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"Dad!" Xu Yun cried.

This cry, again, seemed to have her backlog for several days of heartache, all vent.

Jin Hanqin held her relaxed, Miao Shufeng sad over, murmured: "I am a sinner, I am the sinner who made all the evils."

Xu Ya had a wet face. He wanted to reach for his daughter and wipe off tears and snuffs. The potential consciousness told him that it was embarrassing to be a elder and cry in front of the child. But he had no strength. He could only move one hand and hold her, and he could not wipe the tears.

"Sobbing..." he said

"Dad, you will be fine. Don't worry. You can talk slowly if you have something." Jin Hanqin, who had a sense of mind, immediately drew up the paper towel and wiped it for Xu ya.

Xu Ya looked at his crying daughter, and then looked at Miao Shufeng, full of self-criticism and guilt. He took a deep breath of grief, and this time he deliberately slowed down the speed of speech, saying "don't cry!"

Don't cry, dad is in pain.

Don't think these days, he really did not wake up to the world, he in ICU, also had a short time of wisdom, he knew, Lai Huiqing did not endure, he also knew, the cause of the family break, is that let him, once sent to many hope of the son.

The debt of children created in the first half of life is always to be paid back in the latter half of the life.

Previously, it was said that men were more than women, but in fact, he did not pay much attention to Xu Tang. He was more indulged in Xu Tang in money and money. Now think about it. He repented that if he was not expelled from school, he had no face and was a teacher. Because he was a complete failure in educating his children.

The only thing that pleased him was that yun'er was self-improvement, her honor and her pride, which were all earned by her own. He and Miao Shufeng couldn't talk about training and never cultivated.

Think of here, Xu Ya more tears, lying on Xu Yun back, hugging to cry.

Miao Shufeng looks at the father and daughter crying helplessly, she is like a blunt knife to cut meat, pain.

"It's my fault, it's my indulgence, my iniquity, sobbing..."

Jin Hanqin sighed that at this time, he did not want to persuade him again, crying out, really better than putting it in his heart.

Xu Ya shook his head, excited and his mouth was unclear. Finally, Xu Yun raised his head and wiped his tears away, and then said to Miao Shufeng one word by word: "yes, I, made, evil."

"No, yes, you, one, one, people, wrong."

In two words, he said the broken, as if exhausted all the strength, the face also rose red.

Xu Yun choked tears: "don't say, we don't cry any more. At this time, no guilt and self-criticism is useful. Dad, you must recover to good, yun'er has no grandma, can no longer have you."

This family has broken, if dad also went, her heart will always empty two corners.

It is common for people to fear of life, old death and death, but at least not now.

She is not as strong as she looks, and can not afford it. She loses two relatives overnight. Her heart is also flesh long, but she is very fragile.

It's really fragile.

Xu Ya closed his eyes and wept, and nodded his teeth hard to tell Xu Yun that he would listen to the doctor's words and recover well, not for anything else, but for the daughter who broke his heart.

He still remember that his daughter once told him that what she wanted was a complete home, just like childhood, warm and happy.

Miao Shufeng heard that Xu ya did not blame her, nor blame her, her self-criticism was even more painful. She thought that someone could scold her, blame her, hate her, at least that way, she could be more comfortable.

May not, but also desperately tell her, not her own fault.

At this moment, Miao Shufeng can not describe the sad, except crying, already do not know what to do.

Finally, the nurse appeared, reminding them not to let the patient emotional too excited, which makes tears suddenly closed.

"Dad, you just need to be calm and nourishing now. Otherwise, you don't care about anything, OK?"

Xu Ya nodded, after a while, he finally asked: "he, grasp, hold, do you?"

Who he refers to, the hearts of the people are clear, Xu Yun tightly pinches fist to refuse to answer, Miao Shufeng also does not want to say, Xu Ya has to put his eyes on Jin Hanqin.

Jin Hanqin sighed and put his voice as gently as possible: "I don't know now. I will tell you the news."

Xu Ya sighs with his heart, and shakes his head with the pain in his heart: "blame, from, from, take, no, value, get, same, love."

Finish, his eyes blind explosion looked at Miao Shufeng and said: "follow, he, go, no, want, again, tube,."

Miao Shufeng nodded with a choking voice: "I know, I am following him now. He will die or live after that. I will not care anymore. I will, when, never have this son."Perhaps, it is heartache to see off the old man, but this kind of pain is far less than that of the white haired and the black haired.

Everyone is not a fool. The trouble Xu Tang made this time can not be solved by money. The final result of the huge drug trafficking case must be shot.

What's more, he was released on parole. Two crimes broke out. How could he survive.

Looking at her father, who was so thin that she was about to be skinny, Xu Yun stood up and said to Miao Shufeng, "Mom, you stay here with dad. My second elder martial brother and I will go back to prepare something. By the way, we will ask the doctor what is suitable for Dad to eat now, and then we will send it together."

Miao Shufeng fiercely raised her head and just swallowed her tears. In this moment, she seemed to be able to burst the dike and flood.

Almost subconsciously, Miao Shufeng with a trace of flattering eyes, nodded: "good, you go, I am here with your father."

Xu Yun is so heartbroken that she doesn't dare to look at her mother. She pulls Jin Hanqin out of the ward.

Until he got on the bus, Jin Hanqin said softly: "don't hate mom. Many times, she can't help it. If you and mom are standing under the dangerous building at the same time today, I believe that it's Ma who pushes you to safety. There's no doubt about it."

Xu Yun looked out of the window with a sad smile: "I know, anyway, I am also a piece of meat on her body." It's just that she loves Xu Tang a little more. After all, that traditional thought has already rooted in her heart, and she has decided that she can only rely on her son.

She admitted that she had complained and hated it, but the relationship between flesh and blood really can't be broken by saying it. After all, the ten years of hard work and hardship really existed. What she never forgot was the resentment generated by those little things, but in fact, there were tens of millions of broken locks in life.

365 days a year, every day is so long, every day is repeating the same thing, she has never tired of loving her, from teaching her the first word to taking the first step, how can she grow up without her hard work?

Carefully looking back on this life, this moment, she really learned to forgive.

She thought that in the future, she and her second elder martial brother would have children, and they would pull the children from a little bit old to adults. How could they have no love in those long years?

She should not hate like that. In the final analysis, what she hates is Xu Tang.

It's a cancer. If he doesn't die, the family will surely revive.

Human nature, always good, hurt forget the pain, only Xu Tang died, those bad things, will smoke away.

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