At first, Anze didn't notice the sad girl in her eyes.
It was su Jian who passed by and accidentally met him, so she repeatedly said to him, "I'm sorry." That's when he looked up.
At the first sight, he just felt that the girl's eyes were clean and clear, and seemed to be full of melancholy, which was different from the whole bar.
But he didn't pay much attention to her, just nodded to her, then turned away his eyes.
Su Jian also hurried past him, looking a little gloomy.
when I met Sujian that night, I was outside the bar.
She was being bullied by two men who were blocking up a quiet corner next to the bar.
An Yize paused and turned.
His upbringing did not allow him to do such things that he could not save himself in danger. Moreover, he had a sister about the age of this girl in his family.
The hero of saving beauty is not easy to do. An Yize fought with two men. Although winning was not difficult, he also suffered several times.
But the girl was very nervous: "do you want to go to the hospital to have a look?"
He shook his head, then turned to go, do not want the girl but called him.
"Thank you! Thank you! " The girl didn't seem to know how to express her gratitude, so she made a standard ninety degree bow to him.
An Yize was silent for a moment, then said lightly, "you don't seem to be used to bars? It's better to come less later. "
The girl seemed to think of something. Her eyes were a little red. Then she said in a low voice, "I don't want to, but I need money."
Anze didn't want to meddle, but he could not help frowning at the sentence: "why come to the bar when you need money?"
The girl's face was a little white for a moment. She looked at him in a panic, and then looked away nervously.
Anze's heart slowly understood.
He thought that everyone had their own story.
He didn't take a stand to interfere with others, so he looked at the frightened girl, didn't say anything, and was still ready to turn around.
But the girl kept him to explain.
She said that her mother was seriously ill and needed a lot of money for treatment, but her family couldn't afford so much money. She asked her friend to borrow it, but she didn't get much. She was raised by a single mother. She must save her mother. She was desperate, and in a hurry she had the idea of exchanging her body for money. But she didn't understand this aspect at all, and she was embarrassed to ask others, so she came to the bar where she thought there should be a chance, but she didn't expect to meet a bad person
"Thank you so much!" The girl bowed to him again. When she raised her head, there was a light water in her eyes, but she just wiped it quietly, with a calm expression.
An Yize listened to the silence for a moment, then said lightly: "this is not a good way."
The girl smiled bitterly and whispered, "I know, but I really have no other way..."
An Yize didn't say anything more, nodded to the girl and left.
Just in the moment of turning around, an idea came into his mind.
He turned slowly and stared at the girl for a long time.
The girl looked at him nervously. "Sir?"
An Yize said slowly, "I can make a deal with you. I will pay for your mother's treatment, but you have to play a play with me. Do you want to?"
As Anze knows, his actions are actually negative.
But he also knew that he could no longer leave a way for her and himself.
What you can't get is always in a commotion, and what you prefer is without fear.
He never got it, so he didn't have to go. Even the commotion would be suppressed by the Jedi.
She has always been favored, but now he doesn't want to leave her the back door. He waited too long in the door and hurt too much. He thought that he must close the door.
She's getting married.
Well, he's married, too.
In this way, both his and her delusions can be broken.
Over the years, his parents have been urging him to get married, but he has a sense of belonging, so he has not agreed.
He doesn't need to marry to settle down, but he certainly needs a wife.
He doesn't know if he can love others in his life, so he doesn't want to hurt an innocent woman.
He can't get what he wants. He knows the pain, so he can't make it on another innocent woman. Since he can't give his future wife a real feeling, then give her what she needs.
Hearing his condition, Su Jian froze and hesitated to think about it.
An Yize nodded.
The next day, he received a call she promised.
They soon got their marriage certificate.
Looking at the photos of him and the girl on the page without smiles, he felt as if he had been suddenly unloaded with many things.
At the same time, the tip of the heart also has a tear what pain, mercilessly sharp, but with such a ruthless pleasure.
He closed his eyes and then opened them again.
The girl next to her looked at him standing in silence and said, "sir? "
he turned his head sideways and gazed quietly at the girl.
