Xiao Jue always thinks that Heyan is a liar.
In the eyes of outsiders, he Yan is upright, forthright, natural and generous. In his eyes, he can eat, sleep, talk nonsense and be greedy and stingy.
Everyone has a secret. People living in the world are not entirely good and evil, black and white. People's heart is complex and human nature is contradictory. However, he Yan is the most contradictory woman he has ever seen in his life.
Hiding in the dark and unwilling to let people find the real poor man, and the brave and confident female general on the battlefield, it seems that it is so different that no one has ever linked "Heyan" with "he Rufei" in the past few years.
For example, the Fuyue soldiers in the martial arts arena always say that their leader, general Guiyue, is more magnanimous than men, and acts more freely than men. He never looks back and always strides forward. With her, the army will be stable. Even if the sky falls, it is just that.
In fact, Yan he did not know how to look back.
For the past, she has a longer love and affection than others, especially those good and precious memories. She keeps them carefully and never takes them lightly.
Jinling City Flower Fairy often sent people to send some new wine, she often tasted, seriously wrote a reply letter, after drinking, but also put away the wine jar. Every season, the women in Rundu give her clothes and boots that they sew by themselves. The embroidery is exquisite and the cutting fits well. Heyan has never bought a new dress for a long time.
Lin Shuanghe sometimes saw it, secretly in Xiao Jue's ear worried way: "Huaijin, you say my sister Wo goes on like this, won't be the next Chu Linfeng?"
Xiao Jue rewarded him with a word of "go".
Cui Yuezhi in Jiyang City occasionally wrote to her about the good news recently, as well as the other end of Jiuchuan She read the letter carefully and collected it carefully. In the wooden drawer in the study, the letters were neatly stacked together, piled high She was reluctant to burn.
She seems to be free and easy, but she is afraid of "losing".
When Er Mao died, he Yan was very sad.
Things in the world, birth, death and old age are the normal human life. Both human beings and animals will die. He Yan doesn't like to shed tears. When Er Mao died, she didn't cry. However, in those days, Xiao Jue always found that she often sat on the threshold of the yard and looked at the bowl where Er Mao used to drink water in a daze.
He went over and sat with her for a while without saying anything.
He Yan's attitude towards "loss" is not as graceful as on the surface. After the first World War, Wu Tuo's companion died in the war. She forced herself not to think about it. Later, she returned to shuojing. In fact, she was sad for a long time.
And the only thing he can do is to be with him. At least in terms of "loss", his name will never appear.
Over the past two years, gradually, many of the wives of other families secretly told Bai Rongwei whether Xiao Jue had any plans to take concubines. After all, the two brothers of the Xiao family have been particularly outspoken. Xiao Jing has been married to Bai Rongwei for so many years. After having his daughter Xiao peipeipei, he still has a deep love for Bai Rongwei. He really can't find a way out. Xiao Jue was different. People in previous generations thought that he had a good skin bag, but in fact, he was too cold, arrogant and ruthless. He would never marry a wife in this life. However, he later married Heyan, the daughter of a school captain, and loved his wife very much.
Once the cold heart and cold nature of the people, once enlightened and emotional, far more than the gentle and affectionate people to the heart. One of the most popular thoughts of ordinary people is: she can, why can't I? What's more, he yanru has not yet given birth to a son of the Xiao family. He is also a military general. He certainly does not know how to grasp a man's heart as a coquettish and lovely girl. Therefore, many people think that he has a chance.
Bai Rong Wei refused one after another for Xiao Jue. Some people were bold and overconfident, and were confused by the beauty of the current situation. All kinds of means were used. Xiao Jue threw people out of the door several times. Once she was angry, she almost made trouble with each other. Fortunately, she was persuaded by Heyan.
He Yan said with a smile, "everyone has the heart of beauty. I'm not angry. What are you angry about?"
It's OK not to say this, but Xiao Jue is even more angry.
When Lin Shuanghe comes to visit, he always says, "who would have thought that our second son of the Xiao family, master Huaijin, is now eaten by my sister he? You know, "he sighed," who cares more about men and women will lose. I thought you had the upper hand. How come you have been trampled on the ground after a few years? "
Xiao Jue doesn't like his fussy theory. People's emotion is not war, but war. However, he also admits that Lin Shuanghe is right.
