Chapter 34

"Mother, how would you say these words in front of them in a moment?"

"No, in front of your father." Lian Jinrong retorted.

After hearing Lian Jinyu's words, an Zhongtao's heart sank. He vaguely felt that she was blaming himself. How could he not understand her temper? She wants to run away from home!

"How could you have such an idea?" An Zhongtao looks gloomy.

"General, I hope the general will take care of himself at home." Lian Jinyu handed the key to an Zhongtao. "I realized that my ability was limited and I was not enough to manage the house. Therefore, although it was a blessing, it was also self reflection."

"It's freezing in the temple. Where is the comfort in the mansion?"

"It's not only for blessing, but also for coldness and sincerity."

"Have you really decided? Just when will you be back? " An Zhongtao's voice trembled a little. When he mentioned Yuehua temple, he remembered that she was in the prime of her life, the woman who looked back and smile under the tender willows. From then on, he recalled his soul. Although, he knew that she was not smiling at him, but seeing swallows flying in the air, he did not know what he thought of. That year, she was wearing a yellow embroidered skirt. In the spring light, people were more beautiful than flowers

He felt a sharp pain in his heart at the thought of it.

When did they become strange?

He hesitated to say something.

Her pride keeps herself away.

Lian Jinyu's heart hurt when she heard him ask. If two people have been like this all the time, she hopes she will never come back. If she doesn't see each other, she will have no worries, isn't she?

Therefore, she just smile, did not say the return date.

An qingran didn't disturb their solitude. She just waited outside quietly. Finally, the door opened, and mammy Hong came out of the side room with a big burden in her hand. She looked at Lian Jinyu and said, "madam, do you really don't need an old slave to serve you?"

"It's OK, mother Hong. I'll serve my mother." "By the way, mother Hong, where is my mother's most used stove..."

"In the house, I'll get it now!" Said to go to the side room.

An qingran followed her into the house, because she wanted to tell mammy Hong some words. In the general's house, only she and honeysuckle could be trusted. But honeysuckle was small, and some things needed to be done by mammy Hong.

They left soon. When they were at the gate of the mansion, they met Lian Jinrong's mother and son, who came to see her off. An Yanran held an qingran's hand and wept: "sister, you went to Yuehua temple. What should Yanran do? If there is no elder sister and mother, Yanran will not eat well and sleep well. Sister, mother, do you want to think about it again. Yuehua temple is so far away, what can you do if Yanran misses her mother and sister? "

An Yan Ran's tears really rolled down like beads. Lian Jinyu pulled her hand: "I am a child, which makes me sad. It's rare that you are so filial. If you miss me, it's not far away from Yuehua temple. You can go and see us!"

With a stiff smile on her face, an qingran looks at everything in front of her. She knows that she can't tell her mother what to say. Some things should be revealed after a period of time!

She promised that night Mark would take good care of her mother. In fact, she is the biggest wish of her life. Now an Yanran has no ability to hurt her mother, so she will allow her to have a good time.

Finally, Lian Jinrong said to an Yanran: "I know you can't give up your mother, but you are still young, don't understand. What your mother and sister are going to do is big things. I don't give up your aunt, but I can't help it..."

She stepped forward and looked at Lian Jinyu: "elder sister, you are not very well all the time. This time, you should come back earlier. In a few days, I will ask Zhongtao to send someone to pick you up, OK? My sister said a date, so that we can prepare for it! "

Lian Jinyu laughed and shook her head: "sister, please serve the general. We didn't expect when we would come back..."

Before she finished, she pulled an qingran into the carriage. An qingran looked back at the towering general's mansion. The big characters on the plaque flashed with gold, while under the plaque, the person standing was the one she didn't want to see. She could not help but put down the curtain and thought that she and her mother would not know what kind of blessing and future there would be when she went with her mother.

Lian Jinrong goes back to the house, instead of disturbing an Zhongtao, she frowns suspiciously, as if she is thinking about something. For the first time, an Yanran sits there without talking. Only an Mingxuan is eating cakes and is busy with his face. Because his mother and his second sister always take care of him and ask him to eat less sweets. At this moment, he steals a piece of cake, and no one says about him. He still does How much more to eat if you don't take the opportunity?

An Yan Ran suddenly said: "mother, what should we do? There must be something wrong with their wives going to Yuehua temple. I think one of the reasons may be that they want to attract the attention of my father, and it is also a kind of demonstration against my father's lifting your ban on you! "

Lian Jinrong nodded at the smell of speech, which was also her idea: "yes, they began to act, but do not know how your father's heart is thinking."

"Of course, my father is not feeling well." "An Yan Ran laughed," so, mother these days will work harder, for father to do more surprise, everything in the house should be arranged, mother's specialty Yan Ran has not eaten for a long time, it doesn't matter if Yanran doesn't eat, it's mainly Dad! ""You ghost spirit spirit, these mother want you to tell?" Lian Jinrong laughed, "my mother is just afraid that they have any plot, always feel that something is wrong!"

