"At that time, Xiaoya lost and the elder brought Xiaoshu, saying that she was Xiaoya. They really looked like each other, but they did. It's not clear that the features of a few-year-old child didn't grow up."
"But I knew at first sight that she was not little ya." Cheng xuduo smiled and said, "I don't know why. I was young at that time, but I just know."
Fei Jiayang looks at Cheng xuduo and listens to him quietly. He doesn't doubt his words.
"Xiaoshu's courage is very small. She was very weak when she was a child, but her family is very good to her." "So do I," Cheng said
"Little Ya lost, and a little lady came. I don't know what others think. I just think it's God's sister for me." Cheng said.
"They all said that she was Xiaoya, and I called her Xiaoya, but I felt that since only I knew that she was not, it proved that I was special to her, or to me."
Cheng xuduo sighed and said, "later, she had a small accident, which was nothing, but when she was in the hospital, she was found not to be Xiaoya."
"I was still laughing at the shock of my mother." "I've known for a long time, but the mother knows now," Cheng said
"But soon she was sent away, when she really had her own name - Cheng Xushu." "I love this sister the most," Cheng said
"Although Xiao Ning is also my sister, she is arrogant and domineering. Although I don't like her, I also tolerate her everywhere."
"As a result, I can't keep Xiaoshu, Xiaoning Dead, too. "
"When Xiaoshu is sent away, I can still comfort myself. I'm still young, and my crying won't change anything."
"But when Xiao Ning died, I was not a child. I could do nothing but watch her die."
"I was thinking about how good it would be if I could be a little stronger, and how good I could protect them."
"It's not your fault." Fei Jiayang looked at Cheng xuduo and said. "I also know that there are causes and consequences for these things, and I should not be blamed." "But when I knew that the mother was willing to break up with the Ye family to protect her younger brother, she took her younger brother to leave the family that didn't accept her younger brother," Cheng said
"I feel like I've failed."
“!” Fei Jiayang is slightly shocked. The younger brother of the master's mother of the Cheng family Isn't that her grandfather?
In his mind, he could not help but picture the appearance of the master mother of the Cheng family. Fei Jiayang was really surprised.
I didn't expect that the master mother of Cheng family did this for her grandfather.
"I have always admired my mistress since I was a child. I always thought that as long as my mistress can do it, I will do it, even if I can't do ten, I will do six points."
"But after I knew what the mother had done for her brother, I knew that I didn't even do one point."
"I'm doomed to disappoint my mother in this life. I'm not a good successor. Maybe when she talks about me, she will talk about my father as well."
"As long as I think of this, I am inexplicably afraid. I can't sleep all night. I live in fear every minute and every second."
"I'm afraid that my mistress will find my incompetence, and I'm afraid that she will look at me with disappointed eyes."
It seems that Cheng xuduo is the first time to open his heart to talk about these things. The fear in his eyes is not concealed.
“……” Fei Jiayang doesn't know how to comfort Cheng xuduo.
Just listening to it, she felt sad. Cheng xuduo should have been overwhelmed by the pressure.
If before, Fei Jiayang had to say something positive, even if she knew it was useless, she would have to say it.
It's just that after so many things, Fei Jiayang can see clearly his abilities.
No one can speak empty words, but it will only make the listener more uncomfortable.
That's better not to say.
The first person to teach her this is Ilan you.
Inexplicably, he thought of Ilan's coming again. Fajiayang was slightly shocked, and he was a little flustered.
"So, I want to be nice to you." Cheng xuduo said, "I don't rule out your grandfather's reason. The mother is willing to protect him. I also want to protect you."
"Be nice to you, at least six points of what your mother did." "Maybe only in this way, my master mother will not find my incompetence," Cheng said
"Although I've been deceiving myself, but It's the only way I can make myself feel better. " Cheng xuduo looks at Fei Jiayang.
"Doesn't it sound like I'm selfish and mean?" Cheng asked with a smile.
"Nothing." Fei Jiayang shook his head and said, "thank you for being so kind to me. I appreciate you very much."
"That's good." Cheng xuduo looked at Fei Jiayang and said, "today, I hope you can keep it secret for me."
"Good." Fei Jiayang nodded and hesitated. "I'm really sorry, I can't help you anything."
"To accept my kindness is to help me." Cheng xuduo reached out and rubbed Fei Jiayang's head.
Fei Jiayang didn't hide, but there was a contrast in his subconscious.
When ilanyou makes this move, it seems to be more gentle
Don't know Fei Jiayang's idea, Cheng xuduo took back his hand and said, "you have some snacks first, but don't eat too much, otherwise I won't be able to eat lunch. I'll go back to my room."
"Good." Fei Jiayang nodded his head in response.
"Take good care of yourself, Jiayang." "We must take good care of ourselves," Cheng said
"Well." Fei Jiayang nodded, and she would work hard.
Although inexplicably feel some pressure, but she will do.
Hearing that Fei Jiayang promised to come down, Cheng xuduo was relieved and smiled back to his room.
He shut himself in the room quietly, and Cheng felt much better.
These things have been pressing on him for too long, and it's a kind of decompression for him to be able to say them.
After lunch in the room, Cheng xuduo is ready to contact the owner of Fei's house. After all, the business of ilanyou has been finished, and it's time for him to contact the owner of Fei's house.
He is taking out his cell phone. Before dialing, Cheng xuduo, leaning against the window, sees a car parked downstairs.
Wu sanshao steps down from the car and strides into the gate of Cheng's house.
Mou se is slightly coagulated. Cheng xuduo doesn't know why Wu sanshao suddenly comes to visit, so he puts the phone call on hold for a while and goes out directly. In the living room, Cheng xuduo sees Wu sanshao who just came in, and his mouth slightly rises: "how is Wu sanshao coming?"