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It could be said that Mu Zexi was someone who didn't really know how to express his feelings. Although he was good at dealing with girls, he rarely spoke about their lives. To be exact, he didn't know what to say, nor did he know how to tell others.

Now, he felt that he had already mustered his courage, and this courage was given by Luo Qingyu.

Previously, he felt that the past was like a scar. This scar could not be opened again because it would bleed. Perhaps in the next second, he would suffocate to death.

All of this was because he had the same experience as Luo Qingyu.

By the dim light of the party's lights, the hurt on his face would not be easily seen. In fact, his eyes were already filled with tears.

However, he had covered it up extremely well and Luo Qingyu had not seen it at all.

He poured some red wine into his empty glass. The liquid from the red wine sparkled brilliantly in the crystal clear glass, causing people to feel that this scene was even more mysterious.

He cleared his throat, took a sip of wine and said, "I still remember when I was young. I was just a teenager, but my mother was very sick …"

He didn't know why Mu Zexi had stopped speaking, but he was puzzled. However, looking at his intentionally suppressed voice, he realized that it sounded like there was something in the past.

He listened quietly, watching his next move, wanting to know what would happen next.

Another round of drinking, as if that part of the story was difficult to talk about.

Just when Luo Qingyu thought that he would not continue, he said once again, "Back then, my mother was sick, but what about our family's old man?

After hearing all these, Luo Qingyu couldn't help but feel a bit sad. She didn't think that Mu Zexi would also have such an experience.

In her memories, Mu Zexi's father was a very good father. At least, he was kind, but she never thought that it would be such a kind person that had such a huge impact on her child.

It turned out that everyone had an unspeakable memory.

Luo Qingyu was also a victim, so he naturally knew how terrible Mu Zexi's mood was right now. Hence, he wrapped his arm around Yun Che's shoulder, trying to comfort him.

I thought that it would be enough to say this, but who would have thought that Mu Zexi would actually say this again: "You don't have to comfort me, I've already gotten used to it since I was young, and these kinds of things really aren't much to me now."

As the words left his mouth, his face brimmed with a relieved smile. It was as if what he had just said was far from being related to him and belonged to someone else.

But only Luo Qingyu knew, that this was something only a person would say when they were disappointed, and did not hold any hope, maybe their heart was already dead, so how could they feel sad about this kind of thing!

Luo Qingyu did not plan to continue being his listener. She wanted to communicate, and only during the process, would people understand each other better and make new discoveries.

"Then how did you manage to endure that period of time?"

"How did you get through it?"

She repeated what she had said just now, but her tone was filled with pain and sadness.

Hearing that, Mu Zexi's eyes faced the crowd who were dancing not far away, and continued to reply: "I did not intentionally suppress my emotions, and even though I had already remembered at that time, there are some things that I am still powerless to do. "I just remember that my mother was always crying, and this was not the end. My mother was sick and needed surgery. The doctor asked for the family's signature, but no matter what, we couldn't contact our father."

"Then what should we do in the end?"

Seeing that he was still continuing to pursue the matter, a hard to describe expression flashed across Mu Zexi's face.

"What else can my dad do? The women outside are, after all, flowers and grass. In the end, my mother was a woman who went through thick and thin with him. In the end, he still signed on her name."

After Luo Qingyu heard it, he was clear-headed and nodded continuously: "That's good!"

After all, Mu Zexi was not an easy man to deal with, even though he knew from his stepmother that his father had done many bad things to his mother in the past. However, she did not know, she still thought that he was living in the warm environment her mother tried to create, which made his feel even more ashamed of her mother's life at that time.

However, he had never heard his mother complain before. This probably meant that his mother never felt that everything she had done was worth it.

After thinking about his own matters, Luo Qingyu was still very concerned about Mu Zexi's mother's future development.

"And after Auntie got out of the hospital?"

"My mother's physical pain has healed, but her mental pain is eternal. You'll never know how much it hurts a person's soul. "

Hearing Mu Zexi's words, how could Luo Qingyu not understand this logic? How could she not know that such matters were irreparable to the mind?

Just like the first time he heard his stepmother talk about his mother, he knew that he had a lot of feelings about her.

Her face had become extremely solemn, and there was even a bit of sympathy. Perhaps she was sympathizing with Mu Zexi who said those words at this very moment, and to a large extent, she also felt that he was sympathizing with her.

She replied, "I understand all that you've said. We're just sharing the same disease, that's all!"

After he finished speaking, he raised the wine cup in front of him and gulped it down.

Drinking this goblet of wine was not only meant to dry the wine, but also to make the two of them feel depressed and depressed.

Because the two of them shared the secret of their childhood that was hidden in each other's hearts, their relationship unknowingly drew closer to each other.

