C10

Xu Yun went straight to the auditorium, where she was supposed to be waiting for her.

The auditorium of the village high school was used for the teachers and students of the entire school. There were many rows and rows of chairs there. During the lunch break, Xu Yun and Li Xiaoyun would often come here and then lie down on the chairs, bored with nothing to do, imagining the future.

She remembered that time, she told Li Xiaoying that she wanted to be a stewardess, flying in the sky every day, and that the flight attendant's uniform was beautiful and exotic.

Li said that she just wanted to have a home, a complete home.

Faint memories, slowly blown away by the cold wind …

Xu Yun looked at Li Xiaoyun, who was sitting blankly on the bench, and suddenly felt conflicted. Should she change Li Xiaoyi's future?

In her memory, after graduation, Li Xiaoyun went out to work. After four years of jigging together, she went back to X County to get married. The man's name was Jiang Gang, and he was a very hardworking and smart man.

"Xu Yun, what are you daydreaming about?" Li Xiaoying was surprised to see Xu Yun with a bunch of books, but she stood by the door and did not come in.

She felt that Xu Yun had changed ever since she saw her this morning. Although her eyes were still the same and her face was the same, she looked a little different.

Li Xiaoyun couldn't tell if it was the same or not. It was probably because Xu Yun had spoken very little today, and when she was studying herself, she had buried her head in her books.

"Oh, no, I'm here." Xu Yun smiled and hurried over.

"Why did you bring all the books?" Li Xiaoyun took the books in her arms in surprise, then browsed through them in boredom, and answered: "You can't be thinking of reading this book, right? "Xu Yun, you're a little different today."

Dong. Xu Yun's heart skipped a beat. It was as if she had done something bad and was being caught by someone. She was a bit nervous for some unknown reason.

"Oh, how am I different?"

"Just like a different person." Li Xiaoyun put the book aside and looked at Xu Yun seriously.

Xu Yun laughed dryly, "Really?"

"Mm, usually when you hate self-study the most, do you not find others to gossip and hand over notes? He also said that those who do not wish to learn must remain quiet and not affect those who wish to learn. " Li Xiaoyun suddenly put on an act, imitating Xu Yun's stern face.

Three black lines appeared on Xu Yun's head. She was so embarrassed that she didn't know what to say.

In the past, she had always been a prideful person. Although she was born with a babyish face, when she put on the airs of a Disciplinary Committee member, she really did look a little like her mother, Miao Shufeng, in class.

Youth was truly a matter of never coming back, and studying depended entirely on one's self-awareness. Furthermore, she had lived until 2015 before finally experiencing such a violent feeling, but the fact that she had achieved such an outstanding result did not mean anything.

When a person was alive, the most important thing was the state of mind!

With a better attitude, as long as he persisted in doing one thing, he would definitely be able to reach the other side of life.

Just like now, she was going to live again. She told herself that she must go abroad to study at the ESMOD Paris Fashion Academy. That was her dream, and in order to achieve that dream, she had to study hard.

"Isn't this the end of term exam? When I was self-studying, I entered the selfless state, so I didn't pay attention to it." Xu Yun smiled as she opened her textbook and reached for a pen.

Seeing that she really intended to read in the auditorium, Li Xiaoyun didn't know whether to laugh or cry. She took the pen in her hand and said, "I know you love studying, but don't work so hard. Can't we have a good talk at noon?"

Xu Yun helplessly spread her hands and truthfully said, "It's been so many years since I last read a book. I don't want to watch it now. I definitely have to be last for the final exam."

Li Xiaoyun thought Xu Yun was joking. She laughed as she held her stomach, "I haven't even graduated from elementary school yet. Disgusting. To be honest, I've been thinking this morning, do I really have no future with Fan Junchun?"

In her youth, the girl's heart was like a cloud in the horizon. Sometimes it was like cotton candy, and sometimes it would be overcast.

Xu Yun did not mind and took another pen. She replied faintly, "No."

Li Xiaoyun knew that Xu Yun's personality was very strong and she couldn't allow herself to fail the exam because she was afraid that others would say that her parents were both teachers, but her daughter wasn't a material for studying, so she didn't make things difficult for Xu Yun.

"Is it because his family is too good that I am unworthy?"

These words were a bit too much. Xu Yun sighed in her heart. Because of her family, Li Xiaoyun was born with a sense of inferiority, so even if she was extremely beautiful and was recognized as a school beauty, it would be impossible for her to build up her confidence in herself.

Thus, the environment, the family, and the material conditions could create and destroy a person.

"No, he doesn't love you enough."

Li Xiao Ying took a deep breath, her face turned red as she glared at Xu Yun.

"Xu Yun, what did you say just now?"

Ah!" When Xu Yun looked up from her book, she realized that she had actually said the word 'love'.

F * ck me!

One must know that in 1998, she was only fourteen, while Li Xiaoyun was only fifteen. Normally, she would at most say that she liked you or something, but for her age, the word 'love' was too obvious.

Sweating profusely, Xu Yun hurriedly changed her words, "Cough cough, I mean, Fan Junchun doesn't like you enough."

Li Xiaoyun bit her lower lip and laid down meekly on the ground, "I know, because I was the one who chased him first. Everyone said that the women chased the men first and the men accepted them passively, so they didn't like each other."

Xu Yun heaved a sigh of relief, giving half of her attention to chat with Li Xiaoyun.

That's almost a year ago. Normally, during the summer vacation, he wouldn't take the initiative to ask you out to play, but rather you, he only came out because you kept asking me to call him over, so I said, he doesn't like you enough.

In fact, Fan Junchun did not love Li Xiaoying enough.

The reason was that Li Xiaoyun had said herself that a man who was passively accepting would not be able to experience deep love.

Secondly, Xu Yun knew that Fan Junchun was a mummy, so even if she was reborn now, she did not intend to change the course of Li Xiaoyun's life, which would really connect her to Fan Junchun.

It would be extremely tough to live with Mom Bodhi. Xu Yun felt a headache just thinking about her fiancée relationship.

Li Xiaoying was a good girl. She had a happy home and a complete home.

I know, he told me in his letter that his mother wanted him to go to university, so he had to study hard. Xu Yun, you know the circumstances of my family, I can't even afford to go to high school, so it's possible that I'll go with him. Li Xiaoyun murmured sadly.

Xu Yun didn't answer and just thought, "Divide it up. Fan Junchun wouldn't be your true love, because you're more suited to be a man who can support you through the sky."