Chapter 3157

"I know you can't understand why I did this, but ya, think about it, I've evolved you, haven't you? There are so many genes in your body that you are superior to others. You are the smartest one from childhood to adulthood, aren't you? "

Ye Qingyun continued: "you are full of wisdom. This is an area beyond the reach of human beings today. You can do many things for human beings. You are the hope of all mankind."

“……” Zhang Ya looks at Ye Qingyun and sees his eyes shining. Zhang Ya sighs heavily and shakes his head.

She never wanted to be the hope of the whole human being, or even she didn't want to give anyone hope. She just wanted to live and be with the people she loved. "Little ya, even if you want to deny it, you can't deny that you've really benefited from it. You've never forgotten that you have superior logical ability. You grew up in a halo. Unlike those touted geniuses, you're a real genius.

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"I'm sorry to have carried out the gene experiment on you when you were young, but the result is good!"

"Although leaving Cheng's family didn't allow you to enjoy a good life in your childhood, you are very happy now, aren't you? The most important thing is that a series of life has made you today! You are a genius. You are a real genius! "

Ye Qingyun clasps Zhang Ya's shoulder with both hands. His eyes are hot and his voice is excited.

Compared with Ye Qingyun's excitement, Zhang Ya's face is more and more ugly.

"Little ya, you are my greatest achievement so far!" Ye Qingyun said.

"Have you said enough!" Zhang Ya suddenly broke free and threw off Ye Qingyun's hand: "there should be a limit to self-talk!"

"Little ya..." Looking at Zhang Ya's face, ye Qingyun is slightly stunned. "Genius? Who is rare! " Zhang Ya looks at Ye Qingyun: "do you know how much suffering I have suffered because of this damn genius? Being ostracized and targeted by jealousy, I suffered all the cold violence just because I was a genius, what kind of genius a ghost should be!

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"I will never forget all the good and bad things as long as I look at them. They are terrible, disgusting, horrible, all the things I don't want to remember. I have no choice."

"I'd rather I was stupid than such a genius. I can't easily believe anyone. I can't hope for anyone. Living is a luxury for me."

"If I were a mediocre person, the Yan family would be more willing to accept me, all the tragedies would not happen, my adoptive mother would live well, I would grow up happily, I would not live in hate and struggle." "Why do you interfere in my life? Why do you ruin all of my life? Then what's the greatest achievement? If your greatest achievement is to completely destroy the lives of others, then I congratulate you

, you did it. Otherwise, everything you say is a joke! What a joke! "

After roaring this last sentence, Zhang Ya's eyes have been moistened, and the pain he suffered since he was a child echoes in front of him.

She didn't have to go through it. She could have lived in the sunshine.

"Little ya..." Ye Qingyun stared at Zhang Ya, as if struggling to ask, "do you hate me so much?"

“……” Take a deep breath, Zhang Ya stabilizes his mood, then looks into Ye Qingyun's eyes and asks, "in order not to be starved to death, have you ever tried to grab food from a dog?"

“……” Ye Qingyun didn't answer.

"In order not to be sent back to the orphanage, running barefoot in the snow for two hours will cause a lot of frostbite on the skin. Have you ever felt it?" Zhang Ya's tone is steady, like asking a little thing.

"With the deepest guilt, but also in the desire to live in the self reproach, you can understand?" A tear fell from Zhang Ya's eyes to the corner of his mouth.

Tears are salty.

"Have you ever made the dilemma of being pregnant and about to be a mother and being told that this child must die before I can live?" Zhang Ya continued. "Every time when I thought all the suffering had passed, every time when I thought I had finally survived, I was told repeatedly that I fell into a darker abyss when I was finally able to live well. Have you ever tasted this helplessness?" "Little ya, I know you suffer." Ye Qingyun looked at Zhang Ya and said, "I know that I am responsible for your suffering A large part, if I didn't do that, maybe you can have a different life, Miss Cheng

... Your grandmother will take good care of you. You will live a happy life and marry a good man to live a safe and stable life. "

“……” Zhang Ya closed her eyes. She didn't dare to think about it. The past is the past.

It's like her childhood as a dog. No one can make up for it in the past.

"But if I were given another chance, I would still make the same choice." Ye Qingyun looked at Zhang Ya and said, "this is not for myself, but for the world."

"Ah..." Zhang Ya suddenly smiled. She opened her eyes and looked at Ye Qingyun. "You're growing up now. You're studying medicine. I know you've learned very well. You've learned a good skill from joker. You can save more people. You'll have great achievements. I knew from the beginning that you, like me, will go on this journey for the sake of all mankind." Ye Qingyun said. "You are wrong." Zhang Ya shook his head and said: "I never thought about what to do for the whole human being. I've never been such a person. I just want to learn medicine to do something for myself and the people I love. I don't have such a broad mind. I don't have such a great desire. I just want to protect all the people I love. That's enough."

"It's also out of your love for others." Ye Qingyun said.

"My love is too narrow to hold the world. I can only hold the people who love me and the people I love. That's all." Zhang Ya looks at Ye Qingyun and says.

She never studied medicine for the sake of serving the world. She just hoped that she could do something as soon as she could when something happened to yilanyou and Xiaoman.

She who has been protected, who is cowardly and living, also wants to do something for her friends.

"Little ya..." Ye Qingyun sighs at Zhang Ya's resolute manner.

"Do you hate you so much when you ask me?" Zhang Ya took a breath and looked at Ye Qingyun and said, "yes, I hate you very much. I hate you who destroyed all my things." "Never mind, I said. I didn't expect you to understand me." Ye Qingyun looked at Zhang Ya and said.