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Zhao Yao laughed at himself and shook his head: "what I said is true. When I was a child, my family was strict. I learned to learn that everyday. When I looked at the children who could play freely, I was extremely envious. I thought that when I grew up, I could live my own life and pursue what I wanted. But when I grow up, I know that the world of adults is bound by countless constraints. I have already cut out the wings of your dreams. I have no choice at all. I always struggle with how to go in the end, but I can't change the ending in the end. Do you think it's ridiculous

"Just like those who think that there will be gains from hard work, they finally find that hard work is possible, not necessarily. I am the one with the worst luck. After hard work, I can only face sorrow."

Sikong Banyu looked at Zhao yaotou buried very low, as if in memory of his own painful days, emitting a kind of depression and sadness.

"Nine out of ten people are unhappy in life, only two or three people can talk to others. What you can't choose is not you alone, but everyone's common fault, so you are not lonely, are you? "

"Maybe you feel that your limited life seems so boring and powerless. However, when you have absolute freedom to be a person who takes the sky as the quilt and the ground as the bed, you will know how warm the lights are when you pass by, while you in the dark are so cold and lonely. "

Zhao Yao raised her head and saw that the dim light of the road was shining on the side of Sikong Banyu, which made her feel vaguely. It was like Sikong Banyu and himself were the same kind of people.

"Don't you have a happy day?" Zhao Yao asked.

Sikong half language shook his head: "I don't know what happiness is, because I can't remember. I don't know what is going on. My brain is often in a blank, only when I encounter certain specific things, the brain will jump out of the corresponding useful things. But I feel, before I should be a person filled with sadness, just like you, so you don't have to feel lonely, because there is my kind with you

He patted himself on the chest and said with a smile.

"The same kind? I remember the philosopher Nietzsche said that people who are alone are not lonely, but they can't find their own kind. I feel that you are such a person, aren't you? " Zhao Yao looks at Sikong Banyu quietly. Before that, she always thought that Sikong Banyu was calm and calm, and would never take anything to heart. Now I suddenly feel that he is just hiding his loneliness in the place that others can't see. He is the real loner.

"Oh? This is very reasonable. If I can't find my own kind, who is my kind? I feel like I've had one of my kind, but who? " Si Kong Half language thought of here, suddenly felt the heart like a knife, that feeling, he could not say clearly. Ask but not? lose after having got it? Or they hide a sad memory.

"Who is it? Who is it? Why can I feel a kind of difficult heartache? Why? " Sikong Banyu put his hand on the heart, his eyes were full of confusion, and his eyes were full of struggle, as if something was preventing him from thinking of something.

"Sikong Banyu, what's wrong with you? Are you sick? " Zhao Yao looks at Sikong Banyu. Suddenly, he looks like this. He is very frightened. He helps Sikong Banyu to ask for help.

"Who is it? Who is it? What I should remember, I feel like I should remember, I won't forget, who is it? " Sikong half language face, have become some ferocious, he tried to think, even if the heart pain is incomparable, but he felt that this pain is not enough to stop him from remembering something or someone.

"Don't Don't think about it. If you don't remember it, you can't remember it! Don't think about it. " Zhao Yao looks at Sikong Banyu's painful appearance. He holds him in his arms and cries with worry. She didn't know what Sikong Banyu had in mind or his past, but when she saw how miserable he looked, she felt very flustered. She thought that the harm could be transferred to her own body and bear it for him.

"Qingming Yes, that's the name. It's her Her name is Han Qingming, she is my kind, I remember, is her. But... " In the mind of Sikong Banyu, a strange and familiar name jumps into his mind after he is suffering from pain and suffering A name that he had not heard of, but felt that he had been familiar with hundreds of thousands of years. It was portrayed in his heart and could never forget it.

However, after the name appeared, there was no information any more. Any memory about this person turned into a piece of white paper. No matter how deeply he searched, there was no trace.

"Cold and green? Who is this? Do you remember? " Zhao Yao straight up, tears blurred at the sight of Sikong half language gradually return to normal, this just relieved tone.

Sikong half language shook his head: "no, there is only one name. I feel very familiar with it. I know this is the only one of my kind before, but I can't remember any memory of this person. okay? Why are you crying? "

Looking at the tearful man in front of him, Sikong half language reached out and gently wiped the tears on Zhao Yao's face."Did I just scare you?" he whispered? I'm sorry, I don't know what's going on. All of a sudden, I have a feeling that I have to think of this name. Sorry, don't cry. I'm here. It's OK

Zhao Yao looked at Sikong Banyu, his loving eyes, his fingers gently sliding the temperature of his cheek. His heart throbbed. For the first time, he felt that kind of tender care and love.

She threw herself into the arms of Sikong Banyu and leaned against his chest, feeling the warm feeling. It was as if at this moment, even if the sky fell, she would not care. As long as Sikong Banyu was around and leaned on this chest, everything would be meaningless.

"Hold me, will you?" Zhao Yao whispered.

Sikong half language looked down at this frightened kitten, curled up in his arms Zhao Yao, people can not help but pity the heart, the hand slowly climbed up Zhao Yao's waist, gently hugged her. Two people so quietly holding, like two people lost in the lost corner, in each other holding warm.

Under the dim yellow light, the shadows of these two people were stretched, and they merged into each other. They crossed the blue stone slab of the path and fell into the water surface of the small lake with slight ripples.

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