Chapter 536 536 Retrieving the feeling I like (1)
Because of Jiang Mu's health, Jiang Mu did not appear on the military training training field until the end of the military training.
When everyone was busy in military training, she was stared at by other people in the dormitory for three meals. She must eat on time, and there should be no irritating food, such as spicy or cold, which will never appear on her dinner plate. in.
Nourishing the stomach is a big project that takes time to accumulate. It cannot be effective in one or two days. It takes perseverance to see the effect.
In addition, Jiang Mu has another big project, which is painting.
is not Ru Mu's design drawings, but a serious oil painting.
There is no way, whoever lets her speak big words, she can't slap herself in the face.
It’s not that the design drawings are not high-grade, but that to show Lu Fei, her design drawings are really not available.
So, most of Jiang Mu's time was actually spent in the studio. Everyone worked hard during military training, but she was not easy either.
There is a military parade to report on the day the military training ends.
After the military parade is over, it means that the military training of freshmen is over.
No matter how much people dislike military training, dislike instructors, and even secretly speak ill of instructors during military training, on this day, everyone’s heart is filled with reluctance.
In just half a month, everyone has established a relationship with the instructor behind them, and they will naturally be dissatisfied with each other. The girls with full of sentiment have begun to hold handkerchiefs and secretly wipe their tears.
Everyone exchanged addresses with the instructors, left contact information, and promised to write letters and keep in touch.
Jiang Mu stood outside the crowd, watching everyone bid farewell to Wen Tao.
"How is it? Do you regret not being able to train with everyone?" Lu Fei didn't know when he came over and looked at the scene he had also experienced last year.
"What do you regret? Regret not having the experience of military training, or regret not being able to establish such a shallow relationship with the instructor?"
Jiang Mu put one hand in his trouser pocket, and asked lazily.
"Shallow relationship?" Lu Fei raised his eyebrows and asked.
"Isn't it? It's just fifteen days. How deep do you think this relationship can be?"
Jiang Mu asked with a smile.
"The depth of a relationship can't be measured by the length of time spent together? You look at them, are you reluctant to each other? If they are as shallow as you said, there will be no tears?"
Lu Fei did not agree with her.
"Is it a deep feeling to cry because of separation? Not necessarily? It's also possible that the owner of the tears is an emotional person himself." Jiang Mu said lightly, "It is very likely that tears are just a way for her to vent, not represents what."
Lu Fei looked at the female classmates who were obviously very sad, then turned to look at Jiang Mu, his mouth twitched, "Are you serious?"
"Even if they have a deep feeling for this instructor now, it won't take long for this kind of emotional opportunity to fade." Jiang Mu's tone was very calm.
"A week apart, they may write letters;"
"One month apart, maybe only half of the people who still remember writing letters;"
"After half a year, no one thinks of the instructor anymore."
"One year later, when another group of freshmen start military training again, they may think of the instructor, but I guess they can’t even remember the instructor’s name, and even their appearance will become vague. I believe you should know this. Have you experienced it?"
Lu Fei pursed his lips. This is indeed the case. When he first started the military training, he heard his roommate mention the instructor. Some people couldn't remember the face, but he clearly remembered that the day the military training ended, everyone was not willing to be emotional. It is so deep, so strong.
Jiang Mu seemed to see what he was thinking, “Look, the deep feelings can’t even survive the passing of time. Do you think I have to regret and regret it?”
"So, do you still like me the way you did in junior high school?" He asked this sentence almost subconsciously.
This is the question he has been lingering in his mind these days, but he has never found a suitable opportunity to ask it out.
Jiang Mu was flabbergasted, and did not react for a while.
"You said that no matter how deep your feelings are, you can’t afford the passing of time. Then, what about you, once you liked me so much, that you wanted to learn painting with me, that you wanted to study at the Academy of Fine Arts with me, and that you wanted to be like me and become one. Famous painter."
Lu Fei stared at her seriously, "After so many years, are you still thinking the same way?"
He was very nervous, so nervous that his hands trembled a little, his lips were tightly pressed, his hands clenched his fists vigorously, waiting for her answer.
Jiang Mu felt a headache. She really never considered the issue of relationships. After rebirth, she only wanted her mother to be well, thinking about making money, thinking about making up for regrets, and doing what she likes, but in terms of feelings, She really has no other ideas at all.
She didn’t even know whether she was so obsessed with painting, whether it was because she really liked painting, or because of her past life, because of the sudden change in her family, she could not continue painting, and naturally it was impossible to fulfill her relationship with Lu Fei The agreement, is it because of this regret in my heart that makes her so sad about painting?
"I don't know, the time is too long." She sighed, it was too long, a lifetime, so long that she could not tell.
Jiang Mu stared at him earnestly. Lu Fei is worthy of his school grass name, handsome appearance, 1.8-meter height, and the melancholy atmosphere of an artist, which is really too prickly.
"It’s okay, maybe as you said, we have been apart for too long, it’s okay, we can get acquainted with each other slowly, maybe you will find the feeling before."
Lu Fei was like a prisoner on probation, so he was relieved for the time being.
Jiang Mu also burst into a bright smile, "You are right, there is nothing to entangle. Anyway, the university has time."
Lu Fei turned his head and stared at her beautiful profile. The two weeks of getting along made him deeply understand the changes in her over the past few years.
Although she is still arrogant, she is more free and easy than he thought, and there is a strong self-confidence in the free and easy.
Sometimes there will be some deviant thoughts and behaviors, but she has handled them very intelligently, so that she can't find a place to attack.
This is her brilliance and intelligence.
In addition, he also discovered that many times, many of her ideas are very mature, and they are not mature enough to be what she should have at her age.
To be bold but mature and rational, the ultimate contradiction is vividly manifested in her body.
What has happened in the past two years that made her change so much?
He is a little nervous, not sure if he can let her regain the feeling that she once liked him.
(End of this chapter)