Those soldiers in Fuyue army always think that he Yan moved to him and said sweet words to him. But in fact, he always lived easily and was provoked by Heyan, no matter what the big or small matters.
Perhaps, according to Lin Shuanghe's natong theory, he likes Heyan more than he does.
But it doesn't matter.
In this world, it is not easy to have someone like it. There are thousands of people in the world, either predestined or destitute. People like gravel in the river meet and leave. But in a flash, it is lucky to meet someone you like in the vast world.Therefore, there is no need to over investigate who likes whom.
However, he Yan liked to ask him about this matter, and often forced him to ask him at night: "governor Xiao, in fact, you have been attracted to me in your last life? If I were a man, you would be a broken sleeve
Xiao Jue hissed: "I'm not a broken sleeve."
"Ah," the man didn't believe it at all. "The last time I went to the martial arts arena, I heard Shen Jiaotou talking to Liang Jiaotou. They said that in Liangzhou Wei, before I was exposed as a woman, I thought you and I were that kind of relationship." She looked up and down at Xiao Jue, touched her chin and said, "but with your looks, even if it is a broken sleeve, it should be a very popular one among broken sleeves..."
At this time, Xiao Jue is usually too lazy to argue with her. If the tent is pulled, the battlefield will be known.
At the end of the night, she was sleeping soundly. Xiao Jue covered the quilt for her and put her hands behind her head. The starlight shone in from the window and gave a faint light to the room.
He looked at the corner of the tent, and his heart was calm.
Xiao Jue didn't quite understand when he Yan moved his heart. He Yan always murmured about how special he had been to her when he was studying in Xianchang hall in his previous life. But now I think about it, he took care of him mostly because he saw many shadows of his own past in the young man. The only difference is that she is a little bit more naive than herself in the turbid world and still stubborn and persistent.
A boy with a mask is different from other teenagers, and because he has to insist on his secret, he can't be found out, so he is alone. She is clumsy, but hardworking, silent, optimistic, weak and compassionate. When she was a teenager, Xiao Jue occasionally wondered what kind of face she was under her tight mask.
When he was sleeping in the trees, basking in the sun behind the rockery, and drinking tea in the bamboo forest of Xianchang hall, he could always see all kinds of "he Rufei".
She looked so insignificant, so small, but she was shining all over her body, which was not noticed by others, but was seen by him. In fact, Xiao Jue has never doubted that "he Rufei" will do something in the future.
If she insists on it.
But at that time, it was just attracted, not liking. As in the night to see a star, the star is not very bright, but twinkles constantly, once seen, it is difficult to ignore.
The love of his classmates is not fake, so after Yuhua temple, he even "he Rufei"'s "sister" will help.
One is an accident, two are accidental, three are fate, and the fourth, it is fate.
Xiao Jue never doubted that he and Heyan were destined.
Otherwise, why does God want to let her appear in front of him again and again? And his eyes are destined to be attracted by this person.
He Yan seems to have never changed.
In the night, the young man who tried to keep up with the team was no different from the boy who was studying hard in Xianchang hall. But she took off her mask and finally revealed her true self. Chic, neat, galloping in the martial arts arena, warm and pure like a light.
But she is cautious, accustomed to giving, and not content to be "preferred", for the closer relationship, always at a loss.
At the beginning, he just felt that this person was a good cheater. Later, he did not know whether he felt that he stayed more on her, moved her emotions, and tasted jealousy for the first time in his life. He would be happy and angry, and would try to heal all the pains she had experienced.
He Yan made him feel that there are still many things to look forward to in this world.
For example, Lin Shuanghe always said, "do you know that you will have such a day?"
He didn't know that he would have such a day.
It turns out that in addition to the responsibility and misunderstanding, betrayal and killing, there can be such a satisfying moment. What he didn't know, he Yan took him to know one by one.
The man in front of him turned over and rolled into his arms. His subconscious hands held him. He was stunned for a moment, and his lips showed a smile.
What does it matter who likes who more?
He is more grateful to God in his cruel life, the gift of this remote warmth, so that he can meet the love, stay together.
……
He Yan likes the martial arts arena very much.
