Have you ever experienced despair? Despair is like going to heaven and then going to the bottom.
Yes, that's how I feel now.
Weishengyang is my hope, and then I watched my hope dragged away.
"Ah -" I tried to make a sound with my mouth open, but I failed.
The maid had already got up from the bed, went over and closed the door, then squatted down and pulled me out from under the bed, "Miss Su, it was too urgent and impolite just now."
It's no use apologizing to me!
I didn't expect that the maid looked so weak. She picked me up from the ground, put me on the bed and went out.
I can still hear the outside sound in my ear. It's messy. It seems that there is the voice of Wei Shengyang and his mother.
But because it's so messy outside, I can't hear what they're saying.
Anyway, it seems that he and his mother talked a lot, and then I fell asleep like this. When I woke up again, it was the next day.
Everything around me is the same as yesterday. If the maid didn't say "Miss Su, I'm really sorry last night, I'm also helpless", which proves that what happened last night is true. Otherwise, I might have thought that what happened last night was just a dream for me.
I sighed, and I had no reason to blame her. All she did was because of her duty.
"Did your young master stay here last night?"
The maid hesitated for a moment and replied truthfully, "well, the young master lives upstairs, and he has been looking for someone since he woke up in the morning. Although he didn't say from the beginning to the end who he was looking for, we all know he was looking for you."
My hands were a little tense, and I felt my hope rise again.
Although my relationship with Wei Shengyang is very delicate, I also think that if I can contact him, it may be my only chance to leave here.
Well, anyway, let's get out of this kind of life.
I have been imprisoned for a long time, from one place to another, and now I have changed to a third place. I hate this kind of life from my heart.
"Miss Su, do you want to eat? I'll bring it to you." She said.
I shook my head and for the first time said, "no, I'll go to your restaurant."
If I go out, I may meet him, and if I meet him, I may leave.
But the maid was so keen, "no, Miss Su, madam has already stressed to us that you can't go out. Your temporary range of activities can only be in this room, but when the young master leaves, you will be free, so you shouldn't have to worry about it for a long time."
I helped my forehead. Although I felt lost, I didn't feel surprised.
I sat in the room bored, after eating, I sat in front of the window and looked down, but I didn't see Wei Shengyang.
I think he should have been in the villa all the time and didn't leave.
"I'm really bored. Can you give me something to relieve my boredom?"
"You can watch TV."
I shook my head. "If I want to watch the store, I won't ask you to. I have a headache watching TV. They are too noisy."
The maid looked at me confused, and I chose to give her some express, "give me some magazines, newspapers, all right."
The maid didn't refuse this time. Soon there were many new magazines and newspapers in front of me.
Then in the maid's eager eyes, I had no choice but to drive her out.
Then I went back to the window and cut the newspapers and magazines into small pieces. It was really troublesome to fold a thousand paper cranes, so I folded one boat after another. After folding, I threw these boats down the window all the time.
I don't know if Wei Shengyang will see it, but what if he sees it? What if he remembers my favorite boat folding?
I was so tireless from morning to night, the open space downstairs was almost full of boats, I saw that even when the maid came to clean at noon, they all stopped and looked up at me suspiciously.
Fortunately, she didn't say anything. After sweeping, she left. Then I threw down all the boats that had just been folded and covered the open space below again.
Weishengyang, if you are here, if you look down quietly, can you see these boats?
Even when the maid asked me to eat in the evening, I was not interested. I just folded the boats wholeheartedly and let them out. I was looking forward to seeing Wei Shengyang, hoping that he would come to see me soon.
Then, Lorraine appeared in my room, she looked at me, eyes full of criticism, "I heard my girlfriend say you didn't eat at night."
"I don't have much appetite.""You have to eat without appetite. You can have no appetite, but the child in his stomach can't have no appetite. He needs nutrition now, so even if he doesn't like to eat any more, you have to eat something." Her tone is mild, but the meaning is so strong.
I finally turned to look at her, "no appetite is no appetite. It's no use forcing me. Do you want people to put things in my mouth and then force them into my stomach? In that case, kill me. " I also said impolitely.
She looked at me, not sad or happy in her eyes, "I heard my girlfriend say that you've been standing here folding a paper boat all day. Do you want Wei Shengyang to see it? You give up. He won't see it. "
"Madame, no matter who you talk to, don't say so absolutely."
She chuckled, the laughter is so good, who let her be such a woman who is full of charm.
"You may not know that Wei Shengyang left in the morning. In the morning, before you got up, Wanyan called to say that she had a nightmare last night and Wei Shengyang went back. So why do you have so much useless work here?"
That's what it looks like.
All of a sudden, when I received the truth, it seemed that I fell from heaven to hell again, and the whole person was not good.
As a result, he did not have the strength of the paper folding boat. He leaned on the chair, rubbed his forehead, pursed his lips and did not speak.
It seems that it's almost impossible to expect Wei Shengyang to come to me and let me escape. Then it's possible that
I still have to get in touch with the outside world, no matter who, as long as I can get in touch.