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Lu Junhao looked at Luo Qingyu who was on the TV screen, listening to her talk about how she had already broken off the engagement with him. He was very agitated and heartbroken. He threw the TV remote control in his hand onto the ground, causing it to shatter into pieces.

As before, he sat on the sofa, and Luo Qingyu's words still echoed in his ears, "It's me that wasn't worthy of him …"

Lu Junhao covered his eyes. No, it's not like that …

Lu Junhao's heart was in a mess, he was very anxious, he did not know why he was doing this. He only felt that something very important was leaving him. He was very reluctant, but he had no way of finding it.

Lu Junhao began to recall every single detail of their meeting.

When he first met her, her name was the same as Luo Qingyu's, causing him to pay a little more attention to her. At that time, he was still immersed in Luo Qingyu's death.

Lu Junhao knew that he had always liked the daughter of the Luo Family, it was just that she didn't like him.

Gradually getting along with his, Lu Junhao discovered that her actions were very similar to that of the previous Luo Qingyu. From then on, he had a good impression of her.

Was it because he saw her as Luo Qingyu's substitute? Lu Junhao didn't know, he only knew that he had a good impression of her.

Lu Junhao had always suspected that Luo Qingyu's death was not that simple. It might have something to do with his good brother Xu Jisi. Thus, he suggested to Luo Qingyu that she disguise himself as Luo Qingyu and sneak into the Luo Family to search for evidence. As for himself, he could give his his sister Luo Qingan's best medical condition, so she agreed without hesitation. He had thought it was for her sister, but now it didn't seem so.

She had become a Luo Family's daughter, and even made an engagement with himself. At that time, Lu Junhao was still very happy. He felt that he could finally be together with Luo Qingyu, but he didn't ask himself. Was it because he had an arranged marriage with the Luo Family's daughter that made him happy, or because he had an arranged marriage with Luo Qingyu that made him happy?

If he had asked himself, would they not have come to this point?

He really thought of himself as her fiancé and felt that she belonged to him.

As a result, when he saw that she was leaning against Mu Zexi in the newspaper, he almost tore the newspaper into pieces. He immediately went to find her to reason in anger.

What kind of face did he have then? Lu Junhao tried his best to think of this, but he couldn't think of anything. He only knew that he had truly hurt her heart at that time.

When she thought back to the first time the two of them had quarrelled with each other, when she had said that she had "entered too deep into the drama", she was immediately unhappy.

Ever since the incident with Mu Zexi, he started to send people to follow her and record her every move. He was afraid that she would betray him once again.

Sure enough, he heard from the person following her that she had rented a room with Xu Jisi.

He thought that she and Xu Jisi had already started a relationship, and at that time, he was truly furious. Find her, lock her in his house and forcefully took her without caring about her feelings, only then did he find out that he and Xu Jisi were innocent.

He thought of that night when she had tried to explain to him, to beg him, but how was he? Despite knowing that she was innocent, he still did something to hurt her. What did he think then?

After that, he kept her in his house for several days, even after listening to her explanation.

Lu Junhao recalled, it was extremely painful, he had unknowingly done many things to hurt her. She always said he didn't believe her, and yes, he never did.

Perhaps, at that time, he had really only seen her as a substitute for the Luo Family's daughter, so he naturally felt that she should have listened to him, and quietly stayed by his side.

Then she seemed to realize that he was only using her as a substitute for the Luo Family's daughter, so she asked him, but he didn't answer.

She said that the most important thing between them was trust, and he had never trusted her. Wasn't his performance the same as what she said?

Lu Junhao could tell that she liked him, but because of his series of methods, he exhausted her love for him.

"You are unreasonable."

"Are you lusting after the identity of the Luo Family's daughter?"

Lu Junhao's mind kept recalling the words he had said to Luo Qingyu before. Those words were like thorns that pierced deeply into his heart.

Lu Junhao's eyes were a little wet. Not only did he do so many things to hurt her, he even said so many things to hurt her. How much of a bastard was he?

However, Lu Junhao still could not understand, why must she stay in the Luo Family?

Luo Qingyu didn't want to tell him that he was willing to wait, but he didn't love him anymore.

If she could calmly say those words of returning to her relationship with him and telling him to stop disturbing her, he would know that he might have already lost her.

Realizing this result, Lu Junhao cried.

His heart ached so much that he could barely breathe.

When she was prepared to give up on herself, wasn't she the same as before?

Was he really only treating her as a substitute?

Then why is my heart so painful?

No, it shouldn't be like this. How could he be using her as a substitute?

He had already started to like Luo Qingyu without him knowing. He wasn't the Miss Luo's substitute in the past, but rather this Xu family's little employee, Luo Qingyu.

Like her mischievous, like her occasionally arrogant little temper, also like her sister's meticulous care, like everything she everything. "Huu."

She had long since blended into his life, but he had taken her in his heart as a substitute. It was precisely because of this that the misunderstanding between these two people was getting deeper and deeper, and he was hurting her more and more deeply.

