervous appearance, Yun Hua could not help laughing, "what if I said it was."
"Well He deserves to lose his memory, he deserves to disappear! " Bo Si Qing Dao.
Cloud painting is really crying and laughing, "no, you were very angry with me at the beginning, but you still helped me. Help me clear some traces related to me, so that the case will not be involved in my head, weakening my role in that case. In fact, I am the mastermind of that case. I am the mastermind behind the death of he Ming. Everything is in my calculations. I have calculated the response and response of everyone, and naturally I have taken into account the results. "
"He Ming's scum deserves to die, and you didn't do it. They are responsible for everything and bear all the consequences themselves!" Bo Siqing stood by her for no reason.
Yun Hua was very helpless and continued to say, "you were angry with me because you were too worried about me. You were worried that I would go astray. You were worried that I could not get out of the ox horn. I was worried that I would devote all my energy and everything to revenge Xiao Qiuci and Xiao Ruyue's mother and daughter. From then on, there was only hatred in life, and there was no light in the sun."
“……” Bo Si Qing was silent.
Yun Hua said, "I was in a very abnormal state of mind at that time He Ming was almost killed. At that time, I even really wanted to kill Xiao Ruyue, Xiao Qiuci, Yun and he Ming. I wanted to kill them all, so it would be easy for me to be bullied and the world would be quiet! I really, really Almost become a murderer... "
Thin Si Qing's lips pressed tightly, and his expression revealed his nervousness.
"It's you. It's you who wake me up." Cloud painting red Bo Si Qing smile, "it is you who pulled me when I was about to step into the abyss of doom, so that I would not fall into it and become a machine controlled by hatred."
"It's too important for me, you know?"
Yun Hua looked at him and said, "if it wasn't for you, I would not be who I am now. Maybe our result would not be a romantic love drama, but a horror crime drama. I am the criminal, and you are the just hand to arrest me."
"No way."Bo Si Qing looked at her and said firmly, "even if I didn't intervene, you would not become the kind of person you said. You may be hoodwinked by hatred, but you will not be deceived all the time. You have your own bottom line. If people don't attack me or I will not, you will never vent your anger to innocent people, will you? "
Cloud painting silence, "I don't know, maybe. But at that time, I had walked into a dead end. I felt that I only had revenge in my mind, no good or evil, and I didn't care about breaking the law I'm walking on the edge of hell, and you're the one who pulled me back to safety. It is you who let me know that there will be more beautiful things in life besides revenge. It is also you who let me know that revenge is not only a means. It is not that killing them will liberate them, but will put themselves in a deeper shackle! "
Cloud painting stands on tiptoe and kisses his lips gently. "To me, you are the only star in my dark sky. When I see you, I know the direction of life."
Bo Si Qing looked at her, heartbroken.
"Besides, besides this, you have done too many things for me, but you don't remember it yourself." "To me, I remember everything you did for me. I like swimming. I have a obsession with swimming competitions, but I don't have a venue for training. It's you who transformed the villa into a professional swimming pool for me to train. I don't have a good coach, so I can only practice by myself. It's you who asked coach van Meng Ying to teach me There are many, many, many, many, too many to count. "
"So, how can you think that you have done nothing for me? How can you think that you are not worth my liking?"
"How can you think that what you do for me is not as good as what Fang Zhou Han has done for me?"
Bo Si Qing bowed his head and kissed her, "painting, I'm really very sorry now. How could I lose the most important five years' memory Why didn't you lose anything else, but what you lost is the most important... "
"It's OK." Yun Hua put his arm around his neck. "It's lost five years, but we'll have more five years to fill in our memories. When we get old, we'll have a slow aftertaste. This time you won't forget it."
"Well." Bo Siqing hugged Yun Hua's waist with a smile, picked her up and turned her around. "In the future, we will have more memories to aftertaste, only belong to our two exclusive memories!"
The mood of cloud painting is also very relaxed.
Sure enough, after suffering and suffering, love will always be more sweet.
"Are you still wondering why I hate Xiao Ruyue and Xiao Qiuci so much? What's more, why did I have a teenage body and a soul in my twenties? "
"In fact, it involves one of my most important secrets. At the beginning, I summoned up the courage to tell you, but it is a pity that you have forgotten that memory. Now I don't want to talk about it. Maybe when we are old, I will tell you the secret as a story ~! "
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