I moved back little by little. "No, no one can hurt my child!"
"Miss Su, even if you don't study medicine, you must know something about it. These things you have experienced are likely to cause an unsound child. Are you really willing to raise an unsound child for a lifetime? Or are you willing to let him die early? Then you will be more sad. The young master told me that when he did this, he didn't want to see you sad in the future. In fact, he was taking care of you! "
I held my stomach tightly, turned my head obstinately, and moved back towards the room a little bit.
"Ann, you let me hold you!" Gu Muyang rushed over and tried to help me back to my room, but I pushed him away.
Then continue to paranoid back, he seems to still want to catch up, so I look back at him, "if you step forward, then I will die in front of you, you know I can say it."
Of course, it's bluffing to say that. I just don't want him to come after me.
I want to be quiet, and don't ask me who is quiet!
I went back to my room, locked the door, climbed up to the bed and shrunk myself into a small ball.
I heard someone's footsteps walking in the corridor, and then stopped at my door. From my body shape, I can be sure it was Gu Muyang.
He didn't push the door in. Although my door is usually unlocked, he just knocked twice and asked softly, "Ann, are you asleep?"
I didn't speak.
"Ann, I don't want to hurt you. Are you willing to try to believe me once? You won't regret it. I promise you'll have better children in the future, OK? "
No
My body is shivering, but I have put myself into a ball, it is difficult to add a little heat to my body, I just feel ice all over.
The world is so cold.
"I know you didn't sleep. May I come in and have a chat with you?" He asked softly.
He still didn't receive my reply, then waited for a while, sighed, turned and left.
This night, I was full of thoughts, and then I had insomnia again. I covered my stomach. Although I couldn't touch him, I could feel him.
My baby, mom loves you, but mom doesn't know how to protect you.
Until the next day, Gu Muyang came to me again, maybe my appearance looked too haggard, or maybe my dark circles betrayed me, so he looked at me with great pain, "how can you not sleep?"
I clenched the quilt, pointed to the door, "you go out."
"I just want to communicate with you."
"You go out."
"Why don't you try to have a few words with me
"You go out!" I growled.
Gu Muyang stood looking at me for a while, good spleen airway, "eat something, or the body can't stand it."
"I said, you go out!"
Gu Muyang had to turn around and walk away. Then I heard him standing at the door chatting with the maid.
"Young master, is Miss Su in a bad mood?"
"Well, try to make her eat more. She's getting worse and worse. I'm worried."
The maid answered and asked, "is it because of the child? Does Miss Su know that you are going to kill his child?"
I didn't hear Gu Muyang's answer, but the maid continued, "anyway, we all think that it's better for Miss Su to kill the child. Don't tangle like this, young master. Take action as soon as possible. Otherwise, the child will grow older and older, and Miss Su will feel particularly painful when she is operated again."
I've seen this maid several times. Before, I thought she was nice and kind. Now I think she's the most annoying person in the world.
Then I heard the sound of Gu Muyang leaving, followed by the sound of the maid entering the door. She handed me the porridge and looked at me like no one else. She said, "Miss Su, would you like something to eat?"
I looked up at her, but she looked at me very distressed, "you look really haggard, first eat something?"
I took her porridge and threw it on the floor.
She was startled and looked at me in surprise. I was like taking an oath and looking at her solemnly, "no one can hurt my child, no one can!"
She bit her lip, sighed and picked it up without saying anything to refute it.
I can see that she felt from the bottom of her heart that she was helping me, and I also felt from the bottom of my heart that she was hurting me.
Maybe even the words she just said outside the door were unintentional.
But the speaker has no intention, the listener has intention.
That afternoon, the corridor heard a lot of people's rapid footsteps, I felt the danger, and then I gritted my teeth and climbed up the windowsill again.Sure enough, those messy footsteps stopped at the door of my room, and then there was a knock on the door, "Ann, are you resting?"
"Yes, I'm resting."
"I have something very important to tell you. Can I open the door and come in?"
"I said I was resting and I didn't want to be disturbed."
"You know I have the key to your room in my hand. I came in." After the sound of the jingle of the key, the door was pushed open. Gu Muyang was the first one who came in, and then a group of doctors and nurses behind him were looking inside.
Gu Muyang looked at me sitting on the windowsill and was startled, "an an, how can you get on the windowsill again? What do you want to do? "
"I know what you're doing with these people. As I said, no one can hurt my child. If you want to take me away by force, then my child and I will die in front of you."
"Don't be so extreme. You've fallen once. Don't you know how painful it is?"
"This time I don't want to experience pain, I just want to experience death." I tried to hold the window frame and let myself stand up little by little.
Gu Muyang frightened appearance, "An'an, you come down first."
"You promised me not to try to kill my child any more."
"I'll promise you anything you say!"
I roared, "you promise me, you must make it clear word by word, you say you won't hurt my child again!"
"Well, I won't hurt your child any more!"
He came forward, carefully want to catch me, "I promised you, you quickly down ah."
I looked at him, and when he looked at me, his anxiety had been written on his face.
He was so worried that I would die, but he always forced me to do things I didn't want to do. He would not compromise until I threatened with death.
"Gu Muyang, if you try to do something to hurt my child, I will die in front of you, I swear."