After Lu Junhao thought it through, he dried the tears in his eyes. He wanted to find her and tell her that he loved her.

Suddenly, he remembered that he had said he loved her before, but it was just to keep her satisfied with his possessiveness.

He slumped back on the sofa.

He was afraid that she would ignore him and give him no more chances. He was afraid …

Lu Junhao went out, but he was not in a hurry to find Luo Qingyu. He remembered that she had asked him to take good care of Luo Qingan for her.

Lu Junhao's heart was currently in a mess, how could he tell Luo Qingyu what to say? She probably wouldn't believe him now. He decided to visit Luo Qingan. He believed that she would be very happy if he went to see Luo Qingan.

Luo Qingan had recovered very well, but she always read books quietly, so he would be a little more lively when he and Luo Qingyu came over.

Gently pushing the door open, Luo Qingan immediately raised his head.

Seeing him, he smiled sweetly and called out, "Hao-gege."

Lu Junhao walked to the side of her bed and sat down, "How are you right now?"

"I'm fine. Hao-gege, it's been a long time since you and elder sister have come to see me." Luo Qingan felt a little wronged.

"Your sister has been rather busy recently, so she asked me to come and see you." Lu Junhao explained to her.

"Oh." She sounded disappointed.

"What, is Hao-gege not happy to see you?"

"No, no. Hao-gege came to see me. I was very happy." She blushed.

Lu Junhao was distracted, so he did not notice it.

"Hao-gege, what's wrong? What happened? " Luo Qingan saw through his absent-mindedness with a glance.

Only then did Lu Junhao regain his senses, "Xiao An, Hao-gege did something irreparable wrong, and now he wants to ask for that person's forgiveness. It's just that I hurt her too deeply at that time, I'm afraid she won't forgive me, what should we do?"

Lu Junhao didn't know why, but he wanted to find someone to pour out his thoughts.

"Hao-gege, what kind of mistake did you do?"

"I …" Lu Junhao felt that he could not say it, but he could only say it out loud, "I never believed her, and I even hurt her."

"Is that person important to the Hao-gege?"

"Important, very important."

"Then why did the Hao-gege hurt her at that time?"

This sentence truly pierced Lu Junhao's heart. He shook his head and laughed bitterly, "Because at that time, I didn't realize how important she was."

"You have to apologize. If you really don't want to lose her, then you have to tell her clearly and tell her all of your thoughts."

"No, she won't forgive me. I can't even forgive myself."

Lu Junhao lowered his head as though he was unable to use his strength, and his entire body released a low and deep Qi.

"How would you know without trying? These are just your guesses. "

Should he go and find her?

"Yeah, how would you know without trying? Maybe I really should go find her. " Although Lu Junhao did not say who that person was, she knew that it was his elder sister. Even though she liked him, he felt terrible inside when she saw how sad he was.

Hearing her words, Lu Junhao made up his mind. Even if Luo Qingyu would not forgive him for now, he would not give up.

Seeing that Lu Junhao had already made a decision, Luo Qingan was very happy. He could finally help the Big Brother Hao.

"Big Brother Hao, don't be so dejected in the future. This isn't like you at all, you should be as high-spirited as before."

Luo Qingan gently held Lu Junhao's hand.

He thanked her and gently ruffled her hair.

"Big Brother Hao, are you going to look for that person now?"

Lu Junhao had only been here for a short while, so he did not want him to leave.

Although Lu Junhao really wanted to go and find Luo Qingyu, when he saw the anticipation in Luo Qingan's eyes, he still decided to stay behind to accompany her.

Luo Qingan was bored staying in the hospital so he decided to accompany her for a while.

"No, we'll go tomorrow. Shall we go eat first? Where does Xiao An want to go and eat? "

Luo Qingan was very happy when he heard him, "Then let's go eat steak. Haven't we eaten for a long time?"

"Alright, I just happen to know that there's a family where the steak is very delicious. Let's go eat."

"Yes."

The two of them walked out of the hospital together, and Lu Junhao very elegantly helped Luo Qingan buckle up. Luo Qingan's face quietly turned red, but Lu Junhao, who was busy driving, did not notice it at all.

Luo Qingan carefully savored the steak, and for a moment, the two of them didn't know what to say.

"Big Brother Hao, how did you and older sister get to know each other?" Luo Qingan broke the silence.

Lu Junhao's hand paused, and continued, "It's because he was acquainted with that matter regarding's boss, and I felt that she seemed to be similar to a person I knew in the past.

"The person you used to know?" Is he someone very important to Big Brother Hao? "

"Yeah, it used to be very important, and it's also very important for a while now. But now, she isn't the most important person anymore."

Lu Junhao's eyes blurred. Previously, he viewed the Luo Family's daughter as very important. But now, the most important person had already become the current Luo Qingyu, even though his name and personality were similar. But now, Lu Junhao no longer treated her as the Luo Qingyu of the past, and the only one he loved was her.