"Conspiracy?" An Yan Ran sneered, "mother, even if they have ten thousand conspiracies, it is just to take back her status as a housewife, and an qingran is just to ensure the honor of her general's Di miss."

When Lian Jinrong heard the words, she was surprised: "they can't make any bad things secretly? We went to Yuehua temple and sent someone to assassinate our mother and daughter secretly. We can pick ourselves up completely

Ann Yan Ran was also scared, but her face soon calmed down and her fist clenched: "as long as she dares to come!"

Yuehua temple is not as prosperous and lively as an qingran thought. When they arrived, it was just the setting sun. The reflected light hit the temple. Under the golden roof of the Zen room, it was both solemn and dignified. An qingran could not help but feel solemn in the heart of the earth.

There are several Bodhisattvas in the front hall, and the rest meditation room behind. There are several late plum trees that are spitting fragrance. An qingran is glad to hear that he picks up the room with plum trees in front of the window. The abbot of Yuehua temple is an old man with a kind face. After settling them down, an qingran sits in front of the window and breathes a long breath. The expression on her mother's face has not been seen since she arrived at Yuehua temple After stretching, an qingran thought, and now she has seen the effect. Her mother is so, which shows that she still cares!

The fact that she can come here with herself proves that her mother is working hard.

Lian Jinrong is really surprised. She thinks that she has buried the past events deeply. Over the years, her hatred for an Zhongtao has completely replaced her feelings for him. She has not shown any extreme performance. Because she is disappointed, she has lost the strength to love again. She has promised to come to Yuehua Temple for her daughter. When she sees the general picture of Yuehua temple from a distance, her heart will open Beginning to tremble, the past seems to have happened yesterday!

In that year, she was only 17 years old. She also came to offer incense with her mother. Originally, she gave up the rest of the people in advance. So after she finished the incense, she and the maid strolled in the back mountain of Yuehua temple to enjoy the spring scenery. That year, spring came early, and the mountain flowers in the back mountain were in full bloom. They were playing on the mountain and forgot to return. Unconsciously, they had reached the boundary of Yuehua temple Ben didn't notice. He was only looking at the scenery of the whole mountain, but suddenly a deer came out of the forest

"Mother, what are you thinking?" An qingran opened his mouth with a smile, interrupting Lian Jinyu's memory.

Lian Jinyu put the burden on the bed and turned around: "ran er..."

Ann waited for her to go on.

Lian Jinyu said: "I really don't want you to be so mature..."

On hearing this, an qingran was surprised. Yes, she was too anxious. What she did and what she did was different from her previous self. So she immediately said with a smile: "yes, mother, Ran'er is a little selfish, afraid of the whole family So I began to get involved in my parents' life... "

She said, her eyes are sad, if her mother knew that she had lived in a muddle headed life, what was the end of the end, she would love her!

But she can't say!

All of them have to be borne by themselves. Because she is no longer that 12-year-old girl, but has experienced so many miserable life, she has to use her own ability to protect her relatives!

Lian Jinyu saw her daughter's eyes twinkled with tears. She could not help but feel hurt. It was her own fault. It was her own fault that she let her daughter into such a situation. She began to worry about adults' affairs at a young age. It was obvious that she had gone through what kind of careful consideration to do so!

Thinking of this, she sighed: "ran Er, that Prajna Prajna Prajna Prajna Prajna Prajna Sutra" is in your burden

"Yes, daughter, I'll find it out!" An qingran moves quickly. Originally it was just an idea of his own, but his mother took it seriously.

At night.

A bean light on the table was still on, and an leaned up and said, "mother, this will be copied tomorrow!"

Lian Jinyu looked at her with a weak smile on her face: "ran Er, go to sleep first, and your mother will copy for a while..."

Seeing that her mother's face was not quite right, ANN could not help saying, "mother, we have just come here. You should have a rest first. We are not in a hurry for this moment..."

Hearing the speech, Lian Jinyu sighed and stood up with her waist. Originally, she was only in her thirties. This action made her look old. An qingran felt a pain in her heart. Her mother's mood was just like this.

An qingran settled her down on the bed, a burst of sadness in her heart, but soon, she had a pride in her heart, no matter how, this life, as long as she is still, she will never allow others to bully her relatives!

She wants to do her best!

For more than a month, the yellow of the willow trees turned green. The two of them worked at sunrise and rested at sunset. In the daytime, she and her mother would walk on the back mountain. She would ask her mother what happened in those years, but she would not mention it any more. Obviously, she couldn't care about her aunt's favor again, but all these were temporary. Ann was happy and smiling in front of her mother Such as a child, just to coax his mother happy smile.Of course, she also secretly practiced what her cousin taught her. She also brought the medical books with her. Most of the time, she read them quietly and did not disturb her mother. Of course, she would ask her mother if there was something she really didn't understand. After all, her mother was also a doctor.

Another thing is that she began to practice martial arts secretly. She felt that her previous life was bad because she had no ability to protect herself. In this life, she must try her best to make up for it.

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