"What?" Yilanyou listened to Shen Xiangyang's words and was shocked: "how can it matter? What are you talking about? " "Xiangyang looks like you are all working hard. You went out before dawn. You came back so late." Shen Xiangyang's heart felt a little guilty: "aunt Youyou, I've already thought about it. You don't have to work so hard. If you really do it, it doesn't matter if you make it so dead."
"Xiangyang, is something wrong? Or who told you what? " Yilanyou asked, looking into Shen Xiangyang's eyes. "No, nothing happened and no one said anything to me, but I think I can meet my father, my aunt jiuer, you, my uncle and the dragon master. I'm very satisfied. " Shen Xiangyang's eyes were a little red: "I have been with my parents for so many years in the laboratory. I don't know what the outside world looks like."
“……” Ilanyou looks at Shen Xiangyang and listens to her. "I don't have friends. Even if I have friends, they will disappear soon. People who are useless will disappear. People who can't be used will disappear. They will all disappear." Shen Xiangyang said: "I didn't understand before. Go to ask Mom and dad. They won't tell me, just Later, mom and Dad... "
After a pause, Shen Xiangyang pursed his mouth and didn't let himself cry. After stabilizing his mood, Shen Xiangyang continued. "Maybe I'll disappear, too." Shen Xiangyang said: "Lord long said that everyone has to experience the common feelings of old and sick people, so Xiangyang will not be afraid. Although it may come a little earlier than others, but it will always be experienced."
"Xiangyang..." Yi Lanyou looks at Shen Xiangyang and her eyes ache.
"You you aunt, Xiang Yang is really not afraid, but I'm worried that if I die, you will be very sad and Miss Xiang Yang. I know that feeling. When my parents die, Xiang Yang will feel very sad here when he thinks of them." Xiangyang raised his hand to cover his chest, tears across his cheek: "just like now, if I die, will you be so sad when you think of me? I don't want to make you work so hard now, but I want to make you sad later. I don't want to do that. "
"I know Xiangyang is the sweetest child." Yilanyou holds Shen Xiangyang's cheek in her hands. "Aunt Youyou, if Xiangyang is dead, can you tell other people not to tell them? You will tell Uncle long and aunt jiuer that they went out to play in Xiangyang and went to a far and far place. I am so happy that I forgot to call them and contact them." "If it's aunt jiuer, she may say that I have no conscience..." Shen Xiangyang thought for a moment and said, "Lord long may be a little sad, but compared with accepting Xiangyang's death, I think my happy life in a far away place should be easier to accept." "And I also have a lot of good friends at school and Mr. Wu... " Shen Xiangyang seriously thought, "can you help me to transfer to another school and tell them that I have gone to a far away place to study and will not come back in the future?" "And Dad Although my father is not very talkative, he is very good to me and a very good person. " Shen Xiangyang continued: "aunt Xinting and dad are really well matched. If they can really be together, how good would they be? I hope they can get married and have their own baby. If dad has his own child, will he forget me and not be so sad?"
"And aunt Xiaofei and aunt ACO, and aunt Xiaoying, and And... " Shen Xiangyang's tears couldn't stop flowing: "haha, I know so many people..."
It is no longer a cold laboratory, no longer a small world isolated from the world. It turns out that her world is so beautiful and colorful.
"I can't say goodbye to them face to face. I'm really sorry..." Shen Xiangyang looked at yilanyou and said, "aunt Youyou, can you help me?"
“……” Ilanyou looks at Shen Xiangyang and doesn't speak. "Aunt Youyou, you've always been so powerful. You look really powerful. You can do things that no one can do, so So I can only ask you, because you can do it. " Shen Xiangyang knew that as long as yilanyou wanted to do
, it would be OK: "it will make everyone believe that I live well, where they don't know."
In this way, even if she really died, it would not make everyone sad.
That would be enough.
"That's enough..." Yilanyou dropped his hand, and his eyes began to sink: "one by one, they are talking to themselves That's enough! "
"You you aunt..." Looking at the yilanyou who suddenly changed his look, Shen Xiangyang was also at a loss. "If you want to say sorry, you can say it yourself. If you want to say goodbye, you can say it yourself! What do you say believe me? What do you think I can... " Ilanyou's hand clenched his fist on his side: "no matter what I think, I will impose your thoughts on me, and force me to avoid things you want No matter teacher Bai or you, everyone is good I'm doing what I don't want to do, don't want to do, and don't want to do in my life! "
"You you aunt..." Shen Xiangyang is completely stupid.
"Believe me, believe me, and say what I can do. Since you believe me, why do you think I can't save you?" Yilanyou looks at Shen Xiangyang's eyes: "if you really believe me, why not be honest?"
“……” Shen Xiangyang's whole body was in a daze. "What about being honest? What about telling me what you really think? What about believing in me wholeheartedly? If you can't do all these things, how can you leave me the things you want to avoid! " Yi Lan grabs Shen Xiangyang's shoulder: "you can't be honest with yourself. What else do you want me to do?"
"No..." Shen Xiangyang's hands trembled on his side, then looked up to see Xiang ilanyou, and burst into tears: "don't want to die Aunt youyou I don't want to die! "
Plunge into yilanyou's arms, Shen Xiangyang holds yilanyou's clothes tightly: "I don't want to die, I'm afraid, I'm really afraid..."
“……” Holding Shen Xiangyang firmly in her arms, yilanyou said firmly in her ear: "your aunt will protect you and make you grow up healthily and healthily..." Since you believe her, please believe her with all your heart.