Chapter 437 Never Let Go (2)

Su Xiaofei realized that there were so many possibilities in this life. What if she wasn't the only one who had woken up with the memories of her previous life? Being reborn was unusual, but living for a third time with Lu Qingfeng was rare. It was hard to tell which one of their memories were true and which ones were not.

The memories from her previous life also felt like a glimpse of what could happen in the future. However, regardless of her confusion, Su Xiaofei was certain that what she suffered in her previous life wasn't a figment of her imagination. The pain and betrayal felt too real for her to doubt them.

As for what Lu Qingfeng was trying to explain, she didn't know what to think of it. It was already a miracle that she was given a chance to right her wrongdoings. It was pointless for her to worry about something she knew nothing about and could only make the best out of the situation she was in.

"Should we worry then? Does this affect you somehow?" She eyed her husband, wondering if those memories were enough to change his views of her.

What if the previous Lu Qingfeng held some resentment towards her? If it wasn't for her, Lu Qingfeng wouldn't have done those horrendous things in the past.

Lu Qingfeng stared at her eyes, trying to see if it bothered her. He took her hand in his and gave it a light squeeze.

Lu Qingfeng frowned, though not unhappily. He looked thoughtful as he considered her words.

"You are right." He agreed dryly. "But I won't lower my guard when it comes to your safety."

"How did I die in those memories anyway?" Su Xiaofei asked, wanting to know how much he could remember and if there was anything that she had forgotten.

Her husband stiffened under her touch, and she berated herself inwardly. Su Xiaofei immediately regretted what she had said. It was foolish of her to ask such a question, knowing how uncomfortable Lu Qingfeng was with those memories.

"When I was younger, I kept dreaming about you dying alone at home, with no husband or mother to look after you. It was a bizarre dream because I think I was already dead before you, but I could see you on your deathbed, struggling to fight for a breath. I'm not really sure about the cause of your death." Lu Qingfeng admitted, purposely not mentioning how she was also pregnant at the time, losing not only her life, but also the life of her unborn child.

"And the second?"

"You were poisoned by someone. Whoever it was, they made sure that your death would be slow and painful. I found you too late, and you were ghastly pale on your deathbed, with your eyes void of any signs of life. I think that's the thing I'm worried about the most. I never want to see you in such a state, Feifei."

Something twinged in Su Xiaofei's heart. She knew what Lu Qingfeng said was true. Although they were both aware of what happened in the past, it didn't mean that she won't suffer the same end this time. Ye Mingyu had managed to kill her in the past and if cornered, Su Xiaofei was certain that the woman would retaliate harshly.