While drinking porridge, Changning doesn't look up to see Xie Wenhao. Xie Wenhao often looks at Changning, with an expression of desire to talk.
Finally, the two finished their dinner, and the porridge in the bowl was at the bottom.
Xie Wenhao pushed the bowl forward and said to Chang Ning, "can you continue the previous topic?"
“……” Chang Ning looks at Xie Wenhao and sighs.
The war plan that originally thought of taking advantage of food to divert the topic from the past failed
There's a little bit of a tangle.
"All right." Chang Ning nodded and said, "I admit that I love you more than I don't love you."
"Contrast doesn't love?" Xie Wenhao repeated the word and said, "what do you mean?"
"I love you, but I don't love you that much." Chang Ning said, "I will jump with you when you jump into the sea, because I love you. I will care about Xiaonian's life and death because of you, and also because I love you. "
"Then you..." Xie Wenhao was interrupted by Chang Ning before he finished asking.
"I can see you as heavy as my life." Chang Ning looked at Xie Wenhao and said, "but my dream is higher than my life."
“……” Xie Wenhao looks at Chang Ning.
"In the world, the relationship between two people is not love, or not love so simple, there is also a [not so love]." Chang Ning looks at Xie Wenhao and says, "I'm sorry, I love you, but I don't love you that much."
“……” Xie Wenhao can't express his emotions clearly, but he can understand Changning's ideas.
It's a little close to the relationship between him and Xiaonian. They are a pair in the eyes of the elders and everyone.
He also thought he was in love with Xiaonian, but that kind of love It's not the love between men and women, it can also be said that it's not so love.
Xiaonian has been waiting for him for so many years. He is selfish in this love. He has the initiative, but he refuses to give it up.
So Xiaonian married Xie Wenli.
Now, he loves Changning. Changning is much better than him at that time.
She told herself directly how she felt.
Xie Wenhao looks at the woman in front of him. He feels frustrated.
Whether it is giving or giving, he is far inferior to the woman in front of him.
She can love and hate, and she can face her heart bravely.
Such a woman, for him, is a natural attraction.
He loves her.
He knows his heart, he knows his feelings, he loves her.
Seeing that Xie Wenhao didn't speak again, Chang Ning felt that he had made his words clear, and Xie Wenhao should have heard them clearly.
So smart people, these words are natural.
In other words, Changning feels relaxed, but at the same time, she feels empty.
If you want to say that you can't have both, she forced herself to make a clean choice.
She has only one dream now. She wants to stand not far behind yilanyou and realize her value through yilanyou. She knows that if there is only one person in the world who can make her realize the value of life.
So this man, only Ilan you.
After that, she will go to Kyoto with Ilan you. She doesn't know when she will come back, or even whether she can come back alive.
Why should she hypocritically give Xie Wenhao a promise to delay his life.
Love is love.
But when it's time to let go, it's time to let go.
"Then Bye bye. " With that, Changning strides out of the office. When taking the elevator to the first floor, Changning tells the waiter that the tableware in his office can be removed.
Out of Yishi, get in the car, start the engine, drive the car out, go on the road, turn left at the second traffic light
These are the normal process of her work.
It's just that Changning feels strange today.
Stop in front of the red light, Chang Ning looks up at the rearview mirror, and suddenly froze.
I didn't know when to start, her tears had already climbed up her face.
Frown, red eyes, tears in eyes.
Chang Ning has not had to admit it until now.
She was not as free and easy as she thought.
Said to let go, but after all, is loved.
Is deeply loves, is with own life equivalent.
[didi - didi ]
the car in the back whistles to show Changning to drive quickly.
Chang Ning looks at the green light in front of her eyes and releases the parking pedal.
Driving all the way home, Chang Ning felt a sense of collapse when he entered the room.
If she felt her heart was empty when she was in the office, now her heart seems to be leaking a hole.
All the positive emotions and the whole body's strength are leaking out of the hole.
She was not as strong and free as she thought.
After all, it's a woman
The next day, Changning's biological clock made her wake up on time from her dream. After washing, Changning set out to go to the direction of yizhai. Today, she is going to pick up yilanyou and Xiang jiu'er to go to the company, which was agreed yesterday.
When Xiang jiuer saw Changning, he was slightly shocked: "did you sleep well last night? There's red blood in the eyes. "
"Well, it's a little sleepless." Chang Ning smiled awkwardly and asked, "is it serious?"
"All right." He nodded to jiu'er and said, "do you want some ice?"
"No more." Chang Ning waved her hand. She had already applied ice in the morning, or it would be more serious than now.
"I remember there are sunglasses in youyou. Wait, I'll find you one." Say to nine son and run upstairs.
“……” Chang Ning wanted to stop Xiang jiu'er, but she closed her mouth again thinking that she might meet Xie Wenhao in the company.
She didn't want Xie Wenhao to think much.
At the same time of going upstairs to jiuer, ilanyou just got on the phone and went downstairs: "brother Wenhao, are you sure?"
Ilan you is walking and looking at the direction of the living room. After seeing Chang Ning, Ilan you points his head to the phone and says, "I know. I'll try my best to do something here. Do what you want."
Chang Ning saw yilanyou walk down and nod his head: "good morning."
"Early." Yilanyou smiled and hung up his cell phone and said, "didn't you sleep well last night?"
"Well, a little." Chang Ning replied, "miss jiuer has taken the sunglasses."
"Yes." "Let's have a breakfast," yilanyou said
"Good." Changning has been eating breakfast in yizhai for such a long time.
After breakfast, Chang Ning drives Yilan you and Xiang jiu'er to Yishi.
When the car arrived at the parking lot, Chang Ning saw Xie Wenhao standing in the parking lot waiting for a long time. Frown slightly, Chang Ning don't know what Xie Wenhao and others mean here.