CH 82

Shen Zhonghua was stunned on the spot. He looked at Qiqi, looked at this woman who was shrinking and raising resistance at the head of the bed. His gaze moved from her shaking shoulders to her eyes covered with water mist. He opened his mouth but he felt like the unworthy three words were pale and incomparable.

“Qiqi......” Shen Zhonghua originally wanted to step forward to hug her, let her lean against his chest closely, and listen to his heartfelt, listened to his vows, but he saw Qiqi shrink back again. He was even more distressed. He no longer approached her but he sat on the edge of the bed with his line of sight level to hers.

Shen Zhonghua said to Qiqi: “I have no right to refute the harm I have given you before so I’ll bear the evil I have planted! But I don’t want you to punish yourself with the mistakes I have made!”

He said: “The pain has already been caused. I don’t extravagantly hope you put away the past and start over with me, but now I have come to realize. I regret it. I have been changing. I have been making up. I always think it’s still not too late, but I think everything is too late...... Qiqi, I...... If I could, how I wish we could really start from the beginning, from the first time when I met you......” (tenderflower: I cried T.T...)

Qiqi still shrank. Shen Zhonghua’s voice was unclear and weak. She thought she should be really drunk. Otherwise, why did she seem to hear Shen Zhonghua crying?

He wouldn’t cry. How could he cry?

In the end, Shen Zhonghua mocked himself with a smile: “As expected, it’s me who is too greedy......”

The sweet-scented osmanthus wine was easy to drink. She drank a few cups. She didn’t think before, but now she only felt like she had great energy. Shen Zhonghua was obviously preparing to turn around and leave. She was safe, but she couldn’t help burying her head in the quilt and saying in a tearful voice: “Make up...... How are you going to make up...... You owed me a life......”

Qiqi didn’t know how she fell asleep just like Shen Zhonghua didn’t know how he returned.

Some mistakes, some scars, he could make up for it, but......

Qiqi was right. He owed her a life......

No, he owed her far more than one life. It was obviously one corpse and two lives......

The moon’s reflection lay quietly on the lake surface and Shen Zhonghua was sitting alone in the pavilion. The surrounding was terribly quiet. He didn’t know how much wine he had drunk, but he also knew that raising a cup to eliminate sorrow was even more sorrowful. No matter how much wine he drank, they couldn’t fill his sorrow.

Perhaps Shen Zhonghua was drunk too. He even had a crazy idea. He wanted to hand Qiqi a knife and let her finish him personally. Let her be free and he too thus could be free!

He owed Qiqi two lives. In his previous life, he became ill with depression and finally died of vomiting blood. If he could be considered to be barely enough then in this life, let him die in the hands of Qiqi. He could use his life to make up a life. As long as he could eliminate the hatred in Qiqi’s heart, it was as sweet as honey!

After Shen Zhonghua was drunk, he kept saying: “Qiqi, it’s me who wronged you. It’s right for you to hate me. I can only blame myself......”

Leng Xing and Liu Yue stood in the dark. Shen Zhonghua got rid of everyone to retreat, but they weren’t included in them because they were Shen Zhonghua’s dark guards.

This wasn’t the first time for Wangye, but every time it was because of Qiqi. Leng Xing and Liu Yue didn’t expect Qiqi would be the young miss of the general that had been missing for many years. This was also good. In the future, Qiqi could live a happy life, but it would be hard for wangye. The two of them were clear. From now on, Wangye’s road to chase his wife was long......

“No......

“Not right......”

Leng Xing and Liu Yue heard Shen Zhonghua who had quieted down suddenly start mumbling to himself again. His voice carried pleasant surprise, doubt, and incredible: “She said I owed her a life...... She said I owed her a life......”

The two of them glanced at each other. Apparently, they didn’t understand what happened to wangye?

Drunk and talked nonsense?

“I did owe her a life, but...... but that was what happened in the previous life...... All this...... all this hasn’t happened in this life. I still haven’t sat in that position and Qiqi isn’t pregnant either, let alone go to the peace marriage...... also...... also she hadn’t drunk the poisonous wine that, that sl*t handed over!”

Shen Zhonghua’s misty eyes suddenly became sharp: “I know that I owed Qiqi a life because...... because I live again, I naturally know that. Then...... then what about Qiqi?”

In this life, he didn’t owe her a life nor did she die because of him. How come Qiqi asked him how to repay the life he owed her?

Could it be......

Could it be true that Qiqi......

Qiqi was like him, also rebirth?