Chapter 09 Hug
In the process of waiting for the results, Yan Mulin kept a relaxed attitude. He said that he was not nervous. He was not nervous. Apart from advertising dubbing, this was his first official dubbing job. He was eager to get the job. No remuneration, no past, no future, just to find a sense of security.
After the test came back, Yan Yanlin went to school.
Just after finishing the physical class, Yan Mulin felt that the bones were loose and loose, the whole body was no longer so tight, and the body was much more comfortable. The flexibility of the body was good. He would continue to keep it in the future. Maybe the need to play the flexibility of the body one day. .
The physical class is not a compulsory course for their broadcast host, but it is not within the scope of the elective course. It is not Yan Yanlin’s own choice, but the original Yan Mulin. However, it is basically girls who see the class. There are only a few scattered boys, and there is no Xia Xiao, the ubiquitous childish man. Yan Mulin probably knows what is going on.
Some time ago, I was nervously preparing for the audition of Pan Jinlian. Now I turn my head and look at it. The date is already in mid-October. Two days later is the annual Chinese traditional program, Mid-Autumn Festival.
I went back to the dormitory and took a shower. When I watched the time with my mobile phone, Yan Mulin discovered that there was a missed call on the mobile phone, showing the word "mother" of the caller. It turned out that Yan Mulin had been living in inferiority since childhood, and loved the mother. He has a certain desire with his father, but he knows that his father is after going to college, as for his mother, because the more he grows up, the more he looks like the father of Sheng Xia Xiao. He is always very indifferent to him. When he was a child, his mother took him. Back to the grandmother's house, his cousin is better than him. The only person who hurts him is probably only the grandmother. Unfortunately, his grandmother died of cancer in the first year of high school. Since then, Yan Mulin has become more silent and inferior. It is probably a miracle to be able to choose a broadcasting host.
Just considering whether to call back, Yan Mulin’s cell phone rang, and he subconsciously answered the phone.
When I fixed my eyes, I found that it was not the mother who was called by the original mother. It was called "Mr. Sheng". Yan Mulin had to be silent. He really didn't know how to communicate with people he didn't know. What's more, this is the original. Father of the body. However, Yan Mulin did not speak at all. Presumably, he would not be found to have changed. He has his own principles. He does not participate in this family struggle. He can hide and hide. If he does not go to a family, he will not go to a family. Anyway, he has nothing to do with him.
The other party seems to have been accustomed to Yan Mulin’s silent attitude and directly ordered: “Mid-Autumn Festival, I have come to the Mid-Autumn Festival, I will show you grandparents.”
If you don't want to go to a grand family, Yan Mulin can only be troubled by his father. After that, no one will bother him. Yan Mulin hesitated for a long time and refused: "No, I will not go."
Yan Mulin has not shown a refusal attitude in front of the father. The father has not responded for a while. He still wants to continue telling him the time at home. Did he hear the mistake?
"Do you say it again?" Sheng Sheng said.
Yan Mulin repeated the curtain and repeated: "Don't go, Mr. Sheng."
Yes, although the original body did not refuse the father, but he never called the father a "father", the father probably thought that the son did not enter the genealogy, so did not call his father, did not think much. Today, he hears a different taste, and the three words of Mr. Sheng sound particularly ironic.
The people who used to be high in the past were suddenly rejected. The mood was not good. The father did not ask the reason and said indifference: "You are free."
Yan Mu Lin’s mouth tilted: “Goodbye, Sheng, sir.” He deliberately aggravated the word “sheng”, as long as the father is not a fool to hear what he meant.
That's right, what he wants to say is that he is surnamed Yan, not surnamed Sheng.
Regardless of whether the father's face has changed, Yan Mulin is satisfied with the call, and the original body is too awkward to live. He can't see it.
After Yan Mulin hangs up the phone, she does not know that Sheng Sheng’s face is so heavy that he can drip out the water. He is also sitting on the opposite side of the grandson, Sheng Xiachen. The father calms his anger and frowns. Yan Mulin never Will not reject yourself, this is to rebel.
Mr. Sheng, the more he listens, the more harsh he is.
When Sheng Xiachen saw his father making a phone call to the "brother" outside, his face was not good. He asked: "Dad, what happened? Yan Mulin has only been to Mid-Autumn Festival?"
Sheng Sheng, also known as Sheng Qingdong, listened to the words of his eldest son and turned to understand the meaning of Yan Mulin. He cares about this? Thinking about it, Sheng Qingdong said to Sheng Xiachen: "In the afternoon, you go to the third school to hand over the key of the suite in the east to Yan Mulin, let people go to Yan Mulin, and then give this card to He." Sheng Qingdong pulled out a card from his wallet.
Sheng Xiachen is not a sensible Sheng Xia Xiao. He knows his father’s romantic debts and sends keys to the outside illegitimate children. He is not happy, but his father’s orders can’t help but he still needs a company. Father's support.
After the election, Sheng Xiachen took the card and should bear it.
Sheng Sheng did not answer Yan Qinglin’s question of not coming to the festival, indicating that this topic is no longer suitable. He smartly turned the topic to the current situation.
After Yan Mulin hangs up the phone of Sheng Qingdong, he recalls the original body and his mother's bit by bit. It is worth remembering that there are not many pictures. The communication between the two people is less and less after the grandmother leaves. The Yan mother is only responsible for giving him. Money, regardless of other aspects, like no such son, probably only bank transfer records prove that she still has a son.
Yan Yan has always taken the initiative to contact his son. Basically, he asked his life before and after the Spring Festival. They did not live together. Yan Yan is a famous actor. She is a forty unmarried woman in front of the media. She should not have children. She is a public figure. Yan Mulin has not been discovered by the media. She knows that she has a son who is only a memorable person who has been with her for many years.
