Chapter 1391

Zhang Ya looks at what Zhuang Ya wants to say. He opens his mouth and slowly closes it, only a little helpless in his eyes.

One time, they both went to the two extremes of pain.

They, no one is happy.

How good would it have been without that one?

She would rather be an orphan herself.

She wasn't sure before, but now when I see Zhuang ya, she can be sure.

Zhuang Ya must think so, too.

"Is Yan Lecheng OK recently?" Zhuang Ya looks at Zhang Ya and asks the questions she always wants to ask.

"Very good." Zhang Ya nodded: "study very seriously, be positive, very good."

"Is he happy?" Zhuang Ya continued.

"Well, there are more smiles than before." Zhang Ya nodded his head.

"That's good..." Zhuangya nodded, as if at last she was relieved.

She miss him very much. She always hopes that she can become excellent, have the courage to stand in front of him again, smile and say to him: "Hello, I'm Zhuang ya, I like you for a long time, can I communicate with you?"

When she was picked up by Cheng's family, she always had such a dream, always thinking about it. But ah, there are too many unhappiness in life, too many involuntarily.

Just like she is now.

It may also be that when she returned home, she dreamed too well, which also made everything so difficult.

She couldn't stand the big gap.

"Are you the only one today?" Ilan you always thought that it was too depressing now, so she changed the topic.

"And the eldest aunt." Zhuangya replied.

"Is Cheng xuning here?" Asked ilanyou.

"Her legs..." Zhuang Ya frowned. "Her leg has been diagnosed and can't get up, so she doesn't go out much now."

"Cheng's leg is broken?" Yilanyou was also shocked. When I heard about it, I thought it was just a common fracture. How could it be so serious.

"Yes." Zhuang Ya nodded her head and said, "she has a bad temper. Cheng's family are very accommodating to her because of her leg injury."

"Originally, Cheng xuning was also the heart of Cheng's mother, let alone after her injury." Ilanyou smiled and shook his head.

"Yes." Zhuang Ya nodded her head and said as if she were mocking herself, "Cheng xuning is the heart of Miss Cheng and grandma."

Looking at Zhuang Ya's expression, Yi Lanyou and Zhang Ya look at each other. They know that the reason why Zhuang Ya is not good at the Cheng family should have something to do with Cheng xuning.

I think so. How can a proud girl like Cheng xuning allow others to climb over her head?

Zhuang Ya is not trampled to death by Cheng xuning when she arrives at Cheng's house?

Zhuangya's previous living environment is totally different from that of the present, and her temperament is not that kind of temper. It must have suffered a lot to make Zhuangya look like this at the beginning.

Looking at Zhuangya, ilanyou has a strange feeling.

After returning to Yijia's house in the past, she was in a similar situation to Zhuangya. Yihaoen had only material satisfaction for her. Fang Fang and yiruier's bullying was ignored by yiweihai.

Her pain at that time, the kind of urgent step by step to be recognized, made her go further and further, more and more deviated, and the hundred times calculation, has been regarded as the stepping stone of irier's, which set off her family's golden perfection.

Looking at Zhuangya, ilanyou sympathizes with her, just like she once sympathized with herself.

"Zhuangya." Ilanyou looked at Zhuang Ya and said, "if I were you, I would go to get closer to the master mother of the Cheng family."

"I didn't think about it." Zhuangya said with some dispirited: "but there is always a sense of distance with her. I don't feel comfortable with her. She seems to see me as well."

"The master mother of the Cheng family has been looking for her granddaughter." "Miss Cheng has been lost since she was a child. After so many years of living in a blank, you expect her to look at you like Cheng xuning, who was raised by her side. This is not a real thing."

"I understand, too." "What's more, my background and my previous work have always been criticized by them," said Zhuang "That doesn't change the fact that you are Miss Cheng." Yilanyou said: "take up the posture that you miss Cheng should have and do what you should do. Zhuang ya, you are not stupid. The change of environment will make you not adapt. Everyone has this, but you must understand one thing

. Before you can become an absolute right, you must learn to rely on power."

"But if I am Cheng's family, then we are the family. The family should not..." Zhuang Ya's expression was a little painful, which was far from her imaginary family.

Cheng's family feels strange to her. It's not like her family. Seriously, Cheng's family treat her less than their former colleagues.

Sometimes she will also think that it's better to go back to Z city. At least she's a little happier to go back to Z city.

"If you don't have time and feelings to rely on, you can only rely on your insignificant kinship as a link." Ilanyou smiled: "it's enough to meet all your material needs."

“……” Zhuang Ya was stunned when she heard ilanyou's words. She couldn't speak for a long time.

Yi Lanyou looks at Zhuang Ya and says, "if you want to have anything, you have to give it first. The master mother of the Cheng family is your grandmother, and she is also the center of the rights of the Cheng family. She has a gap between you, but she also has love and guilt. Having mastered the scale, at least it won't make your life too difficult at Cheng's house. "

"Yes." Zhuang Ya was not a fool. Yilanyou understood at once and smiled gratefully at yilanyou and Zhang Ya: "I know how to do it."

After all, she has no way to go, let alone rely on it. She might as well give with all her heart. Anyway, she has nothing to lose.

"Just know." Ilan you smiled.

In other words, it's just because she saw herself in the past.

If someone woke her up in the previous life, her life would be totally different.

The party ended at 11 p.m. and after seeing off all the guests, yilanyou and others went back to their rooms to have a rest.

As Elaine lay down, the door of the bedroom was knocked: "come in."

Zhang Ya holds a pillow and walks into ilanyou's room: "have you slept?"

"Just lying down." Ilanyou sat up and said, "what's the matter?"

"Nothing, talk to you." Zhang Ya goes to the bedside and puts the pillow away, then lies beside ilanyou.

Yilanyou lifts the quilt to cover Zhang Ya's side and asks, "can't you sleep?" "Yes." Zhang Ya replied, "today, seeing Zhuang ya, I feel really uncomfortable."