Although it has been three months since the divorce, every time she thinks of the way she cried when she learned that her husband had a woman outside during her last marriage, she feels heartache. After all, people who have lived together for a year or two can't have no feelings at all, not to mention that the man is still the father of her child.
If he had not betrayed himself and their small family, maybe they would still be a happy family now, and their son would not have been divorced by his parents just at birth. Children growing up in single parent families will always leave some shadows in their hearts.
No matter how good she is to her son, it is always a pity that she has lost her father's love in the process of his growth.
Mao Gewei doesn't like to see women cry and is most afraid to see women cry. Especially this one in front of him is a girl he has been excited about since college. Before this meeting, he has practiced countless conversations at home.
He rehearsed various scenes, but he didn't rehearse how to comfort the girl to cry. I really didn't expect that he just said a few words and told her to cry. He couldn't help thinking whether he was special to her, so what he said moved her particularly?
It is said that first love is the best. They haven't officially fallen in love, but Li Xiyan took the initiative to confess to him, but he refused. After he refused her, he didn't hear the news that Li Xiyan was with other boys during the whole university.
In other words, he should be the only boy who liked Li Xiyan during the University. This consciousness made him very proud and proud.
"Cough, if you have any discomfort in your heart, you can tell me. Don't worry, I won't tell anyone." he has never been a person who talks a lot, and he has never been a person who likes to gossip, gossip and gossip.
Li Xiyan laughed at his lovely expression and burst out, "Mao Gewei, although your material is getting better now, I think your heart has not changed."
Still so simple and true, not hypocritical.
He hasn't changed, but she has changed, married, had children, divorced again. After a series of changes, her mood has changed greatly. Now she is no longer the ignorant little girl full of longing for love. Her ex husband is a scum, but there is a good saying that crows are as black as crows. Maybe men all over the world look like that, Leave this one and find the next one. Maybe the next one is not as good as her ex husband.
After the setback of the last relationship, she has lost confidence in love. At least for a short time, she doesn't want to accept another man and immediately plunge into the next love.
If she falls in love again, she will not be as hasty as in the previous marriage. Before she decides to hold hands with each other, she will be cautious and careful to investigate all aspects of him. Anyway, she also has a son now. If she can't meet the right person all the time, she still has a son to accompany her. Anyway, she would rather be short than excessive. Instead of finding another scum, she might as well live alone.
"Hey, Mao Gewei, what are you thinking? You won't come back when I talk to you?"
Suddenly he felt a pair of plain white and slender hands shaking in front of him. Mao Gewei came back to his senses, "cough". He coughed a few times to hide his embarrassment of just being absent-minded. Damn it, he was so absorbed that he didn't even hear what she said. He lost his face in front of the goddess who moved his heart, which made him a little embarrassed.
In particular, the thought of what had just floated in his mind made him blush with embarrassment.
"What's the matter with you? Your face is so red?"
Li Xiyan thinks that Mao Gewei sitting opposite her is very cute. Although he is dressed like a dog and has become an elite, his reaction and his eyes when looking at herself remind her that she was completely like an ignorant male student in college.
What on earth was Mao Gewei thinking just now? His face suddenly turned so red. Hehe, I don't blame him for his unsophisticated mood. I only blame the beauty sitting opposite him for being so charming. Li Xiyan went out today and chose a long pink dress with a low chest, while Li Xiyan, who had just given birth to a child, developed her chest twice and grew more than one cup, The clothes on her chest were bulging, and a small part was exposed restlessly and leaked into the air.
The white flower is very dazzling. It almost blinded Mao's eyes.
"No, I didn't think about anything. Cough, Li Xiyan, you are becoming more and more beautiful after graduation!"
"Thank you!" women like to hear others praise their beauty. Of course, Li Xiyan is no exception, especially praised by the male classmate she once liked, which made her feel very good.
Quiet afternoon, sunny, everything seems so beautiful.
"I'm sorry." Mao Gewei looked at her and said seriously.
Li Xiyan tooted her mouth. She didn't understand why he suddenly apologized to herself. Although the words he just said reminded her of the sad past, they were more moved. She thanked the former classmate for his concern. If he felt that he was sad, she didn't have to apologize to herself. It was too late for her to thank him for his encouragement.
"Why did you suddenly say sorry? You didn't apologize to me."
The girl forked a small piece of delicious dessert with a delicate fork, put it into her mouth and chewed it slowly.
Her body exudes the advantages that all girls should have, quiet, elegant, intellectual and charming. She is worthy of being recognized as the goddess of the college flower level in the computer college. Mao Gewei quietly looked at her with a smile and swallowed a mouthful of saliva in her throat.
At this moment, he was suddenly a little envious and jealous of the small cake selected by her and put into her mouth. He wanted to exchange his identity with the other party and let him turn into the cake favored by her and feel the tenderness of the goddess.
Yes, he's not sorry for her now, but once, I don't know if she forgot?
Mao Gewei put away his smile and said seriously, "I wanted to solemnly tell you I'm sorry for what happened in that grove."
When Li Xiyan heard this, the expression on her face was instantly stiff. Unexpectedly, he said sorry to apologize for the past many years ago.
A bitter smile appeared at the corner of her mouth. "Things are over. There's nothing to be sorry for."
If he had not rejected her, they would have been together long ago. Maybe now they have established a family, there would be nothing wrong with her ex husband, and her son's biological father may not be the scum of his ex husband.
It's all in the past. Things have happened. What else to say.
No matter how much he blamed himself or apologized, he could not change the fact that she had married and had children, and was hurt to pieces by a bad man and finally divorced.
"I regret what I said to you. If, if time could come back, I would not let those things happen."
Mao Gewei finally summoned up the courage to say what had been in his heart for many years.
She listened quietly. The smile on the corner of her mouth was very bitter. Although it took so many years to hear his apology, it seemed that at this moment, the heart hurt by him had been saved, and everyone had regrets.
A life without regrets is an incomplete life.
The eyes gradually moistened, "I'm glad to hear you say this and accept your apology. Ha ha, I've always been a very strong and proud girl. Your refusal really hit me deeply and made me sad for a long time."
She said quietly, the smile on the corner of her mouth gradually enlarged, the light in her eyes flashed, and her thoughts seemed to go back to the past, that pure and green era.
Some things are too impressive to forget in a lifetime.
"Xiyan, can I call you that?" Mao Gewei cherished the chance of meeting them this time. If he could, he hoped that he could pursue her, completely make up for the regret in his heart, and let the other party completely change the impression of him in the past, which was the first step in the pursuit.
"Well, of course, you can."
Suddenly hearing him call herself so gently, Li Xiyan is really not used to it. They used to be college classmates. As long as they think of the past, they always have a strange feeling.
"I'm curious to hear from my classmates that you had a child, boy or girl. Do you have any photos?" Mao Gewei has really changed a lot. He is talkative and I don't know how many times.
The two chatted slowly. The atmosphere was getting better and better. They talked more and more hi.