Chapter 95

ninety five:

Chu Cheng shuddered, then shook his head, "Don't worry."

"When are you anxious then?" Ji Qingzhou asked him, "when do you want to do it?"

Chu Cheng did not expect that he would continue to question. He looked at Ji Qingzhou's clean eyes and whispered, "We don't have to do it, as it is now, isn't it good?"

Ji Qingzhou looked at him puzzled, "You don't want to do it with me?"

"Of course not." Chu Cheng hugged him, said gently, "Zhou Zhou, if it is the first two months of our contract, I will not hesitate to have a relationship with you, but now our contract is about to expire It ’s more than a month left, you do n’t need it, do you understand? You do n’t need to add this stain in the last thirty days, it ’s not necessary. ”

"I don't think this is a stain." Ji Qingzhou and he explained, "I took your money, I enjoyed your benefits, shouldn't I have to pay the price, didn't we? Isn't this the good deal we said? ? "

"That was before, it's not now. You don't need to do this, I said, you stayed with me for a year, and I'm happy this year, that's enough."

"But ..." Ji Qingzhou looked at him. "So what did I pay? If we were innocent, what kind of master do you think I am? Why do I enjoy your pay?"

"Not all gold masters will have relationships with their lover." Chu Cheng reached out and took his hand, "We are fine, like this."

Ji Qingzhou thought it was not good at all. This was not what he wanted. He looked at Chu Cheng and didn't know what to say. In the end, he could only say dryly, "I'll pay you back."

Chu Cheng was afraid that he would be like this, "Am I short of money? I don't need you to repay my money. According to you, do I need to repay your time and give you all of the year back to you. He sighed, but said helplessly, "You don't have to have a psychological burden. Between us, I've always been the beneficiary. I can't let myself suffer, so don't say such things. I don't like to listen. I also Don't want to hear it again. "

"So what do you want? You do n’t need it, you do n’t need it, then what do you want?” Ji Qingzhou felt like he had a block of cotton in his chest, and he was so tired that he was out of breath, “We already said yes You didn't want to sleep with me in the first place, did you? Why don't you want anything now? "

"I wanted to sleep with you in the beginning," Chu Cheng looked at him, "but that was before. People have feelings when they get along. I really wanted to sleep with you at first, because I didn't care about you at that time. Your future has nothing to do with me. But now that we have been together for so long, I watch you grow a little bit, I hold you and protect you, I have n’t even told you a heavy sentence, I hope Hello, I hope you come cleanly and leave cleanly, there is no stain on your life, do you understand? "

Ji Qingzhou shook his head, he didn't understand, "Do you like me? Why don't you like me thinking so much for me, why do you like me and let me leave."

Chu Cheng looked at him with mixed feelings, "Of course I don't like you, I just hope that your future can be better, Ji Qingzhou, I said, I hope you are good, I really hope you are good. "

"But I'm bad now."

Chu Cheng hugged him and coaxed softly, "Don't do this, I know you have been preparing for the last step, and now I suddenly said no, you will be surprised, or even do not understand, but this is me I do n’t want to make a decision. In this way, you will be better in the future. "

"So what do you want?" Ji Qingzhou asked him blankly, "You have collected all seven cards, but you don't need it anymore, so what do you want?"

Chu Cheng let go of him, looked into his eyes, and whispered, "Kiss me."

Ji Qingzhou looked up at him, stretched his arms around his neck, and kissed him slowly. He closed his eyes and hid his tears under his eyelids. He opened his eyes where Chu Cheng couldn't see, and his eyes were full of grievances and sadness.

That night, Ji Qingzhou slept very restlessly. He dreamed that Chu Cheng had left. He looked for many places but couldn't find this person anymore. He mumbled and asked why, someone answered him because the time was up. He woke up from the dream instantly, staring at Chu Cheng beside him, slowly red eyes.

Ji Qingzhou got out of bed, walked to the living room, quietly sat down on the sofa, tears couldn't stop falling.

He has never been upset like today, and has never realized so clearly that he likes Chu Cheng.

He likes Chu Cheng, so he wants to give him everything, but Chu Cheng refuses.

Ji Qingzhou has always been very clear about his own position. He knows that Chu Cheng is his gold master, he is Chu Cheng's lover, and they have no future, so he never asks for the future.

He likes Chu Cheng. It is his own business. Chu Cheng treats his little lover with a golden master. He loves him with his lover. Although the starting point is different, he gets along very well.

Until today, until Chu Cheng refused to have a relationship with him, Ji Qingzhou first felt that they were different. It is normal for him to have a relationship with his lover. Even if they are separated in the future, he still feels normal. He has never been extravagant for a long time, but only for every day now. Therefore, he is willing to do his best when he loves, and he will not regret the day he left.

When in love, it is always possible to break up, especially the first love, but as long as the love is sweet enough, no one is sorry when the break up, this is enough.

However, Chu Cheng thinks from the perspective of Jin Zhu. He was afraid of taint in his life, so he rejected him. In Chu Cheng's heart, he always belongs to others. Even now he is by his side, but later, He belongs to someone else.

Ji Qingzhou completely saw Chu Cheng's thoughts at this moment. Chu Cheng really didn't like him, so he pushed him away, he wanted to give, but Chu Cheng didn't want to.