After the first World War of uto, the soldiers of Wei Dynasty recuperated. For at least ten years, the uto people did not have the energy to come back again. However, training still needs to be done. She is now the leader of Fuyue army. When training, she always reminds some veterans of Fuyue army of general Feihong.
The same neat and natural, but also than the woman with a mask, a bit more playful and kind.
Some of the recruits refused to believe he Yan's skills. In the martial arts arena, women's swords, horses, bows and arrows were demonstrated one by one, looking like a bright pearl.
Heyan was born beautiful. There are countless beautiful girls in the capital of Wei Shuo. But this is the only one who is beautiful and so heroic. When she put on her red dress, drew out her sword with a smile, or ordered the army, or directed the troops, the young people on the field would be amazed by her light.Lin Shuanghe visited twice and felt the crisis for Xiao Jue. He only said that when she was in Liangzhou Wei, she disguised herself as a man, and her brothers in the military camp did not know her identity. Now she has changed into a heroic woman's dress and mingled with these young people every day. The enthusiastic Maotou boys almost did not hide their love for her.
He Yan didn't feel it.
In her opinion, these young children are no different from those of Wang ba. They are good men and brothers.
After the wutuo war, the brothers of liangzhouwei had gone half way, and the remaining few had already been tempered by the battlefield, and now they have been particularly outstanding. Even in the Liangzhou army, they are also outstanding. Jiang family's martial arts school is famous for his personal reputation. The master of the school is proud of Jiang Jiao.
Most of Wang BA's money is sent back to the bandit village. The bandit village where he used to stay is no longer a bandit's livelihood. The fish pond he dug is quite good. It is said that bandit villages often adopt orphans that no one wants. Wang Ba will visit occasionally. He is much better tempered now, and children dare to get close to him.
Wheat grows fastest after the stone is gone. At that time, there were stones to protect him. He was a playful boy who only wanted to eat good food. Now he is much more mature. His archery has improved by leaps and bounds, which is better than that of stone. He is not as greedy as before. When he talks with Heyan, he seems a lot less talkative and less cheerful than before.
He Yan is very disappointed, but people always want to grow up. Fate pushes people on their own path. Some people will never change, some people will grow up slowly.
Time and wind, always unable to retain.
She turned and dismounted, just a demonstration, the bow and arrow firmly in the heart, beautiful eye.
The young man who picked up the arrow looked at her. His eyes were full of admiration, half shy and half excited. He said, "the general is fierce!"
"Flattering," He Yan patted him on the shoulder and said with a smile, "it's the same if you practice more."
The young man looked at her and took two steps forward, calling out: "general --"
He Yan turned back and asked, "what's the matter?"
"I My bow and arrow are not good, you Can you give me some advice? " He did not dare to look into Heyan's eyes.
As for the "advice" of the soldiers, she has always been not stingy, and said: "of course. Try the bow first. I'll have a look
In the distance, Lin Shuanghe waved a fan and began to gloat: "brother, can you bear this?"
Xiao Jue looks at the distance quietly.
"I look at the men in the martial arts arena, they all plot against sister he," he was afraid that the world would not be in disorder. "You and I are both men, and understand men's mind best. Look at that kid. He's asking for advice, but he's trying to get close to him? I didn't use it when I was in school. How could he still be so old-fashioned? Tut Tut, ah How did you go? "
He Yan stood behind the soldier and was about to adjust his action of holding the bow. A cold voice sounded behind him: "wait a minute."
When she looked back, the soldier was startled and couldn't speak clearly Dudu Xiao
"Why did you come?" He Yan asked.
"I'm not on duty today," Xiao Jue glanced at the pale young man with a hook in the corner of his lips and said sarcastically, "I'll teach him."
The soldier's face was even worse.
He Yan didn't doubt that he had him. He only said, "I'll give it to you. I'll go there and have a look." Let's go.
Looking at the back of Heyan, the soldier couldn't tell. The man in front of him also picked his eyebrows. How could he look at it? He said, "practice."
Lin Shuanghe was laughing with great joy, and silently filled his heart with tears of sympathy for the little soldier.
