Chapter 41

She lay down there and opened the small cabinet. Sure enough, there was a pair of scissors inside. She took out the scissors, and the scissors were bigger than her face.

Just in time, she was smiling, also reflected that childish face, some strange quiet, and some sad mulberry.

She was worried that she could not find a good opportunity. She was afraid that her father would implicate the people around her, such as mammy he, Mammy mammy Mammy, and her sister. She was afraid that her father would blame them. After all, she might die. At that time, all the people related to this would suffer because of her. She was innocent, and they were not guilty?

Now she is looking for an opportunity, and Mrs. Shen has given her such a wonderful opportunity.

Look, what a chance.

Yeah, what a chance.

If she is alive, her father will have a rift with the Shen family. The Shen family will never slander them again. If she dies, she can remove such a hidden evil for her father. How nice.

With her one life, in exchange for the safety of all people, her small life is also worthy of death.

She is not afraid of death, she is not afraid of pain, she suffered so much in her last life, hunger, pain, sadness, shock, pain.

She suffered from everything. Anyway, she has experienced everything. What's terrible about it? It's just another journey of the dead end.

When she was cut off her wrist by Huang Dong'an and Lou Ziyin, she was nearly drained of blood in her body at that time. She was also treated by a doctor for a long time. It was ridiculous that they even said that she was crazy and hurt herself with a knife.

Oh, is there such a ridiculous thing in the world? How could she cut off her own hand, whether her right hand chopped off her right hand, or her right hand chopped off her left hand, and then when one hand was missing, how could the other hand be chopped, with her feet or with her teeth.

She didn't know if the doctor believed what Huang Dongan said.

However, the doctor once said that she had lost too much blood at that time, and almost all of her life was lost. He said that there were two large blood vessels on the wrist, which were in the pulse. It was very dangerous here. Usually, they could not be injured. Once they were injured, they would be covered with blood. Now the hands were broken together, which almost drained all the blood in her body.

She didn't know why she didn't die like that. Sometimes she thought that maybe she didn't die, not because she had a big life, but because God felt that she had not suffered enough, she had not been able to redeem her sin, so she still had to live. She had to continue to do everything for herself, and bear the cost of life, the pain of life.

There are big blood vessels here.

Shen Qingci touched his wrist, then gnawed at his finger, then picked up the scissors and scratched on his wrist.

It's very painful. Her wrist is very thin. For adults, it's almost broken when it's broken. Ordinary people will cry if they are hurt like this, but she doesn't. She puts down the scissors and looks at the blood flowing out of her wrist.

She's not afraid. She's afraid of pain, she's afraid of death. She wants to meet her father, earn a lot of money for him, watch her big sister get married, and have a sister-in-law.

She put her wrist down and watched the blood drop by drop.

Maybe she really has the talent of self mutilation. Look, you can find the right position in a moment. She knows that she is missing. People in the family will certainly look for her, and it is easy to find her here. At that time, her doctor said that if she was a quarter of an hour in the evening, she might die.

And now she's just hurt a little, it's going to be a long time.

She was lying on the table without looking at her wrists, and could only hear the voice of didharma.

That's her blood flowing, that's her life passing.

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