Borrowing the power of alcohol, perhaps human consciousness would sometimes return to a state of being of the purest and most primitive nature. Luo Qingyu unknowingly moved closer to Mu Zexi, until the two of them sat together. They just treated each other as friends, drinking and chatting as if they were friends. All of this had already been seen clearly by the pair of eyes hidden in the darkness, and from time to time, this pair of eyes would even give off a spying light. However, the two of them were completely immersed in the alcohol, so they didn't know anything about it.

The atmosphere became more and more joyous during the banquet. On the surface, they looked elegant and wore gorgeous banquet costumes, but in reality, after drinking two more cups of wine, most of them had already started to have a kind of absent-minded feeling.

They began to talk and laugh, without the reserve they had felt at the beginning of the party.

This sentence, might be even more appropriate when used on Cheng Xiaowei who was not far away.

Before Luo Qingyu came, he did not notice Cheng Xiaowei's arrival, and it was the same with her.

But when everything returned to the time when the element of chance had become the important factor, then no one would find anything strange about these things, even if Luo Qingyu was seen at this moment of time, it was still possible.

The reason why Cheng Xiaowei came here, was because she wanted to have a good rest. Frankly speaking, it was because Xu Jisi had always been elusive, and no one knew what he was busy with. He always refused him on the phone. As a woman, how could she bear to be rejected repeatedly by a man she liked? Moreover, they didn't mention a single word about the agreement between them.

Although she hated Xu Jisi for hanging around the flowers and those women who didn't care, she hated him even more for his appearance. If she hadn't appeared, then everything wouldn't have happened right now.

The purpose of coming to the banquet was to hunt down beauties and to relieve himself of his boredom.

It was hard to believe that this was the usually quiet Cheng Xiaowei. She couldn't help but feel a little bored during the end of the song and walked towards the bathroom, stumbling along the way and actually hearing a few people whistle as they looked at her, but she wasn't the kind of person to be provoked, nor was it a good thing for anyone. She rolled her eyes at them and continued to walk forward.

When he walked to the bathroom's washstand, his stomach was in turmoil. Some of the alcohol in his body was also taken out, and his spirit was improved.

When he came out of the bathroom, he felt refreshed. He no longer felt muddle-headed and his steps became firmer.

The whole place was very dark, so if there was light in some places, if there was any intent, even the slightest light could be detected.

Perhaps it was due to him being clear-headed, Cheng Xiaowei had thought about it many times.

Most of it was related to Luo Qingyu. He had already blaming Luo Qingyu for everything that had happened, and the reason why all of this happened was due to jealousy.

When he thought about it, a trembling voice came out from his bag, after feeling it, he opened to see the person who sent him a message, Xu Jisi.

The message was all sweet words. He turned off his phone dejectedly and didn't want to look at it. After all, he wanted to come with him, but he made up all sorts of excuses.

This time, he would definitely not forgive Xu Jisi so easily.

Sometimes, people just like to compare with others, and Luo Qingyu had already become an indispensable reference in her mind, he would always subconsciously want to compare with Luo Qingyu.

Unavoidably, he thought of his first target, Lu Junhao. In the beginning, he had chased after his arduously, but the result was that he was rejected. He still continued to like Luo Qingyu who didn't like him.

She was still able to have a very deep relationship with Luo Qingyu now, which made her extremely jealous. She even thought about it the same way.

As she walked, her phoenix eyes were filled with the complex emotions of jealousy and hatred, causing people to feel fear at first glance.

Inadvertently, when Cheng Xiaowei glanced back, she saw a little bit of light. Her curiosity drove her forward, and right now, she was also in an extremely bored state.

Following the light, she moved forward, but she kept feeling that the people in the darkness were lurking, as if they were spying on something.

She wanted to see everything in front of her, but she was afraid of being discovered. Subconsciously, she began to hold her breath and concentrate, afraid that she would affect the people in front of her.

When she was near, she could clearly see that the person who was acting so sneakily was holding onto a camera, and the person he was filming was actually Luo Qingyu and Mu Zexi who were not far away.

At that moment, the two people who were being filmed were snuggled together, but judging from their actions, it was obvious that they were drunk. However, Cheng Xiaowei did not care if they were drunk or not, she only cared about the photos taken by the cameramen.

He couldn't help but feel a little ecstasy in his heart, and the joy on his face was clearly shown.

To Cheng Xiaowei, this scene was a gift from the heavens.

With light steps, she arrived beside the cameraman who was checking out the photographic effects. The alcohol in her body was completely dispersed in this second, and she couldn't become smarter than she already was.

She quietly squatted next to the cameraman. Maybe he felt that the place she took her photos was extremely secretive and would not be noticed by others, thus, she was careless. Even when Cheng Xiaowei squatted, he did not notice it.