When the sun sets and the day's training is over, he Yan goes to the room next to the martial arts arena to change his clothes, and sees the little soldier in the afternoon. But at this time, it was clearly late autumn. He was wet all over his body, as if he had taken it out of the water. His lips turned white, and he Yan went to the strange way: "what's the matter with you?"
The soldier retreated and avoided her like a snake and scorpion. He lowered his head and said, "it's OK. It's been practiced for a long time. Thank you for your sympathy."
He Yan looked at the figure that he left in a hurry, and entered the room thoughtfully. As soon as he entered the room, Xiao Jue was already inside. Why did Xiao Jue take off her clothes and take a look at her
"If you are not tired, you can call it training." Xiao Jue drinks tea lightly.
He Yan buckled his collar and said, "even so, don't be too strict. I look at these new people, in fact, several of them are of good quality. You didn't see them when you came late today. Some of them are good at skills and beautiful in appearance. When they practice guns in the martial arts arena in the morning, they are very beautiful. "She seems to be aftertaste," she is elegant and elegant. I think they are good at watching... "
Xiao Jue's face was overcast and wanted to drip out of the water. She asked slowly, "is it beautiful?"
"Yes," He Yan put on his robe. "It's probably a small waist. When he flies up, he has long legs."
"He Yan," he saidHe Yan laughed, pointed at him and said with a smile, "commander Xiao, how can you be so overbearing? Every time you brag about others in front of you, you are very angry. That's not to be careful! "
She laughs happily, Xiao juefang understands that she is intentional again, although so, in the heart after all still some displeasure, purses the lip does not want to pay attention to her.
He Yan got close to him and knew that he was not happy. He said, "it's just a joke. In my eyes, there is no difference between men and women. But governor Xiao, even if you don't believe my character, you have to believe in yourself. No matter how beautiful they are, they can't be better than you. No matter how good you are, I only like your waist --" at the end of the speech, the ending sound was warm The tone of ignorance makes the heart itch.
Xiao Jue looked up at her.
He Yan is now more and more dishonest, mostly thinking that he is an old husband and wife, and he doesn't have to pretend. However, the unintentional words and amorous feelings of her can always arouse his mind.
He hums a smile, raises eyebrow way: "wait."
"For what?"
Xiao Jue didn't answer her.
In the evening, the night of fierce fighting, he Yan understood.
Qingmei asked people to bring hot water in. After taking a bath, she rolled into Xiao Jue's arms and hummed, "if I have children in the future, will I be born like you or me?"
Without waiting for Xiao Jue to open her mouth, she said to herself, "it's just like you. I've thought about it. No matter it's a boy or a girl, it's like you. It's a beauty."
Xiao Jue has no idea about appearance. Lin Shuanghe says that what a man has, he doesn't care about what he has. Appearance, family background, brain or skill are all available to him, which is not so important. If they have children in the future, Xiao Jue thinks that as long as the child is happy, it will be good.
However, he Yan married him for several years and had no children for the time being.
In those years, she went to liangzhouwei for several years, and trained with the recruits every day. In order not to be found out, she went to Wuliu River to take a cold bath in the cold weather, and then ran around to fight in Jiuchuan I hurt myself. Lin Shuanghe made a prescription for her and slowly nursed her. Relatives of the Xiao family, such as Cheng Lishu's mother, are always beating around the Bush asking why he Yan is not pregnant. Even some people who don't know how to live or die go to Bai Rong's Micro face to suggest that since he Yan can't be born, it's better to let Xiao Jue take a concubine's room first. Xiao's second son can't be childless.
Xiao Jue, who happened to pass by, said coldly in front of the speaker: "do you think that any cat and dog can give birth to the offspring of the Xiao family?"
He was disgusted with such deliberation.
Xiao Jue doesn't have too many fantasies about children. If he really likes children in the future, it's because he Yan has nothing to do with other things. Who said that men must inherit their families? Xiao Jing married Bai Rongwei and had no children for many years. So what? The men of the Xiao family marry and have children only for the love of their hearts. If they want to continue their offspring and reproduce like instinct, what is the difference between them and animals?
If he Yan had no children in the future, he would have no children, and he would devote the rest of his life to dealing with her alone.
