Chapter 168： I promise you

Bai Yihan’s heart was pumping. When he grabbed it again, he “had not been able to escape” and only sneered: “You didn’t want to lie to me?

You deliberately took a cold shower, wet running to the balcony to blow the cold wind, blowing high fever, not watching, I am very anxious to get angry, are you happy? ”

Mu Jingyuan said: "There is no ambiguity. At first, I didn't mean it. It was really an accident at Grandpa's house. Later, Yan Hui called me. He knew that I was ill, and gave me this idea. He If you still love me, you will be soft-hearted. I really don’t want to lie to you."

Bai Yihan finally did not smile, and said with a blank expression: "Yeah, I love you, I am not only soft, I feel sore and bloody, are you very proud?"

Mu Jingyuan opened his mouth: "I..."

Bai Yihan raised his voice and said: "You are very happy, are you? You are joking with your own body and still feel very successful, are you? Do you know that you have been ill for a month! One month! Repeatedly Low-grade fever, repeated coughing! Know why you sat on the ground for a while and burn it like that? Because your body's immunity has been tossed low enough to be lower! If you really burn something serious What should I do?

Do you know how scared I was at the time! I hope that I am sick! How many times have I prayed that God will transfer your illness to me! Now you tell me that you are deliberate?

Retreat 10,000 steps, even if you say as Yan Hui said, it is OK to go to the hospital! You actually want to toss your body in order to be realistic! Have you ever thought about me? Will I feel bad? Will it be uncomfortable? Will it... guilty? ”

Thinking of the mood at that time, the painful month, his tears could not stop flowing down, and the blue veins of the forehead were all coming out.

Mu Jingyuan wiped his tears in a hurry, ignoring his struggle and slamming him into his arms and constantly stroking his back. He continued to blame himself: "I don't think I am wrong, don't cry." Please, don't cry."

Bai Yihan pushed him hard and angered: "You are distressed? This is uncomfortable? Why don't you think that you burned like that? I don't feel bad? I don't feel bad? You still put the pill in your mouth, you It’s really good, you’re so smart, don’t you have a taste? Doesn’t that stuff be bitter? Isn’t it hard for you to have a fever and cough? I didn’t expect you to love me not a scam, but I’m sick but a scam. You told me before, what is not worth going to jade, what about you? What is worthy of you to toss yourself? I tell you, nothing is worth it! If you just want to keep me, why not listen to it If I want to get sick, I can't imagine you running and rushing to cold water and blowing cold wind! I can't stand it when I think about it! I can't stand it! You might as well take the knife and kill me. I think Mu Jingyuan is flustered. It’s hard to reconcile with his ambitions. I didn’t expect it to be good for a long time. I was so happy that I’ve been exposed for so many days. His culverts are like this. What will he do? Will he forgive himself?

He slammed Bai Yihan and endured the panic in his heart. He whispered: "Don't say this, it's really good. Compared with the fear of leaving you, the pain is negligible."

Bai Yihan stunned, and his body unloaded his strength. His legs did not have the power to support. The whole person went down. Fortunately, Mu Jingyuan had been holding him before he dragged him.

Bai Yihan hangs his head and silences for a long time before he whispers: "Yes, it’s all because of me, what qualifications do I have to be angry? You lie to me and punish me in this way, because my fault is my own. I don't trust you, don't believe in myself, I am as timid as a mouse. When I have something, I will be afraid of it. I will only retract it into the shell, so that you will feel pain. What is wrong with you? The wrong one is me, Jing Yuan, it is my fault. You really shouldn't like me, I don't deserve it at all."

His body has been slid down. Mu Jingyuan simply lifted him up and put it on the sofa. He fell down like a bone, and Mu Jingyuan kneeled on the ground with one hand and wiped him with his hand in a panic. The tears on my face are so painful that I want to burst, and my voice trembles: "Chan Han asks you not to say this. It is my fault. Don't be angry. Except leaving you, you want me to do anything." Ok? Don't be like this."

Bai Yihan looked at him, his eyes were red, his eyes continued to flow with tears, and he slipped silently into the corner. His voice was still soft and gently said: "I am not angry, Jing Yuan You have always been so determined, but I am a coward, I am not worthy of you."

Mu Jingyuan kept rubbing his tears with his hands, but he couldn't wipe it out. His eyes were red, and he fell on the chest of Bai Yihan. His voice was heavy: "Hanhan, this world, only You deserve me, but I deserve to be worthy of you, forgive me, hanhan, I just love you, I love you..."

