That night, Shen Ke drank too much again, but it was not as serious as last time.
He stumbled in and knew that he turned on the basement light from outside, opened the door and sat at the door. Then he was dazed at the door and didn't look at me.
I thought he lost consciousness again, and crept close to him, like stepping over his body. Maybe I could run away.
The last time Wei Sheng Yang and an Liang came to save me, the incident happened suddenly, and I didn't think much about it. Because I was afraid that Shen Ke would hurt Bai He, I volunteered to stay.
Later, after repeated thinking, I came up with a better solution.
If I can escape successfully and exchange myself for Bai He, Shen Ke will be willing to let Bai he go.
Although at that time my own ending did not change, but I can guarantee that white lotus is safe.
At that time, he doesn't have white lotus as his card. I can think of another way, so I don't have any worries. Otherwise, white lotus is in his hands, and I don't dare to act rashly.
So now, if I have a chance, I have to find a way to run.
With this in mind, I was about to step over him, but he suddenly said, "you can't run away. I've locked all the doors and windows. You can't get out."
I, "..." He knows what I think.
I cough, "I just want to go to the bathroom..."
"You just want to run, I know." He was sure that the air of drunkenness was around him. Unexpectedly, he was still sober when he was so drunk.
"Nanfeng, sit next to me and talk to me."
I'm not going to sit because I'm standing still. He's going to touch me again, and I'm going to have nausea.
As if he knew what I thought, he added, "don't worry, I won't touch you."
Now that he has said that, I will not be hypocritical. Anyway, I can't run away. It doesn't matter if I follow him, so that he won't jump up and go crazy.
"You say it." I said.
He turned to look at me, eyes full of deep feeling, "I take suan'an as your substitute, but I can't do it to you, cruel heart," he laughed at himself, "for example, I'm not willing to lock you."
I rolled my eyes and said, "Oh, I thought you forgot that you did it on purpose. Should I thank you?"
He was indifferent to my sarcastic tone and continued, "in fact, I have been particularly worried since your body died. I'm worried that if I die later, I won't be with you."
"That's good." I was so excited that if I didn't worry that he would be angry with me, I would shout to him, "that's great! This is the best news I've received today. "
He looked at me and stopped talking. His eyes seemed to see something else through me.
You're not angry, are you?
"In the future, you're going to heaven, and people like me..." He laughed at himself again, "but he can only go to hell..."
"Don't you believe in ghosts?"
"I didn't believe it, but when I saw you, a dead person could come back to life, and my consciousness went from one body to another, I seemed to believe it, and I was even more afraid..." He leaned his head against the door frame, looking very melancholy and tired. He seemed to be talking, "what can I do? If I can't see you in the future, what can I do?" South wind I really love you... "
"South wind I really love you... " Listen to this, I almost didn't spit it out.
Shen Ke, the most scum men in the world don't have your scum! How can you say such a thing without shame?
You killed me! And about to kill me!
My God!
"Do you regret killing me?"
He suddenly raised his head and looked at me, with a fragile expression on his face, "I regret it. This is the most regretful thing that Shen Ke has ever regretted! Really? Nanfeng, I don't know what pain is until you die! "
I blinked, feeling that I suddenly saw hope, "then you have to kill me a second time, you can let me go, I will not disappear from your world."
His eyes blurred for a while, and finally shook his head, "no way. I do this for Yao Yao, and I believe you are willing to sacrifice for her. "
"I don't want to."
"You will!" He raised his tone, but also to convince himself, "I'm all for Yao Yao. If Bai Tao is still alive, I'd rather have another operation to replace her heart. I really don't want to hurt you, Nanfeng. After all, I love you so much."
I turned my eyes and looked at the ceiling. I didn't want to say a word.
You are going to kill me after all, then your love and reluctant to give up is a fart?!
Not a fart!
Shen Ke looked at me. He should be expecting my response. He always wanted to hear me admit that I was voluntary.It's the height of self deception.
Without waiting for my reply, he was relatively calm, not as emotional as before. He just sighed and looked very sad, "Nanfeng, don't blame me..."
I blame you! I don't blame you. Who?
"After you die, Bai He is your aunt and the mother of this body. I will ask people to take good care of her. I think now I know that her mental illness is also pretended?"
I don't need your kindness.
Biting teeth, I still don't trust the mouth, "if I die, promise me, let white lotus go, she is useless to you."
Shen Ke stood up, still a little unsteady, didn't speak, just closed the door with his backhand.
It seems that he is saying to himself, "I will leave the light on, too dark environment is not good for your eyes."
I, "..." What memorial archway are you building?
……
Because of the experience of the previous operation and Shen Yao's condition, the operation was arranged very quickly.
That day, I was taken out by Shen Ke, a little surprised, until he tied my hands from the back, and then took me to the car. He said, "I'll take you to the hospital, we'll have an operation later."
On hearing this, I suddenly felt a pain in my heart.
When the car started, looking at the scenery of rapid retrogression on both sides, I seemed to have felt my own death.
It's not true to say I'm not afraid. I'm so upset.
I feel I'm sorry for God's new life. I still have too many things to finish.
Including not solving your last physical death.
Including my father, whom I haven't seen for a long time, who lost two daughters in a row. The white haired man sent the black haired man. Twice, he must be very sad. I haven't visited him
It also includes not getting along well with Wei Shengyang and having a good love with him.
All of a sudden, I'm so sad.
I'm not a crying person, but this time, when Shen Ke drove the car into the hospital, he suddenly felt tears blur his eyes.