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Illness comes like a mountain. Xiuying had a fever last night and used a piece of medicine in the morning, which was just a pressure. The heat is subsided, but still feel the whole body soft and weak, the face of half blood color is not, the sun fell on the top, the skin showed a translucent pathological color.

Feng was so distressed at the edge that she gently pulled the pieces of her cheek behind her ear. However, one night, Xiuying even sunken her eyes, which was definitely a symptom of anxiety.

"Yao Yao, what's wrong with you? Tell your mother." Feng took her hand and warmed her cold fingertips.

Xiuying is awake. She can't open her mouth with her eyes closed. How can she say that she likes Shen Jun's smile? How can she say it? It's estimated that she can frighten her mother, even shame her.

Xiuying, feeling Feng's worried sight, turned back in silence and said, "my mother, I'm ok. Please go back and have a rest. I'll be fine in a day or two. "

While speaking, the corners of my eyes were wet.

The fever last night made Shen Jun laugh in her dreams. But the young man in the dream no longer smiles at her tenderly, her eyes are cold, she is scared to silence, watching him turn to leave. People close to her also ignored her, as if she was a stranger, no matter how she called.

She was so scared that nothing could make her collapse more than the alienation of her relatives. Rebirth, she is most concerned about not her own life, but these treat her good relatives.

She is afraid that the dream will come true, the whole person more and more panic.

Feng heard her voice and choked again, knowing that it was sad again. But what is the daughter upset about?

"Yao Yao, did your mother misunderstand what she asked yesterday?" Feng felt that it was not a way to let her go, so she broke her body and said, "Yao Yao, if you have something on your mind, you can tell your mother what you have in mind. Therefore, is it your mother's blood

With that, Feng also covered his mouth with his handkerchief and coughed twice.

Of course, these two voices are false. She is just playing family card to see if it will work for her daughter.

Xiuying listened to the cough and suddenly opened her eyes.

The woman sitting on the head of the bed was tired in her eyes. Now she was black and green, and she had been haggard for several years.

Her mother personally called back to the Hou's house, Jiaohua was protected by her father, and now she is worried about her, and she has been guarding all night. Xiuying's bitter heart was so sour that she broke the bank and sat down in her mother's arms.

The little girl's sad cry rang through the room. She heard the tears in Feng's eyes. How hard did her daughter cry like this.

Feng took her daughter in her arms and comforted her in a soft voice: "I'm not afraid. My mother just asked me casually yesterday. She didn't let me marry now."

The word "marriage" makes Xiuying's heart tremble again. Her tears fall down her cheek and close her eyes, but her eyes are hopeless. She said in a shaking voice, "my mother, I will not marry."

Originally, she had not considered marriage in this life. Now she has another person in her heart. She just wants to accompany her parents for the rest of her life.

In fact, his heart is warm enough for the rest of his life, nothing else is important. She will not let herself to defile such a man, she was a woman, how qualified to match him. What's more, if the relationship between the two people is to let others know her mind, I'm afraid it will make him infamous.

The mood had catharsis, Xiu Ying also clear a lot.

Hearing this, Feng felt more distressed and held her tightly: "Yaoyao, what are you afraid of? Is it because of the Shen family's things when you were a child?"

When I was a child in the Shen family, I had seen enough of Shen Hong and what aunt Cui had done. What shadow did she have on marriage?

Xiuying is still buried in Feng's arms. She knows that if she doesn't give a reason at this time, she may find clues under her questioning. She thought for a while, and her heart moved. She took advantage of this opportunity to tell the nightmare of the past that had been buried in her heart for a long time.

"Mother, my daughter has always dreamt of some situations since she was eight years old..." Xiuying's voice became depressed, with a happy memory.

The past has been far away, but those are the scars in her heart that can never be erased. The scabby wound should be torn again, or she would tear it with her own hands. The blood dripping pain was just like suffering thousands of knives.

Feng found that her body was shaking violently, and he was afraid of any change in her body. He wanted to pacify her first. Xiuying, however, is resolute, word by word, clear and incomparable. She describes her experiences in her previous life after she married Li Qingzhao.

Of course, Li Qingzhao's name will not appear, but will be replaced by "he". In addition to these, after Feng's death, aunt Cui was in charge of the family. Shen Xiulian served with her. She did not miss a word. She did not even reserve the fact that she had stabbed Li Qingzhao.

The gentle girl's voice, with the fear and hatred that others can't understand, and the interweaving of emotions, makes these things more clear and true. As if it was a painting drawn out of thin air, it unfolded a little bit in front of her.

Feng saw her daughter's simple love and helplessness, which made her feel the same. Her tears had already burst into her eyes.If it is not for the fact that things in this world are not totally inconsistent, she really wants to think that her daughter has actually experienced it, and this reality is totally different from a dream.

Xiuying's voice stopped, all love and hate seemed to stop. Xiuying thought that she would be unable to bear to recall the past, but did not want to say it, her heavy heart was much lighter.

She rubbed against Feng and said, "mother, my daughter will not marry in this life. How about it. "

Feng was still shocked by what she said. After hearing her plea, he regained his consciousness. He wiped away the tears on his cheek with his backhand and patted her on the back: "my dear, this will not happen. No, father and mother will not allow it

At this time, she can not really be under the words of daughter not married, can only be appeased first. Xiuying looked up from her arms. Her face was gloomy and her cheeks were wet. It was very painful.

When a pair of big eyes looked at people, she was innocent and helpless. Feng's throat was tight, and she held her in her arms again: "if you don't want to marry, you won't marry. My parents have our baby. Yaomi has brothers. We will all protect you

Xiuying's voice was hoarse, and she encircled Feng's waist and wept again.

It's good for her to keep up with her third uncle, so that at least she can see him, instead of the cold-blooded third uncle in the dream!

Feng held her daughter in her arms, and her mood could not be calmed down for a long time. Several big girls in the room were also stunned. Feng called several girls to her side and warned them to shut up when she was excuse to watch lunch. None of these words can be passed on today.

Although it is a dream, it is unknown, but also so true, Xiu Ying described the details clearly. If it is spread out, I'm afraid it will do harm to Xiuying's reputation.

The girls were trembling.

At noon, Feng was relieved. Xiuying had a good appetite after she complained about her melancholy resentment. Yesterday, she didn't get a grain of rice in the evening. She only had a mouthful of porridge in the morning, which would have eaten half a bowl of bijimi. Feng was very happy.

After a meal, zhi'er will give the soup to Xiuying. Xiuying was also quick, and drank it all in one breath, so bitter that her brows were knotted.

Zhi son will save a box of preserved fruit presented up, she quickly pinched a plum to the mouth. This gap, Zhi son thought, then in her ear whispered: "girl, this is the third master sent, three ye can worry about you."

Xiuying action a meal, the heart is sour, but the next moment hand again to pinch a put in the mouth: "put the head of the bed a few high on it."

When the afternoon is about to use dinner, zhi'er is frightened to find that the preserved fruit box is empty. Xiuying: the preserved fruit is so sweet that it will lose its teeth.

Shen Jun smile: I also want to taste sweet.

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