disposable?
Well
Chi Xiaoman looks down at his chest.
Like It's true.
"Er..." Chi Xiaoman couldn't catch up for a while.
"What's the use of one-off protection?" Yilanyou looked at Chi Xiaoman and said, "if you really want to protect me, think about how you can protect yourself, how you can give full play to your advantages and protect the people around you."
“……” Chi Xiaoman didn't answer. He just hung his head slightly and thought about Ilan you's words carefully.
"Xiaoman." Yilanyou reaches out and puts her hand on Chi Xiaoman's shoulder, letting her look up to face herself.
Looking at Chi Xiaoman's clear eyes, ilanyou said one word at a time: "people who are unable to protect themselves are not worthy of protecting others."
“……” Chi Xiaoman opens his mouth, but he can't say anything.
"Have a good rest. I'll go back to the company first." Yilanyou got up and said, "master, Grandpa, I'll go first."
"Be safe." The dragon kitchen god and the pool Kitchen God nodded and said.
"Well." Yilanyou should not look at Chi Xiaoman again, and left the house.
Chi Xiaoman looks up to see yilanyou's back, until yilanyou's back disappears completely in front of him, Chi Xiaoman drops his head again, and there is a melancholy feeling in his eyes.
Protect yourself, protect others
No matter which one, it's hard for her
How can we protect ourselves, and how can we give full play to our advantages and protect others?
Chi Xiaoman sips his mouth, which is a very, very difficult subject.
She has never been a brave person. She was used to hiding behind yilanyou long before she came back to the kitchen god with Chi Yue.
No matter what happened, no matter how difficult it was.
As long as Elam is there, she is not afraid of anything.
Because Ilan's tryst will solve everything, she will protect herself.
Later, Chi Xiaoman went back to Kyoto, back to the side of Chi Chushen.
She knew that she could no longer rely on Ilan you. She wanted to change and become a trustworthy person.
She worked hard and really improved.
But this progress is hardly worth mentioning in front of ilanyou.
At the end of the day, she is still the one protected.
It's just the one who protects her, from ilanyou to Shen Fei
But after all, Shen Fei was also sent by Ilan you.
She's been kidnapped, more than once.
She met her lover, even did many things she didn't dare to think of before, and also got some small achievements of her own.
She has found her life complete.
At least the heart of their own recognition.
But I know that ilanyou has taken all the risks on her for her own sake, and she died for a moment.
Chi Xiaoman found that those small achievements, those small satisfactions, those chapters that he thought had written a new life were all because Ilan you had been helping her and protecting her.
Those things that can hurt her are all blocked by Ilan you.
I have been living in the arms of Ilan you wantonly and happily.
After discovering all this, Chi Xiaoman realized that he had never changed before.
As it was a long time ago, she is still a person protected by Ilan you, a person behind Ilan you.
This time she came to Z City and thought she had summoned all the courage, the greatest courage in her life.
But in fact, she couldn't answer a single question of ilanyou.
Even she can't help but laugh at herself.
Chi Xiaoman You are really bad
"Girl." Seeing that all the pessimism of Chi Xiaoman is written on his face, the kitchen god of Chi reaches out his fingertips and taps the desktop, making a flat [Da] sound.
"Well?" Chi Xiaoman looks up to the kitchen god.
"Although LAN you said it coldly, the truth was right." The kitchen god looked at Chi Xiaoman and said, "if you can't protect yourself, how can you protect others?"
“……” Chi Xiaoman nibbles her lower lip. She knows that ilanyou is right.
Ilan you never said he missed, Chi Xiaoman knew.
But this question really baffled her.
"It's good to protect her heart." The dragon kitchen god looked at Chi Xiaoman and said, "Lan you also knows."
"I'm really useless." Chi Xiaoman murmured, depressed: "it has always been secluded to protect me, I......"
"What's wrong with being protected?" Asked the kitchen god.
"What?" Chi Xiaoman looks at the kitchen god.
"What's wrong with being the protected party?" The kitchen god of Chi asked again when he saw Chi Xiaoman.
"I......" Chi Xiaoman couldn't answer for a while.
"As the most powerful weapon, the law protects the people. Is it the people's fault?" Chi cheshen asked: "parents protect their children. Can you say that they are wrong?"
"No." "But it's not the same," said Chi
"What's different?" Asked the kitchen god. "The law protects the people, the people are right, parents protect the young, the young are right." Chi Xiaoman said: "the law is the most powerful weapon, parents are the most powerful dependence of the young children, but youyou and I are the same age. She is neither my weapon nor my
parents."
"But she's on your side." Said the kitchen god.
"But I... " Chi Xiaoman hesitated and said, "youyou is very hard. She has many things to do. I don't want to add burden to her. I want to help her and I want to be her dependence."
"Why do you think you are not her dependence?" Asked the kitchen god.
"Why? I am so So... " Chi Xiaoman lowered his head slightly.
Just like Ilan you said, she is a person who can't even protect herself. How can she become Ilan you's dependence when she is so weak?
"Weak?" "Who told you that people who are relied on must be strong?" he asked
"Nature needs to be strong enough to be a reliable person." Chi Xiaoman argued.
"You still don't understand." Said the kitchen god.
"Well." The Dragon chef nodded.
“……” Chi Xiaoman looked at the kitchen god and then at the dragon kitchen god.
What doesn't she know?
"Do you remember what LAN you said before?" Asked the Dragon chef.
"I remember that." Chi Xiaoman nodded, and she would write down everything elanyou said.
"Lan you makes you think about how to protect yourself, how to give full play to your advantages and protect the people around you." Dragon Kitchen God said: "you may as well calm down and think about it."
"I can't think of it." Chi Xiaoman shook his head and said, "I don't have any advantages. I haven't had any advantages since I was a child." If it wasn't for ilanyou, she would have been a mediocre person.