Chapter 545 *R18 In Your Arms (1)

Kissing Xiao Rufeng like this had always put Yan Xiuchen's self-control to a test. It was hard for him to think of anything at the moment, as his every thought was filled with her and only her. A full body tremble moved through him as Xiao Rufeng moved closer against him, her soft chest pressing against his.

Yan Xiuchen pulled away and sucked in a deep breath. His face was red as he held Xiao Rufeng's shoulder to keep her away from him. He didn't quite trust himself at that moment.

"Too much?" Xiao Rufeng asked with a slight smile as she cupped his face.

"Yes... Just give me a moment to calm down." He admitted.

"It's okay. I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable."

Xiao Rufeng lowered her hand and sat up straight next to him, looking disappointed, but her body wired with need. She wanted to kiss him more and so much more, but it was obvious that he couldn't make up his mind.Yôur favorite stories at novelhall.com

It wasn't the first time something like this had happened. She wondered if she wasn't attracted enough to him, or if it was him who was trying to force himself to allow himself to be touched by her.

If she didn't know him any better, Xiao Rufeng would think that he wasn't sexually attracted to her at all. It wasn't like he wasn't interested or doesn't reciprocate her feelings, if anything he looked torn and was struggling not to pounce on her and kiss her with all his might. He would always back away like this, leaving her aching and frustrated at the same time.

But she understood that all of these were new to Yan Xiuchen. He once admitted that she was the only woman who was able to get close to him and was sure that he didn't receive much love and attention from others.

Despite being together now, Yan Xiuchen was still anxious at times. Xiao Rufeng knew that he still thought that he was a hideous person and didn't deserve to receive anything from her. It was something that had affected his whole life and the reason he kept everyone at arm's length, leaving him lonelier than ever.

"You want to please me?"

"Of course I do. I-I want you." His face reddened as he looked at her. "In fact, I desire you."

Xiao Rufeng could feel her whole body heating up at the end of his words. His mere presence was enough to put her in a trance. Didn't Yan Xiuchen know how attractive he was in her eyes?

He felt big, hard and warm against her and his familiar scent was enough to drive her with need whenever he was close. Xiao Rufeng had never felt this kind of attraction for her previous boyfriends. She was like a cat in heat.

Well, she wasn't appalled with the idea of being touched by him or claimed by him. In fact, she couldn't wait to feel his big hands touching every inch of her body, so Yan Xiuchen shouldn't worry too much about his inexperience.

"Is that all? Then how would you know if you don't touch me?"

Yan Xiuchen stiffened next to her and she thought that he would deny her once again. Instead, he laced his fingers with hers and kissed her knuckles, his eyes meeting hers.

"I don't know how much is too much."

"It's okay. I'll tell you where I want to be touched." She said breathlessly.

His face was close enough for Xiao Rufeng to kiss, his breath brushing against her face as his gaze moved over her as he studied her. Yan Xiuchen looked calm this time, but his eyes flashed with desire towards her.

When he drew her close to him once more, Xiao Rufeng shut her eyes and allowed him to kiss her. His tongue brushed against her lips, intending to deepen their kiss. She whimpered when she felt one of his hands ever so slowly moved from her nape down to the collarbone and laid his palm against her breast.

Sensation flared through her and she dug her fingernails on his shoulders as he plundered her mouth with his tongue while his hand started to map her body. His touch was a little rough and uncertain, but Xiao Rufeng couldn't be bothered by it.