He Yan didn't know what he thought in his heart. She always had a lot of good expectations for these things. Moreover, she always believed that if God was willing to give her and Xiao Jue two generations of fate, she would not be stingy to give them a best ending.
"Yunsheng is a bit out of his mind recently," He Yan began to worry about other things. "Is he unhappy? Has he been bullied outside? I'm busy training all day, but I don't care about him these days. Do you know what happened to him? "
Xiao Jue speechless for a moment, reminded her: "Song Tao Tao half moon did not go to he Fu."
Song Tao Tao liked heyunsheng, but he almost didn't tell the whole capital city. The child's love was direct and vigorous. Like was to send things to heyunsheng, clothing, food, housing and transportation. He was not reserved at all. He Yan appreciated and appreciated and sympathized with song Taotao's parents. How much should he worry about!
What's more, he Yun is so indifferent to a dead boy.
But She turned to Xiao Jue and said in surprise, "do you mean Yunsheng likes pottery?"
Xiao Jue smiles, which can be regarded as acquiescence. Heyan suddenly feels frightened. He Yunsheng's bad temper towards the little girl, but he really doesn't see it.
He Yan didn't really see that he Yunsheng liked song pottery. After all, he Yunsheng could hide more than Xiao Jue. After a while later, he came to find Heyan and asked Heyan and hesui to propose marriage to the Song family. He Yan was surprised that Xiao Jue was true.
"Do you really like Song Tao?" She asked, "if you don't mean it, don't tease people."
"Of course I like..." He Yunsheng's voice went down, as if he were a little shy, blushed and impatient: "in short, I married her, and I will be good to her all my life!"
He Yan was relieved.
Although he Sui had no official position, he Yunsheng had a sister and brother-in-law who was a general. Although he Yunsheng was young, he had already made a figure in his official career and had an incalculable future. In addition, Song Tao Tao also liked it. Of course, the Song family was happy to see his marriage.
With little trouble, the marriage was settled.He Yan had thought that he Yunsheng had offended Song Tao Tao. If he hastily went up to propose a marriage, he could not have been expelled by Song Tao Tao. He did not expect that the boy usually seemed silent and could coax the girl. Before long, he Yan watched Song Tao go to he's house to deliver food to he Yunsheng.
After the marriage was settled, the ceremony went quickly.
In addition to the he family and the Song family, the happiest is Cheng Lishu. He Yan sometimes ponders that Cheng Lishu is not like he Yunsheng who takes a wife, like he takes a wife. He often came to he's house to help him. The former fiance in shuojing city made this kind of thing. He was probably the first one.
He Yan seized an opportunity to ask him: "Tao Tao married, how can you be so happy, your heart is really not a bit unhappy?"
"How can I be unhappy?" Cheng Lei Su laughed as if he had picked up the silver, "that shrew Miss song, I'm free now that I'm accepted by uncle he! Otherwise, I have to worry about which day my family will pick up the marriage again. It's called A friend of the dead does not die of the poor
He was very proud. He Yan thought for a moment. In order to avoid Cheng Lishu's regret in the future, his little nephew and brother accidentally became enemies. He asked, "do you really don't like pottery at all?"
"I don't like it!" Cheng Lishu said with a smile: "Auntie, I know you and uncle don't think I'm reliable. However, I can tell what I like and what I don't like. Song Tao Tao and I are not in the same way. The girl I like is of course like me. I can find out what's good in me. When Song Tao Tao sees me, he thinks I don't want to be enterprising. Childe, can I be husband and wife with her? To be friends, we should be separated from each other! "
He Yan looked at what he said and what he thought. Young people have their own minds. Since Cheng Lishu had no intention of Song Tao Tao, it was another kind of satisfaction when things got to this point.
She began to help him with the marriage.
On the day he Yun became pro, he Yan was very sad.
It is clear that Heyun was born to be a married man. She was like an old mother who sent her daughter to get married. Her eyes were full of fashion. He Sui's father was not as excited as Heyan. He Xinying stood beside him, looked at her expression, and said in a low voice: "today is the day of great joy for young master he. How can my sister look so sad?"
He Yan said: "I am not sad, I am happy."
Although she had family members in her previous life, she couldn't get close to her for many reasons. Even if it was he Xinying who was around her, they really began to get close to each other, which is also the life after the fall of the he family.
