"Ann, is that why you feel different?"
Zhao Xiangyun never mentioned anything else.
She won't tell an an an's origin. Naturally, Zhao Xiangyun won't break the casserole to ask an an an's origin.
"Yes Ann nodded.
Although not necessarily accurate, but Zhao Xiangyun analysis to this extent, for an an, it is extremely difficult.
He never told anyone about himself, including his parents.
Once he wanted to confess, but he was afraid to scare them.
People who are afraid to scare, care about him and love him.
If he can choose, he is willing to bear all the pain, as long as the people around him are good.
"Because of this, I don't have a sense of security. I'm afraid that I will forget more than ordinary people one day? I'm afraid that I will be forgotten one day? " Zhao Xiangyun tried to be more bold and say something.
She didn't know if it was an offense to Ann.
If so, she can only choose to apologize to Ann and swallow these words.
An an looks at Zhao Xiangyun and nods again.
"Because of the fear of losing, I dare not laugh and play like other children."
An an's eyes flickered and didn't answer Zhao Xiangyun's words.
"But Ann, you are just a child. Why do you put so much pressure on yourself? It's not easy to live. Why can't you laugh when you are happy? Why must we be mature and steady? " Zhao Xiangyun knows the contradiction in An'an's heart.
People who have lived for two lifetimes value time more than anything else.
Because I didn't get it, because I lost it.
But it's really tiring.
"Why must we be mature and steady?" Ann also asked herself in her heart.
But he wanted to protect the people around him.
He didn't want anyone hurt.
"Aunt Xiangyun, I hope my father and mother can be better, earn more money and live the life they want!"
"What about yourself? They live the life they want. How about you? When can you live the life you want and be yourself? " Zhao Xiangyun looks at An'an.
"I don't care."
Although An'an is a teenager, he has long been an adult.
He was greedy. He wanted everyone in his family to be healthy and not to experience the pain he had experienced.
He wants his family to be complete and have so much love, which is the best gift for him. He should be satisfied, but he can't.
Zhao Xiangyun put his hand on An'an's shoulder.
This kid has too much on his back.
If this continues, the pressure on him will only grow.
"Ann, your mother told me before that the greatest happiness is your happiness! Money is important, status is necessary, but compared to you, these are nothing! You try your best to make your parents rich and healthy. Why don't they make money so that you can choose your own life freely in the future? "
Zhao Xiangyun's words made an an red eye.
"My mother said... She wanted me to be happy?"
"Your father Li Jianshe also thinks that you are their only child. They care more about you than making money!" Zhao Xiangyun said.
Ann wiped her tears hard.
"I want to go back!" He said.
"Well, I'm tired, too!"
Zhao Xiangyun goes to get the basketball and goes home with an an.
Back home, An'an plunges into his study. Zhao Xiangyun stands outside his study for a while.
When she was about to leave, the door of the study was opened, and Ann stood at the door, "do you want to come in and have a look?"
"... good"
Zhao Xiangyun enters An'an's study. This place is his world.
Even Li Jianshe and Jiang Fangping rarely come in.
On the wall of An'an's study, white paper was spread, and words were written on it.
His study, stack after stack of books, placed neatly.
Zhao Xiangyun looks at the environment of a complete study and takes back his eyes.
Inadvertently said, "these, you have read?"
"Yes
"Do you understand?" Zhao Xiangyun asked.
"Some can understand, some do not understand at the beginning, read a few times, you will understand!" Ann explains.
Ann is not a genius. He depends on diligence.
A life plan that's almost abnormal.
At the same time, he worked three times harder than others, but the final result was more than three times.
Zhao Xiangyun doesn't know what the purpose of an an's calling himself here is.
Her eyes and feet followed Ann until Ann handed her a diary.
"This is..."
"My secret, aunt Xiangyun, if you look at my secret, I hope you can keep it for me. If you don't look at it, pretend you've seen it! I... "
Ann is very lonely.
It's tiring to keep a secret for more than ten years.
Maybe he should keep this secret for a lifetime until he dies.
But he was more afraid. He didn't have a lifetime.
Zhao Xiangyun took the diary and comforted An'an, "I will keep the secret for you! Ann, although we all want to protect ourselves, our parents will not harm us, our future partner, I will not harm us.
Moreover, they actually have the ability to take charge of their own affairs. We don't need to care too much about them! "
"I seem to understand now, aunt Xiangyun! Between you and uncle Jiang! Even Jinbao has the ability to protect himself! "
"Right, we are good at ourselves, which is the biggest reward for them!"
When Zhao Xiangyun left the room with An'an notes, Zhao Xiangyun saw his relieved expression.
However, after returning to the room, Zhao Xiangyun put the notebook into the space.
This secret, she helps Ann keep, but in this life, she will not tell anyone!
……
The next day, Zhao Xiangyun got up.
Jiang Fangping curiously came up to her and told her, "An'an is still sleeping, Xiangyun, can you believe it?"
"What's the matter?"
"He used to get up at five o'clock, wash, read, review his lessons, no one to remind, now it's eight o'clock, eight o'clock!"
Jiang Fangping holds her watch high.
In the tone of his speech, he was excited and worried.
"Isn't that a good point? What time does the school begin? "
"Nine o'clock!"
"It's still early!" Zhao Xiangyun said.
With that, she added, "Ann's previous life was like an old man."
"You feel the same way? Old man, old woman is like him Jiang Fangping make complaints about it.
I don't know that the child who hasn't got up at 8 o'clock in her mouth has already got up.
"Good morning, Ma, aunt Xiangyun!" Ann and everyone say hello, for the first time, with a smile on his face.
In the past, even the greeting was expressionless.
Jiang Fangping looks like a heart attack again, holding her chest in horror.