Ji Qingzhou was crying silently. From passing through to now, for so long, he never felt that something really made him uncomfortable. Wang Fang's serious illness, inexplicable fostering, Chen Jiyuan's targeting, Fang Yixuan and Luo Yuxin entangled. He always felt that it was nothing and it wasn't worth his irritability.

But this time, he was really uncomfortable. He did not seek Chu Cheng's likes, and afterwards, he just wanted to go to the full field like a love, and wanted to give his first time to Chu Cheng. Give it to his first person.

But Chu Cheng refused.

What can he do? He didn't even dare to make this request with Chu Cheng again, afraid he asked himself why he was so persistent? Ask him if he likes him? Then terminate the transaction early.

He couldn't help it, and even crying, he could only hide in a place where Chu Cheng couldn't see, and secretly wept.

He covered his eyes with his hands, quiet, forbearing, and silent, sobbing silently for his love.

When the light was on, Ji Qingzhou was a little hesitant. He instinctively put down his hand and turned around to see Chu Cheng not far away.

Chu Cheng looked at his crying eyes and tears without dryness, and he woke up instantly. "What are you crying for?" He walked over.

Ji Qingzhou looked at him, and his tears came down again.

Chu Cheng pumped paper to help him wipe his tears, and at the same time asked him, "What are you crying for? What are you talking to me about, what are you crying for?"

Ji Qingzhou shook his head, smiled, and said to him, "It's all right."

"Okay, are you crying here at night?"

"I have a nightmare." Ji Qingzhou said.

"What dream scared you like this?" Chu Cheng asked.

"I dreamed you were gone." Ji Qingzhou looked at him.

Chu Cheng looked for a moment, and Ji Qingzhou looked at him. "Suddenly left, I couldn't find anything."

He said, and the tears fell down again. Chu Cheng couldn't take him anymore. He wiped his tears and coaxed him, "Isn't I here well, where can I go."

Ji Qingzhou looked at him and hugged him.

Chu Cheng patted his back and comforted him, "It's okay, it's okay."

Ji Qingzhou leaned on him and didn't speak.

Chu Cheng coaxed him for a while, then said, "Go back to bed and sleep, stumbled to find that you are not there, it scared me."

Ji Qingzhou nodded and coquettishly in his arms, "You hold me back."

Chu Cheng laughed, thinking he was really sticky, "You, it looks like a perfect white rabbit toffee."

He said so in his mouth, but still picked up Ji Qingzhou, carried him into the bedroom, and turned off the light.

Ji Qingzhou lay down inside the quilt again, Chu Cheng went to bed and turned off the bedside lamp.

Ji Qingzhou hugged him and said to him, "You kiss me."

Chu Cheng felt that he was really scared by that dream, so suddenly he was so sticky, bowed his head, kissed him, and hugged people, coaxed, "I'm not just kissing you, can I hold you?"

Ji Qingzhou nodded, and said, "Kiss me again."

Chu Cheng had to kiss him again and coax him, "Dream, don't be afraid." He said, kissing him.

Ji Qingzhou was hugged and kissed by him. He felt a lot less sad. He said, "Chu Cheng, thank you."

"The two of us also said thank you." Chu Cheng laughed.

Ji Qingzhou smiled and didn't speak.

He cried for a while, and tired for a while, and fell asleep slowly in Chu Cheng's kiss.

This time, he had a good dream. He dreamed of Chu Cheng saying, "Zhou Zhou, you don't want to be with others anymore, I like you, you are with me."

He nodded in a hurry, Chu Cheng looked at him with a smile, and he looked at Chu Cheng with a smile.

That was really a good dream.

When Ji Qingzhou got up the next morning, Chu Cheng did not go to work unexpectedly. Ji Qingzhou cast a surprised look at him, "Why didn't you go to work?"

"Don't you dream that I disappeared last night so you cried? I'm afraid you won't see me this morning, thinking that the nightmare has come true, and it should be uncomfortable again."

"No." Ji Qingzhou stunned for a moment, but slowly raised a smile at him, calmly, "No."

He was rejected by Chu Cheng just because he had been planning for so long, but he was too emotional, so he didn't restrain for a while. Now that he calmed down, he would not do that kind of thing again.

Ji Qingzhou sat up and said, "Get up, I seem to have work tomorrow. I need to prepare today."

The author has something to say: I am frightened and frightened in this chapter, for fear of being abused, in fact, I feel okay, because this chapter is really a gift of Maggie, because both people like each other and think about each other, Zhou Zhou I like Chu Cheng, so I want to drive with him, like walking in the field, like walking in love. Because Chu Cheng likes Zhouzhou, he refuses to drive with him, hoping that he has no stains and has a better future. Both people like each other, but Chu Cheng, the two fool, didn't know how to make him sad.

When I wrote this chapter, I thought about several versions, as well as other peaceful transition versions, because I was afraid you would feel abusive, but I chose this version in the end, because this version is the most realistic portrayal of two people. A paragraph that best reflects the feelings for each other. Chu Cheng wanted to sleep with him in the beginning. Now he gave everything to Zhouzhou, money, resources, pets, and not to sleep. This is not what true love is! Rest assured, this is the worst part of the full text. I do n’t abuse Zhou Zhou, Zhou Zhou ’s mentality is very good, so he will find a house in the next chapter to move. As for Chu Cheng, he chased it well. Before Zhouzhou, never think of Zhouzhou taking the initiative again!

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