Third floor
God knows how much courage it takes to jump from the third floor.
But now, this is the only way for me.
I climbed up the window and took a last look at the alarm clock on the desk. It was 13:18.
I think I must remember this time, if I really die, then this is my last minute in the world.
Then I stood up trembling, the wind blowing, I feel my body shaking.
Although the third floor is not very high, but when you are high, you just step forward, you will fall, fall to pieces, you will feel very scared.
Although I'm not afraid of heights, I'm still afraid of heights.
"An'an!" The door of the room was suddenly pushed open with great strength. Gu Muyang rushed over in a panic, pushed the door open and looked at me in surprise, "what are you doing? Come down quickly!"
His eyes were full of fear, and he still looked afraid of me jumping.
However, it was because of his sudden rush that I almost missed the window frame and almost fell down.
Now I haven't made up my mind whether to jump or not. The main reason is that I fell down without any psychological preparation because I was scared by him. Maybe it was really cool.
"Ann! Come down He looked at me and came towards me. Although he had not come to me yet, I had thought of the way he pulled me down rudely and forced me to have an operation.
I squeezed the window frame tightly and yelled, "stop, don't come here!"
"Well, well, I stopped," he stopped, his eyes clearly flustered, but his words sounded so gentle, "an an. That top is too dangerous. Come here quickly, but once the third floor falls down, it may die. If it doesn't die, it may also fall into a very serious injury. It may be massive internal bleeding, or it may break its arm and leg. If it faces the ground first, it will definitely die, so you come down first. Let's discuss what you have
"Don't move towards me. I see you moving. Do you think I'm stupid?"
"No, I'm just worried that your hand will slip down. I want to hold you." He said, I still see his step is very light, and then slowly moving towards me.
It made me feel dangerous, and then I directly associated with the scene of him grabbing me to open my head.
"I said don't move! If you move forward, I'll jump down immediately, and you'll wait to collect the body for me! " I really want to jump.
"I won't move!" He yelled, emphasizing, "as long as you don't jump, I won't move. I do what I say!" Maybe he was too afraid of me jumping down, so he didn't move. Although he was sitting in a tense posture, he didn't move at all.
I pick eyebrow, "how can you happen to appear at the door."
"I'll take you..." He paused. "I just wanted to see you, and then I saw you standing on the windowsill through the open door, and rushed over."
"You're actually here to take me to surgery, Gu Muyang. Don't you say that you love Su an an? If you really love her, why don't you respect her choice, why do you want to open her head? "
He was stunned by my question and shook his head. "Ann, you have to believe me. Even if my head is open, even if I do something to your brain, I will never hurt you. I am for you."
"I don't need you for my good! I just want to be healthy, I want to have a whole body
"I won't take anything away, I just want to give you something back." He was still very aggrieved, and then he kept staring at my heel, "An'an, what's the matter, you come down first, OK? As long as you come down, I'll promise you anything. I'm a man of my word. I've known you for a long time and I've never cheated you, have I? "
He even wanted to abduct me, thinking that I could believe him with his mouth?
You're kidding!
It's like he's so honest. If he was so honest, he wouldn't bring me here and force me to have a craniotomy.
So this person just looks gentle, in fact, ah! a beast in human clothing!
"Ann, hold on a little. I'm really afraid you'll fall. Do you know? I'm scared to death. My heart is about to jump out. Don't scare me, I beg you. " This sentence is sincere and should be true.
But really not really, it doesn't matter to me, and not only he is afraid, but I am also afraid of falling, OK?
My love, he lost only a lover, and I lost but a life ah, my life on a life!
"Don't just look at me, you'll say something, or will you come down first?" He stressed again and again that he wanted me to come down.
I shook my head and didn't talk nonsense to him. "I don't want to do craniotomy. I've never lied to you. I'm not suan'an anymore. Can you understand me?""Yes, of course I can understand you!" He answered without hesitation.
It sounds so insincere.
I smile, "can you do craniotomy without me?"
He pauses, as if struggling in pain, pursing his lips and not speaking.
I let go, holding the two hands of the window frame to do a show hand action to him, "forget it, I think I'd better jump down, I don't think I believe you very much."
I was not so afraid of this action, but he was scared. He subconsciously wanted to rush forward and hold me. Then he remembered that I would not let him come, and then he stopped and stood there nervously, "you believe me, ANN, I promise you, I said I would answer you!"
"No craniotomy, right?"
"No!"
"I don't believe it!" I turned my head and jumped as soon as I gritted my teeth.
It's hard to describe the feeling of the body flying fast in the air, confused and helpless, and then mixed with a lot of unspeakable things.
Maybe everything, but no regret.
I don't know if I will die in this jump, but I still have a hope to live, and relatively speaking, if I am pulled by him to do craniotomy, that may be the most frightening thing for me.
Of course, I'm not suicidal, but I know that Gu Muyang really loves An'an, so he won't let me go.
He coaxed me out, and then he would still have a craniotomy on me. His words are not believable at all.
"An'an -"
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