After knocking twice on the door, Zhuang ya did not hear the echo inside, so she pushed the door open.
There is no light in the room. It's cold.
Entering the room to see the source of the cold wind, Zhuangya pulled a blanket from the side, went to the balcony and draped it on his body: "why don't you turn on the light?"
"I forgot." Yan Lecheng covered Zhuang Ya's hand and said, "it's snowing."
"Well." Zhuangya encircled Yan Lecheng and said, "the first snow this year."
"Yes." Yan Lecheng took a deep breath and said, "let's have winter vacation soon."
"Thinking about school?" Zhuang Ya asked.
"Well." Yan Lecheng nodded his head.
"I have applied for your suspension and submitted your case to apply for retention of student status. The state has a policy in this regard. Your school will not be difficult for you because of this." Zhuang Ya relieved.
"I don't think so." Yan Lecheng said with a smile, "forget it, don't talk about it."
“……” Zhuang Ya sniffed her lips and lowered her eyes slightly, wondering if she had said something wrong.
"What did you do out there?" Yan Lecheng asked casually.
"I went to Cheng's house." Zhuangya replied, "I didn't see you when I woke up. Are you worried?"
"A little." Yan Lecheng said, "I seem to be used to seeing you as soon as I open my eyes. Suddenly I can't see you. I really feel like I've lost something."
“……” Hearing Yan Lecheng's words, Zhuangya's mouth appeared a happy smile: "I will make you get used to more in the future, so that if you don't see me, you will think of me."
"Here..." Yan Lecheng smiled and said, "too much adhesion will give you trouble."
"No." Zhuang Ya held Yan Lecheng tightly and said, "what you give me is not trouble. Everything you give me is my most precious."
"Zhuangya, I have something to talk to you about." Yan Lecheng said.
“……” Zhuang Ya didn't know what Yan Lecheng was going to say to herself, but she slowly released her hand and turned to squat in front of him. She looked at him in the same direction: "what do you want to talk to me?"
"I really appreciate your taking care of me for so long." Yan Lecheng looked at Zhuang Ya and said, "no matter you or Zhang Ya, I owe you a lot."
It's not easy for him to get this life back.
"This is what I should do." Zhuang Ya has a bad feeling. What does he mean by that?
"Nothing should not be." Yan Lecheng felt Zhuang Ya's uneasiness and smiled comfortingly, holding her hand in his palm: "it seems that I have never told you anything about my past."
"Well." Zhuangya nodded.
"My father is a principal, the principal of No.1 Middle School of the city. He has a good education. He has always been attentive to my sister and me. He is also very strict with our academic requirements. My mother came from a scholarly family and has been working as a full-time wife at home since I was born." Yan Lecheng said as he recalled.
"Later, my father brought back Zhang Ya. When I saw her for the first time, she was very thin and scared. Her injuries scared us. For us, she was also on guard. It took us a long time to let her down the guard and accept us. Later, her amazing talent began to show Yan Lecheng said: "she is a genius, a real genius, never forget, one against ten. All the talents you can imagine can be used to describe her. "
“……” Zhuang Ya pursed her lips slightly. She had a similar appearance to Zhang Ya, but she knew that she was far inferior to Zhang Ya in this respect.
"My father, if he gets the treasure, probably cherishes his talent. Maybe he really sees Zhang Ya's future. My father began to focus on cultivating Zhang Ya. She also lived up to her father's hope. Gradually, we found that her father spent more and more time with her, and even left us and her mother alone. " Yan Lecheng's eyes gradually dim.
He couldn't bear to look back on those days. At that time, he didn't understand why his father cared so much about Zhang Ya, and even thought that Zhang Ya had robbed his father.
The latter is aimed at, mischief, hostility is also he wants to return to his father, or even want to regain his father's vision of the small trick.
He thought that Zhang Ya would tell his father that maybe his father would come to talk to him or even fight for himself.
But it didn't happen.
Zhang Ya endured all this in silence.
At that time, he just felt as if he had used all his strength to wave his fist and hit it on a wad of cotton.
Zhang Ya's indifference made him angry and angry.
If only Zhang Ya could disappear. ]
[it would be great if Zhang Ya never appeared. ]Once such thoughts have sprouted in my heart, those original little pranks will become natural malice.
At that time, he didn't understand. Zhang Ya just wanted a home, a place to live.
"If only Zhang Ya could disappear, if only Zhang Ya had never appeared." Yan Lecheng murmurs.
“……” Zhuang Ya frowned slightly. She was also adopted back. Before, she always felt that Zhang Yatai was lucky. She could be adopted by President Yan and grow up in such a family.
However, she didn't know until she heard Yan Lecheng's words that Zhang Ya had experienced the pain she had experienced.
[how good would it be if you could disappear, if you never showed up? I shouldn't have adopted you! ]
after the adoptive parents have their own children, they will hear it all the time. The attitude of the adoptive parents is getting worse and worse, and they treat her more and more cruelly.
Only later, she managed to escape, and Zhang Ya chose to stay.
Continue to take the blame that they shouldn't have.
They have no choice in the orphanage.
Want a home.
Is that wrong?
Want mom and dad.
Is it their fault?
Zhuangya's eyes were misted with water.
"In that case, I said willfully in front of my mother, describing Zhang Ya as the source of misfortune for my sister and me. So the mother wants to send her back to the orphanage. She just wants her children to be happy and to be loved by their father. " Yan Lecheng took a deep breath and said, "as a result She's dead. "
“……” Zhuang Ya holds Yan Lecheng's hand and wants to say something to comfort him, but she doesn't know where to start.
"My sister and I point all our hate at Zhang Ya. We think she killed her mother, but I understand that if it wasn't for my willfulness, if it wasn't for me to say that, my mother wouldn't send Zhang Ya away, Zhang Ya wouldn't escape, would not be in hospital with frostbite, dad wouldn't hit her in a rage, and mom wouldn't rush out of the hospital and be killed by a car." Yan Lecheng said, "in the end, it's my fault, but I don't want to admit it."