Luo Chen went down the mountain, walking on the trail, not knowing where to go.
The journey of life is also like this, I don’t know where to go, but the end point is the same.
We all grow old and die day by day.
this is life!
It's just that everyone's experience is different.
Luo Chen walked for a long time until he came to the city, where the lights are feasting, some people are still working hard for a living, and some people are drunk and happy.
But in Luo Chen's eyes, all this seems to be the same.
Because Luo Chen's eyes are all experiences, and there are thousands of states in life, aren't all different situations all experiences?
To be born needs to be born!
Luo Chen looked up at the sky, the stars were sparse at night, as if life was bleak.
But the day will come, and the light will come!
This is his catastrophe, Luo Chen has no sorrow or joy, no resentment or hatred!
Luo Chen walked forward and walked for a full month.
Eventually Luo Chen came to a city.
That is Chengdu.
Chengdu here is not much different from the actual Chengdu, Luo Chen found a job.
After many twists and turns, Luo Chen finally found it.
Luo Chen went to Shapan in a restaurant in the Chuanfu Shiguo.
This neighborhood generation almost knows this young man, because this young man is always rejected, always rejected by the bosses.
That ill attitude, as if you are going to die at any time, who dares to accept it?
Only this boss looked simple and honest, so he accepted Luo Chen.
This seems to be life.
Luo Chen stood there quietly every day, washing the dishes meticulously.
It's like washing away the lead in the heart, washing away the impurities in the heart.
After all, everyone comes into this world, even if they don't work, they have to wash the dishes at home, right?
And Luo Chen doesn't seem to have a good choice.
There are also a few young people washing dishes.
Or that the restaurant is full of young people.
"Your job was actually done by an old aunt before, but her son is getting married."
This is the first time after Luo Chen has been working here for a year, someone leans over to talk to him.
Because everyone doesn't like this taciturn and not very approachable person.
And this was a new waitress, but a little over sixteen, who had just cut off her dyed messy hair.
Occasionally smoked a cigarette.
She has some small freckles on her face, not beautiful, but not bad.
"You are later than me, how do you know?" Luo Chen said while washing the dishes.
"Others told me, and others said, stay away from you."
"By the way, have you ever thought about falling in love or getting married and having children?"
"Or recognize a **** sister?"
Luo Chen looked at her in surprise. "It's not me, there's a woman in our shop who thinks you're a good person. Although she's a boring gourd, she thinks you're reliable. Her family is about to harvest wheat. Although you're a little weaker, she feels very reliable." That girl open
road.
Luo Chen ignored her.
"You don't feel like you can eat human fireworks anymore, you don't look like a living person." The girl said again.
"What should that person be like?"
"There are joys, sorrows, joys, emotions, desires, marriage and children, and inheritance."
"This is the man!"
"What about you?" Luo Chen frowned at her.
"I?"
"You mean I smoke, drink, perm, and get tattoos?" The girl was smoking a cigarette at the moment.
"It's because of my dad. My dad likes to drink and my mom likes to smoke. They always quarrel!" the girl explained.
Speaking of moving parts, the girl seemed to recall the sad past, and then kept crying.
But Luo Chen is very indifferent and has no compassion.
No consolation either.
It looks ruthless.
"Your life is not perfect." The girl said again.
Luo Chen didn't answer.
If ordinary people come into contact with them, plus they are treated indifferently around them, and there is another girl who is so pitiful, it may really give birth to a heart of pity.
However, Luo Chen just didn't!
Although the girl often came to Luo Chen to talk about her thoughts, Luo Chen was still taciturn almost every day.
Until half a year later, the girl asked again.
"Are you considering marrying me?"
At this time, the girl was almost seventeen years old.
"Don't think about it." Luo Chen shook his head.
"Why?" The girl was stunned.
Because the girl obviously has a life in her belly.
Luo Chen was silent and did not respond.
"Actually, you can promise me, and then change my fate, you can save me, or I will be beaten to death by my parents." The girl said again.
"They want me to marry a very old man." The girl cried sadly.
"Look at this." Luo Chen said, putting a dirty plate into the water.
Then wash over and over again.
"Are you calling me dirty?" The girl was angry.
Then go!
Luo Chen did not explain that his original intention was not to be dirty, but to tell the girl that life is his own.
The plate is your life, your life, you need to wash yourself, you need to save yourself.
You can help people for a while, but not forever!
Because if you help people for a lifetime, then you will deliberately take away everything that others will experience. This is evil!
Like a gambler, like a thief.
Because once you block it, it will block everything that others need to experience.
And Luo Chen has been here for a year and a half.
Already an old employee.
But the next day, the boss called him to the office.
"I thought you were a nice guy!"
There was another middle-aged man standing beside him.
"I originally wanted you to wash in the back kitchen for a year and a half. You seem to be honest and honest."
"But what do you say about Xiaoxia's stomach?"
"How can you be like this?" the boss reprimanded.
"This is your salary this month, you can find another way out yourself." The boss finally sighed.
And there was a trace of success in the middle-aged man's eyes.
The boss likes Luo Chen, so he always wanted to train Luo Chen, and then let Luo Chen become the store manager here.
But the middle-aged man kept trying to find a way, and he kept saying bad things, just to drive away Luo Chen.
Luo Chen picked up the money on the table and glanced at the boss and the middle-aged man.
Luo Chen turned and left.
There are people who come to eat here every day, life is full of emotions, some people are drunk and curse in pain, some people are in harmony, some people treat guests to dinner, nod and bow.
Someone has just found the other half to celebrate, and someone is here for a meal.
There are all kinds of situations in life, but Luo Chen always only sees it in his eyes. Even if it is the maliciousness of this middle-aged person and that Xiaoxia, Luo Chen has not cared about it, and has never felt the slightest feeling in his heart.
Because life, even if it is born in a garbage heap, as long as it is allowed, it will not be hurt!
Allow, not accept!
This year, Luo Chen is nearly nineteen years old!
This year, Luo Chen has experienced a lot. Like an ordinary person, go through a lot!