After leaving the isolation room, Zhang Yacai covered his mouth, leaned against the wall and cried silently.
She wants to save him. She doesn't want him to have an accident.
but just now, she can't even give a promise like "I won't let you die".
She was afraid. As soon as she thought of her medicine not only failed to cure Qiu Wu, but also made his illness worse, her hands could not stop shaking.
There was chaos in his mind. Zhang Ya hated his incompetence for the first time.
It can't be saved.
She can't even save her friends. Who can she save?
What's the use of this body of medical science?
Zhang Ya glided down the wall. The whole person sat on the ground, head down, hands covered his face, and almost shrank into a ball.
When Wan Xinghao found Zhang Ya, he saw that she was so helpless.
The whole heart ached.
He had seen Zhang Ya's most vulnerable appearance and her most embarrassed appearance, but now he was even more distressed.
There's nothing we can do.
This is the cruelest word.
Especially for Zhang Ya, this is the biggest pain.
Once she hated her abilities, which only brought her exclusion and bullying.
Finally, she finally accepted her abilities, wanted to protect the people she cherished through these abilities, and only found out when she wanted to do more, the feeling of powerlessness was so painful.
More terrible than despair is the hope that cannot be grasped at all.
There's nothing we can do.
For wanxinghao, why not?
Walking to Zhang Ya, Wan Xinghao scoops her up from the ground: "it's cool on the ground." "..." A pair of tearful eyes can't see the person in front of him, but the familiar voice makes Zhang Yaru catch a driftwood like the same drowning person. The whole person hugs Wan Xinghao tightly and turns all the pressure and unwillingness into tears. Holding people in his arms, Wan Xinghao silently stroked Zhang Ya's back. Until Zhang Ya's cry gradually weakened, Wan Xinghao raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her face and said softly, "you haven't had a good rest or a good meal these days."
"Well." Zhang Ya nodded his head. "I will accompany you to eat something, and then have a good sleep. When you have a good rest, you will have more energy to help Qiu Wu." Wan Xinghao said, "if you are all ill, do you expect me to help him?"? I can't save people. I'm good at killing people
"Pooh..." Zhang Ya was angry and laughed at what Wan Xinghao said. He hammered his chest and said, "can you talk?"
"I can't speak, I know." Wan Xinghao holds Zhang yachui's hand on his chest and kisses him on his lips: "without you, I would never have spoken in my life."
“……” Zhang Ya took a sip and looked at Wan Xinghao and said, "I I don't want Qiu Wu to have something I really thought I could save him, I...... " "You can save him, just a little trouble for the time being." Wan Xinghao picked up Zhang Ya and walked out: "believe me, you can save him. As long as you eat more food and have a good rest, you will find a way first."
Nestled in Wan Xinghao's arms, Zhang Ya sobs, and she hopes so.
Wan Xinghao carried him back to his room. Zhang Yayuan planned to eat something at will and take a nap on the table and go back to the lab, but wan Xinghao refused.
"Take a bath first. The water temperature should not be too high. You smell of disinfectant." Wan Xinghao said, "but thanks to the smell of disinfectant water, otherwise you smell rotten now."
"No!" Zhang Ya blushed and protested that she would not be rotten!
"It smells good after a bath." Wan Xinghao kissed Zhang Ya on the forehead and said, "but I like the rotten one."
"Go!" Zhang Yabai gives Wan Xinghao a look.
"You take a bath first. I'll go to the canteen and get you something to eat." Wan Xinghao said, "be careful not to fall down."
"Don't worry." Zhang Ya said with a smile, "I will be careful."
"Well." In response to Wan Xinghao's admonition to Zhang Ya, he left the room.
Zhang Ya watched the door closed and raised her hand to caress her bulging abdomen. As a doctor and a friend, she was derelict. Now as a mother, she is not much responsible
With a sigh, Zhang Ya went into the bathroom and took a good bath. Then he put on clean clothes and dried his hair. At this time, Wan Xinghao just came back.
"I ordered you a bowl of noodles. I wanted the kitchen to cook some porridge, but I'm afraid you will be hungry." Wan Xinghao put the noodles on the table and said: "there should be some leftovers, but jiu'er is You know... "
"If jiuer is here, it's good to have a little noodles left." Zhang Ya smiled and said, "after taking a bath, the whole person relaxed a lot. He was really hungry."
"Then eat quickly." Wan Xinghao hands the chopsticks to Zhang Ya.
"How about kyu'er and ako?" Zhang Ya said, "I heard that they came here before, but I haven't had time to meet them. Are they OK?"
"Nothing, everything is fine." Wan Xinghao said, "jiu'er is quarreling to see you, but I asked her to come back after you woke up."
"Well." Zhang Ya knew that this was Wan Xinghao's relationship with himself. After a gentle look at him, he ate most of the noodles in the bowl: "I'm full."
"Then don't eat." Wan Xinghao said to help Zhang Ya up and let her lie down on the bed: "although it's not good to sleep after eating, now I just want you to have a good sleep, good or bad, until you wake up."
"Well." Zhang Ya nodded under the quilt.
"I'm here with you." Wan Xinghao kisses Zhang Ya on the cheek: "go to sleep."
"Good." Zhang Ya's voice was a little sleepy, and soon fell asleep, and his consciousness gradually dissipated.
It seems that he really fell asleep. In a trance, Zhang Ya half opened his eyes and saw that Wan Xinghao was no longer at the bedside. Instead, he sat back at the edge of the table, took his bowl of unfinished noodles and began to eat them in a low voice.
I think so. These days, he should be worried that he can't eat or sleep
It seems that As a wife, she is also incompetent
Consciousness gradually dissipates again, Zhang Ya this time just muddleheaded again immerse in dreamland.
It's already night after sleeping and waking up.
The sound of the small talk came, Zhang Yacai moved his eyelids to wake up from his sleep, and the sound of the trance was clear.
"I just want to see her I'm sure I won't make any noise... " "Brother, I also want to see my sister-in-law We won't fight! "