Calling before the Mid-Autumn Festival, I think the Yanmu is really looking for him. After Yan Mulin thought about it, he called back to the other party. The phone answer was a female voice, but the other party answered the phone and said: "Mu Lin, finally waiting for you back. The phone is on, I am Zhou Ayi, your mother is sick now in the hospital, can you come over?"
Yan Mulin reacted when he thought about it. The woman named Zhou was the agent of Yan Yan. She was a capable woman and a strong woman. He quickly responded and said, "Okay, Aunt Zhou, you gave me the hospital. Address, I am going now."
In the phone is not convenient to mention the condition, certainly not a small illness and pain, Yan Mulin did not think much, he packed up his backpack, locked the dormitory door, and sent a text message to the squad leader to take time off, directly to the hospital by taxi.
Even if he has no feelings with Yan Yan, he is going to go. After all, this is his only relative who can count as a loved one.
No one in his life has loved his family. He is used to it. In the last generation, his parents divorced. He ran on both sides. Later, when the parents formed their own families, he lived alone. One person was full of family and was not hungry. No one would interfere with his career choices. When his parents turned around and asked him when. When he became a family, he could only smile and say that he could not get married in this life. He did not know why.
In one respect, he is quite similar to the original, the lack of family care, they also have no sense of security, but also try to find a breakthrough, a corner where you can place your lonely feelings.
When I got off the bus, I was in front of the hospital. Whether it was a weekend or a working day, there were many people in the hospital. The doctors and nurses and the patients' families were coming and going.
Yan Mulin bought a fruit basket in the fruit shop at the entrance of the hospital and put it in his hand.
On the ninth floor of the ward, Yan Mulin found the corresponding ward house number under the guidance of the front desk nurse and knocked it. Someone inside responded, Yan Mulin pushed the door in, and first saw the end of the bed, and then saw the woman sitting on the bed and drinking water. Compared with the stills released on the Internet, the woman in front of her looks gentle and watery. The appearance of the standard wife of Hua Xia Hui, her appearance seems to be weak, but she does not have the weakness of others' imagination.
She is Yan Yan, she looks only in her early thirties, but she is the mother of Yan Mulin.
"Hey." Yan Mulin called people, he called 姨, not a mother. Yes, because Yan’s profession, born from him, Yan Yan does not allow Yan Mulin to call her mother. Her awareness of prevention is very strong. If Yan Mulin calls her mother, she will be beaten. Over time, their relationship It only ends with "姨".
Yan Yan, the full name Yan Ziqiong, flashed a glimmer of hope in her eyes, but the wave that popped up at the moment she looked up was suppressed, as if it had never appeared.
Yan Ziqiong said: "You are coming, sit down."
Yan Mulin put the fruit basket on the bedside table and pulled the chair closest to the bed and sat down: "Where are you uncomfortable?"
Although Yan Ziqiong was pale because of her illness, she even seemed to be thin. She shook her head: "It is an ordinary cold with a fever. You are too worried about Zhou Wei. If you have nothing, go back to class."
Yan Mulin nodded. Yan Ziqiong obviously did not want him to come over. However, Zhou Wei would give him a phone call. The mother had no topic to talk about, and there was a moment of silence. Yan Mulin excused Yan Ziqiong to wash the fruit and left the repressed ward. He believed that Yan’s condition was definitely not as light as it was.
Just out of the ward, Yan Mulin met Zhou Ying, who was oncoming. She was indeed a smart and capable woman. She was not the same as Yan Ziqiong. At this time, she also had a refined makeup and a simple professional suit. At any time, she faced the momentum of the media. She saw Yan Mulin and directly took him to the side.
Zhou Yaxian asked him: "Have you seen your mother?"
It can be seen that Zhou Yaxian is going to Yan Yanlin to confess Yan Ziqiong's condition, Yan Mulin does not pretend to be stupid, nodded and said: "I don't tell me her condition, Zhou Wei, you must know, you Don't lie to me, I am an adult, not a three-year-old. "By borrowing the original body, he feels his obligation to help the other person take care of his mother.
Zhou Yaxian reached out and knocked his head. This one-meter-seven woman beat someone. It was a bit of no mercy: "Okay, give me less adult, I call you, let you come over and tell you the truth." ”
Yan Mulin grabbed the head that had been beaten and looked innocent.
Zhou Yaxian is not good at bullying him. He whispered to him: "She has leukemia and does not want to tell you."
Leukemia, leukemia is a very dangerous disease, a terrible "blood cancer."
Yan Mulin screamed: "Is it diagnosed?"
Zhou Yaxian nodded: "Well."
Somehow, after Yan Mulin heard Zhou Yaxian’s definitive answer, his nose was sour.
I was thinking about my only relatives in the morning, and I told him that the only relatives would not know when they suddenly disappeared.
Regardless of who the mother of Yan Yan is, Yan Mulin can't stand by and watch what he can do now to improve the relationship between their mother and child. After that, Yan Yan is his mother.
There was a deep soreness in the nose, and he turned and ran to the ward. He looked up at the ceiling before pushing the door open.
Pushing open the door of the ward, Yan Ziqiong holds the book in her hand. She is such a quiet person. She is an elegant woman. She should not suffer such a bitterness.
Yan Mulin stepped forward and did not control the tone for a while. The nasal sound was a bit heavy, or politely asked: "Can I hug you?"
Yan Ziqiong saw Zhou Yaxian standing at the door, and she immediately understood what the other party had done.
She did not reject Yan Mulin's request and hugged the slightly strange child with her arms wide open.
When was the last time he was holding him? Three years old? Still five years old?