Bai Yihan lay there and felt a little dampness on his chest. He raised his hand and slowly covered his head. The voice was light but firm. "Jingyuan, I promise you, I will learn." Let your heart be as firm and powerful as you are, love you, believe in you, never give up again, can you promise me, no matter what happens, don’t make a bet with your own body, if you are angry You can beat me, you can hit me, but don't punish me in this way. In my heart, it hurts."

Mu Jingyuan looked up and two pairs of red eyes looked at him. Mu Jingyuan slowly lowered his head and gently kissed his lips. He sighed vaguely: "I promise you, culvert, I am yours." ”

Bai Yihan hugged his shoulder and responded to his kiss with an unprecedented enthusiasm. A kiss without affection gradually changed his taste. The two men’s breathing became heavier and heavier, and his body temperature increased. A small piece of skin that appeared on it showed a fascinating pink color. The clothes on the chest were up and down. It was Mu Jingyuan’s hand, and it was raging inside the clothes. I don’t know how he moved. Bai Yihan’s body trembled, mouth I couldn't help but vent the lingering sound "Well?" Mu Jingyuan's lower body swelled and hurt. He was so blasted that he was about to explode. He picked up Bai Yihan and strode into the lounge. "The door closed."

A long time after the wood and wood, the buzz inside turned into a cry of crying.

"Ah... big... big wood... I can't do it... really... no... no, no, oh...

……me! Don't be so fast...fIman...\'Iman a little...fI man...hey...rare me...aha...

"Han Han, I will bear it again, very quickly."

"Ah." The roaring voice disappeared, leaving only a quick "squeaky" sound and a wheezing breath.

However, this "very fast" water was very big, and after a long time, the sound finally subsided. Mu Jingyuan took Bai Yihan cleaned and found out the spare clothes, Bai Yihan The fingers are too lazy to lift, and the fingers that lift their hands reach out are played by him.

Mu Jingyuan helped him to put on his clothes, and kissed him at the bedside for a while, softly said: "Han Han, sleep, sleep for a while, when I go home at night, I will call you again?"

Bai Yihan didn't want to open his eyes, and he couldn't see the invisible.

Mu Qingyuan held his hand and kneaded, smiled and looked at him for a while, and kissed him on the lips of his face. He fell in love with his hand, stepped out and walked a few times. Step back and look back, the hand that he had just "abandoned" on the bed, looked so pitiful, he couldn't help but walk back, cherish the hand in his hand, repeated kiss and kiss He squatted a few times on his side, and squatted a few times, and he was reluctant to let go.

Bai Yihan opened his eyes and saw his tangled look. He sighed and said with a helpless smile: "Wood."

Mu Jingyuan immediately looked up and said: "I am going out, are you thirsty? I will pour you water."

Bai Yihan shook his head and whispered: "I don't want to sleep alone here. If it doesn't affect you, can I lie down on the sofa outside for a while, so that you can see you with a blink of an eye. ”

Mu Jingyuan was full of anger, but hesitated: "You can't sleep well on the sofa, you will feel uncomfortable."

Bai Yihan stubbornly said: "No, the sofa you have set for me is particularly comfortable. I like to lie down on it."

Mu Jingyuan's eyes were bright, and he carefully shook Bai Yihan: "That line, you are outside, I take care of you is also convenient, rest assured, there is no arrangement this afternoon, no one will enter my office."

Bai Yihan "hmm", his head fell on his shoulder and slept.

When he woke up, he was almost out of work. He was lying on the sofa with a blanket on his body. Mu Jingyuan sat in his position to handle his official duties. When he was looking up at the N+1th, he just hit the white one and opened it. The eyes, he immediately stood up, and walked over and smiled softly: "Wake up? Still tired? Are you hungry? Can you be thirsty?"

Bai Yihan was lifted up in his arms by him. He just woke up, his body was lazy and he had no strength. He yawned a little, and his voice was hoarse: "Not hungry, not thirsty, a few Clicked?"

Mu Jingyuan grabbed his hand and kissed his fingertips. "It's five o'clock, you are awake, and we will go home soon."

Bai Yihan was itched by him and smirked: "Okay, go to work, go home."

Mu Jingyuan held his hand and looked at it. He smiled and said: "Han Han, how do you say your hand grows?"

How is it so beautiful? I can't find any words to describe its beauty. ”

Bai Yihan laughed out and looked at his serious look. He said softly: "For you, of course, good."

Mu Jingyuan's side face floated a little red, and he coughed a little. He looked at his hand and couldn't help but kiss him again. Then he carefully put it down and returned to his seat with a refreshing breath. .

He signed a document and suddenly looked up: "Yes, one thing almost forgot to tell you, there is movement in Nanshan."