Then he took her hand and eased her expression.
"Call me Ezer later. How about I call you Jane? "
Su Jian is a totally different girl from Ji Yan.
Not only appearance, but also temperament.
Although she was a little nervous and reserved at the beginning, after getting along with each other slowly, Su Jian also got up naturally, but generally speaking, her temperament was more quiet. In front of people, she naturally and impertinently cooperates with him. After people, she is gentle and polite to him.
He didn't dislike such a disposition, on the contrary, he thought that her disposition was suitable for their current state. He felt that it was easy and natural to get along with her. He was not as worried about gain and loss as he used to be with another person.
What's more, she looks smaller than his sister, so he can't help being more gentle to her, which is not like the coldness in front of others.
He thought that although it was a trade, he also helped her, but the trade was hindered by her reputation. She was an unmarried woman, but a year later, because he became a divorced woman, it was a trade, and it was also a loss to her.
So more than a month of getting along, two people can not say hot, but also slowly get used to and accept this kind of indifferent way of getting along.
I just didn't expect that she had a car accident and lost her memory.
After amnesia, she is no longer as quiet and gentle as before, but becomes very frank and direct. Her face is always rich in expression, but it is also very simple. Emotions and sorrows are completely written on her face, which can be seen through at a glance.
At first, she made him a little confused, but soon he found that he was slightly attracted.
He has met many talented women in the workplace, people who are used to Shu Wan and Xiu Zhi, young girls who are coquettish or obstinate, but for the first time, he has met a girl who can even break her legs.
Moreover, she always said something that made him speechless and did something that made him speechless.
Although he was often bewildered by her, he had to admit that it was fun to be with her.
Once upon a time, his life was always waiting and full of gloom; later, when he married her falsely, his life calmed down, but there was still water, no sorrow, no joy.
Now, there are many unexpected waves in his life, which are popping in full bloom in front of him.
With her, his eyes and heart were almost occupied by her strange words and deeds, leaving him no room to think about others.
It was only when he returned to his mind that he had not thought of the man who made him miserable for a long time.
As a result, his eyes on her became softer and softer.
Because with her, although he felt headache, he never felt heartache.
Later, she lost all her precautions against his initial amnesia.
And he began to take care of her more sincerely.
The two people get along more and more naturally, more and more close.
He didn't reject it. Instead, he felt good.
She occupied more and more space in his life.
And in his heart, she occupied a more and more important position.
Looking at her lying on his knee and letting himself blow her hair, he often felt the shivering heat flowing through his heart.
This little girl, now he is the only one.
She lost her memory and broke her leg. She can't go anywhere. She can only wait for him to come back at home. Like this, she can wait for him to take care of her and wait for him Pet.
She is so dependent on him that he is almost all she has in the world.
This makes him feel wonderful, and makes him feel a kind of inexplicable peace of mind and unspeakable pleasure.
He didn't know exactly how he liked her.
Maybe it's because of the pain, so he needs her warmth.
Maybe it's because the former people often only show him haggard and tears, so she's always full of vitality, which makes him feel novel and comfortable;
maybe it's because she's obediently accepted his care, which makes him feel secure. He wanted to give others, but he couldn't give them out. Now he's happy with her like a squirrel It's even addictive.
Perhaps also because of forced intimacy, the love he and she played in front of people became more and more natural, which made him gradually confused between the inside and outside of the play, and gradually kneaded into his heart. Because he felt that if he and she were such a loving couple, it would not be bad for them to live such a lively life, though a little flawed.
So, his compassion for her from the beginning, to the later use, and then to the back of the quiet get along, the heart of novelty, eventually evolved into the back of the attraction, heartache, and heart.
In fact, sometimes even he can't believe it.
He always thought that the previous infatuation had consumed all his feelings, and he would never be moved to anyone in his life.
But he didn't expect to see her for a long time.
He also did not know where to hear a sentence: to forget a relationship, there is always only one way: time and new love. If time and new love can not let you forget a relationship, there is only one reason: time is not long enough, new love is not good enough.
Time must not be long enough, he thought.
But he did. He was moved again.