Bai Yanran closed her eyes gently, and there were a few tears in the corner of her eyes. When she was a child, she could only look at her mother's picture and recall her face. Now she is big and becomes more sad. She doesn't dare to look at the photos. She only remembers her mother with some subtle feelings.
"Miss, would you like to collect the sunflowers for you?"
Liu Ma asked Bai Yanran. Naturally, Liu Ma is very clear about the story behind the sunflower. After all, it leads to one sad story after another. If you put it here, it will only lead to sadness.
"Don't put it away. Help me find a vase to put them all in. This family should have a little bit of fresh look. If this is a very sunny day, our family also needs a bit of sunshine. Besides, my mother likes this flower very much. If she knows that the Taoist family has this flower now, maybe she will sneak back to me in the evening See me in my dream
Sunflower still reminds Bai Yanran of the last trace of memory in her heart, but Bai Yanran does not want to escape as before. It is useless to escape from the facts. Escaping will only make yourself and the people around you more painful. Facing the facts honestly is the solution to the problem.
After all, those who have left the world will never come back, and those who still live in this world can not be made more miserable because those who have left will inevitably appear more selfish.
What is left should only be beautiful things, and what is left can only be better memories. Those who have left should not give more pain to those who have left. Those who have left should also cherish the things in front of them, and do not go too far to pursue the past memories.
"Ah! It seems that the young lady has already wanted to open her mind. Since she is willing to put these sunflowers at home, it will be better. After all, how beautiful the flowers look! If they are placed in the living room, they will add a little color. "
Liu's mother was more gratified to see Bai Yanran saying so. After all, she never wanted to face herself before. Her father and mother had passed away. She lied to herself every day that her parents had lost a long way to travel. Although it may take a lot of time, she will surely come back to her side and grow up with her 。
But as a result, Bai Yanran is now an adult, and her parents still haven't come back. There is no earth shaking change in everything. When the sun should rise in the morning, the sun still rises as usual. At night, when the sun was about to set, the sun went down the mountain from the West.
Everything in this world has not changed because of the disappearance of some people. Everything is in a step-by-step manner. If you are still immersed in sadness and can't be separated, the final bitter thing is still your own heart. No one will find out how hard your heart is. Only you know how painful your heart is.
"Don't put it in the living room, put it all in my bedroom. I want to watch them sleep every day. I want to see them in the morning when I open my eyes. I want to take good care of them. It would be better if I could let them stay in my bedroom for a long time."
Bai Yanran seems to have completely let go of this matter, and asked to keep all these sunflowers in his bedroom. After all, although he walked out of the sadness, the pain of his son's death was not so easy to ease. He didn't want to cause his grandfather to be excessively sad. After all, he was an old man and would not show any special sadness in front of everyone.
Every time when we asked him that he was not sad, he would smile and say, after all, he is also a person who wants to go west. In the near future, he will leave behind all the good things in this world selfishly, and then go to seek the happiness of another world.
In fact, old man Bai does not want to leave this beautiful world. The most important thing is that he can't let go of some people around him. Although Bai Yanran is over 20 years old, he still doesn't know how to take care of himself like a child. When he is wronged, he still complains and cries.
Like such a spoiled child, how can the white man bear to put her directly in the back of his mind and ignore her.
"Miss, are you afraid that the master will be sad when he looks at it? In fact, the master has already let go of this matter. After all, he is also an old man now. Many things are still open-minded and won't get entangled too much. But the master has been very worried that the young lady can't get out of the shadow. He won't see the young lady as she is now. There should be no need to worry about it. "
Liu Ma seems to know everything about the family. Although the white man seems to have put his heart down on the surface, but actually whether he has put it down in his heart or not, no one knows. The white man is never willing to put some emotional problems on the lips, and others will not say it.
But sometimes it doesn't mean that there is no such thing. On the surface, the white man looks happy and free and easy, but in fact, how sad he is in his heart, or whether his heart has been completely relieved, no one knows.
The white master's own heart may not be able to guarantee that he will not think about the past things, after all, he is a close relative, and is not a time to dilute the feelings.
"I don't know if my grandfather will tangle with this matter, but I don't want his old man to fall into this kind of sadness again. When you take it in, you should put it in a black bag. Don't let grandfather see it. When you enter my room, you should be careful."Bai Yan Ran ordered again, the sunflower finally into the home or to be more cautious.
"Yanran, I'll send you other flowers next time. Although you tell me that you like this sunflower very much, I always feel that you are not that kind of sunflower."
Lu he is sorry, but he doesn't know how to explain it.
"It doesn't matter. Now I'll send me sunflowers. I like them. When I ask my grandfather next time, if he agrees, I'd like to plant sunflowers all over the yard."
Bai Yanran looks like nothing has happened. It seems that in a moment, an idea can put all the previous sadness behind, but this is very normal. After all, people should go to the sunny place, stay in the dark place more, and their heart will become very negative energy.
"Young master, you don't have to feel embarrassed. After all, you don't know about these things, and no one has ever mentioned them to you. But you can't blame us for not mentioning them to you. In fact, in the past, some occasions could not mention these things."
Liu Ma tried to use her ability to explain Lu He.