However, he Yunsheng was different. From the moment she became "Miss Heda", hesui and he Yunsheng became her "family" now. Poor as they were, they gave her warmth she had never enjoyed. At present, the young man in Tsing Yi, who used to eat the pastry she handed over, has finally grown into a mature man, a girl he loves, and an adult.
People often feel unreal in the face of over satisfactory things. Sometimes he Yan suspects that everything in front of her is just a long and beautiful dream, for fear that after waking up, everything will be empty.
He Yunsheng led the bride into the courtyard of the he family, and cheers were heard around him. The courtyard of he family is full of people. She has many friends. Everyone is willing to join in the fun. It's unnecessary for Wang Ba to say that the leaders of Liangzhou Wei are here, as well as Bai Rongwei and Xiao Jing Xiao Jue standing on her other side, such as he Yunsheng's brother, watched a pair of new people into the Xi Tang.
Lin Shuanghe exaggerates in the lively way: "even Yunsheng is married, I'm still alone."
Cheng Li Su patted him on the shoulder, "it's OK, uncle Lin, I'm alone. We're together."
Lin Shuanghe:
A couple of newlyweds are getting married. The banquet is lively and Heyan drinks too much.
In fact, in addition to festivals, she is very abstemious in drinking, after all, who knows whether she will go to the front of the endorsement when she is drunk. Xiao Jue just saw it. If it spread to outsiders and to the ears of Fuyue army, who knows what kind of eyes she will look at her in the future. Most of the time, she felt that she had sex to show off. She would show her true colors when she was drunk. She had to show her talent.
But on the great day of the wedding of Heyun, what should he drink.
When Xiao Jue came over, he Yan was drunk.
She sat at the table and saw him. She waved her hand to Xiao Jue and called him "commander Xiao!"
Xiao Jue helped her up and said to hesui, "Yan Yan is drunk. I will send her back first."
"Go, go." He Sui also said: "it's not too early. You go back and have a cup of Tao Tao's tea when you are free tomorrow morning."
Xiao Jue nodded and helped Heyan out of the hall, reminding her, "there are steps. Be careful under your feet."
He Yan turned his head and held him in his waist and refused to go.
Xiao Jue took a deep breath and looked down at his predecessors: "Miss He Da, I'm home."
"Governor Xiao," she said, looking up at him. She could not see that she was drunk. She said, "I'll tell you a secret."
"Go ahead."In the Xi hall behind him, the sound of silk and bamboo's laughter gradually faded away, and the night wind was cold. He pulled Heyan's outer garment closer and closer. He saw he Yan pointing to the moon on the roof of the house and said: "I'm sorry I love the moon. "
He was suddenly stunned.
There was a moment in my memory that she said to herself.
At that time, he had not completely fallen in love with Heyan, but his heart could not be avoided. Her whispering in her ears was regarded as a casual joke. I didn't know how much sincerity was hidden in the joke at that time.
If doomed to hide in the dark, where the moon can not shine, she will be so, just standing far away, hiding the secret in the bottom of her heart.
The woman in front of him showed a big smile. Her eyes were bright like stars. She put her arm around his neck and whispered in his ear, "I'll tell you another secret."
She stood on tiptoe and touched his lips.
"The moon is you."
In an instant, the moon like poetry and painting meaningful, the world fireworks, ten thousand kinds of amorous feelings, can not withstand the moment of eternity.
The moon is lonely and indifferent. The moon is hanging in the sky. Until one day, he saw the travelers stumble and walk alone in the endless darkness. He sprinkles a ray of light to illuminate the road ahead.
So in that moment, he saw the world of Fangfei, warm sun and bright clouds.
Heyan seemed to be very tired. He leaned against his arms, closed his eyes, and fell asleep. He was stunned for a moment. He bowed his head and gave her a pious kiss on her forehead. He lifted her up and walked out of the house.
Autumn night is long, the court green grass luxuriant, moths to the candle, the wind like sigh, the man step by step to go out, the radian of the corner of his lips, is full of young joy.
She doesn't know. The moon has its own secrets.
She is the moon's heart, is the moon's lover, is the beginning of his heart, but also the end of each other.
This is the secret of the moon.
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