He put his hands together and steadily gripped the kitchen knife. Later on, my master told me that this move was called "Kid Guan Yin", and I even teased him for it. At such a young age, he still called himself a boy, and he said seriously, "Of course I'm a boy, isn't it possible for the old boy to do that?"

His master controlled Xia Yu's sabre, and Xia Yu pulled it back with a ferocious expression, but he couldn't move it. His master sent a kick flying and Xia Yu curled up on the ground, looking like he wouldn't be able to get up.

I instantly let out a breath of relief. Seeing that my master was here, I felt relieved and a sense of fatigue washed over me. I sat down on the ground and said, "Master, you don't know how dangerous it was just now. His Master said, "I was in too much of a hurry to chase it out. All the magic tools are in the house. I'll go in and get them. Watch over this kid." After saying that, he pointed at Xia Yu and ran back.

At this moment, I didn't notice that a black shadow had quietly attached itself to his body. Xia Yu stood up behind me, and when I noticed him, he had already run in front of me and kicked me in the chest. I suddenly felt like I was hit by a truck, my chest felt stuffy, my vision went black, and I fainted.

In my coma, I thought back to the dream I had on the train, the two giant birds attacking the golden dragon, which seemed even clearer this time. I could even see the scales of the golden dragon glowing golden, and the claws of the giant bird were like knives, slicing the golden dragon's body full of wounds.

Why should I feel guilty? Why regret? I couldn't figure it out. It seemed like I was very close, but at the same time, very far away. I slowly sank into the darkness.

When I woke up, I was on a kang, so familiar with the warm feeling. An old lady came over and sat beside me, saw that I had woken up, and lovingly caressed my head. "Wake up, Wenwen." I rubbed my head and asked, "Grandmother, what time is it?" Grandma said, "It's already 9 PM."

I said, "I have to learn." I don't want to miss out on such a chance. My name is Liu Qingwen, I am a third year student, and it's not even 2 months since the College Entrance Test, my parents have been divorced for many years, I am raised by my grandparents and have a good relationship with them. Although in school, there will be some students who will say that I'm a wild child without parents, but I have never been angry, because my grandfather told me that it's because he's bad for himself, so I have never been angry.

I had a cold for a few days, so I took three days off. The teacher gave me a break because of my good grades, and even told me to take a good rest, so I could get up to study in the next three days. I just lay there for a while because I couldn't stand it anymore.

Originally, I was wholeheartedly devoted to studying, but a sudden disaster completely destroyed my already fragile family. The house that my grandparents and I lived in was originally outside of the demolition zone, but the demolition team said that they wanted to tear down our house, even if they didn't want to.

This is simply kidnapping, forcing my grandparents to wash their faces with tears every day. Seeing that I was about to take the college entrance exam, this matter started to arise. Almost every day, people would come to my house to harass me, threatening my grandparents to break them down if I didn't move them away.

That day, another person came. Moreover, it wasn't a staff member, but a bunch of gangsters. He pointed a stick at my grandfather's nose and cursed him, "You old scoundrel, you didn't leave any coffins? You're here!" Looking at me, General Xie smiled and said in Huang Shiren's tone, "If you don't have any money, just use your granddaughter to repay the debt. Old Liu, anyway, you're going to die soon, once you die we'll push your house away and sell your granddaughter to the mountains. Why can't you sell her for 30,000 yuan?

My grandfather was so angry that his face turned red, he covered his chest and said, "You guys are just a bunch of animals, even Little Japan wasn't as fierce as you, there's no justice left in this world, I want to sue you to the court, I don't believe that no one will interfere."

When the leading gangster heard this, he got angry. He kicked grandpa to the ground, and seven or eight gangsters rushed over and beat grandpa up. Grandmother and I didn't even have a chance to stay.

This gang of hooligans ignored the fact that Grandpa was an old man in his late teens, with sticks and kicks, for a full ten minutes, until the shouting and crying attracted the attention of the neighbors, who then stopped and, on their way out of the house, spoke harshly. If they didn't take out the money within the next ten days, they would tear down the house.

After lying at home for three days, he passed away, and he couldn't close his eyes even after he died. Before Grandmother and I had finished crying and were still wearing our filial piety, that group of thugs came again, threw Granddad's black-and-white photo and bone ash urns into the ditch outside, and smashed the house that didn't have anything to do with it until we left.

Grandma couldn't stand the shock either. After comforting me to sleep the next night, she took a bottle of sleeping pills in her room and went with Grandpa. When I woke Grandma up the next morning, she was already stiff.

I just wished that I hadn't immediately decided to commit suicide. I sat in Grandma's room for the whole afternoon, and when I hung the rope on the beam, my neighbor, Aunt Wang, came in and saw me grabbing me like this, the kind Aunt Wang and her husband helped bury Grandma, but I couldn't get into school, Aunt Wang's son worked in the city, and Aunt Wang recommended me to work with Aunt Wang's son Fugui in the city. Wang Fugui was a few years older than me, so I was very grateful to Aunt Wang's family, and although I felt that my life wasn't good, I still had good people to help me, and I was filled with hope for the world.

First, I don't have a degree or two, so I don't have any skills. I can only work as a waitress in a restaurant. Aunt Wang's son is the head waiter, so he usually takes care of me.

That night, the only guests left at the restaurant were the customers. The other waiters left, Wang Fugui and I were the only ones left, the guests were getting happier and happier, they had no intention of leaving. I looked at my watch and it was almost 12, when the guests called out to the waiters in the private room, I went in, they did not speak and just stared at me while laughing. I had a feeling that there was something else in their eyes, something very similar to the eyes of the hoodlum who had killed my grandparents.

A potbellied middle-aged man said, "Waiter, why are the dishes here so salty? Look, how are we supposed to eat this? If we don't settle it, I won't pay." As I said that, I pointed to the table. They had been here for two hours already, so if there was a problem with the dishes, why didn't they say so earlier? They were obviously looking for trouble. Before I could finish, the middle-aged man said, "How about this, you drink all the wine in my cup and I'll forgive you. What do you think?"

When have I ever had a drink before, so I hurriedly refused to drink, the potbellied man tried to coerce me, as long as I had a drink he would give me money, the people beside him also agreed, but I saw that they were already too scared to speak loudly, the potbellied man became anxious and started shouting, Wang Ge, hearing that something was wrong, hurriedly ran over and entered the room, seeing that they were drinking more than me, Wang Ge smiled and said that he wanted to drink for me, the potbellied man was unhappy, saying: "Today I will let this little lady have a drink." I drank a glass of white wine and felt dizzy. Although my eyes could still open, but I couldn't control my body and just lay on the ground like a pile of mud, two guests came over and lifted my arms. I looked at Wang Ge with pleading eyes, but Wang Ge said that I would help her and came over to help me, after saying that, the man with a big belly slapped Wang Ge until he spun around in a circle, then he told Wang Ge that he would kill him if he dared to utter a sound, so Wang Ge could only watch as I was dragged away.

I felt a pang of despair, as if I knew something terrible was about to happen to me. They were carrying me into a small car, and as it sped by, I was caught in the middle, looking out the window at the traffic, the people walking back and forth, and they were laughing and laughing, but no one could see me so close, no one was helping me, are we not of the same world? We drove to a hotel, where these people took turns with me and left me in front of the hotel the next morning.

I didn't want to talk, so I just shook my head. Wang Ge had pretty much guessed it, so he could only sigh and say to me: "Ai, little sister, just bear with it. It's our fault for not being able to do it, but if you want to live, then you have to."

After Brother Wang left, I took a bath in Brother Wang's rental house and cried while taking a bath, but there were no tears or sounds. I cried because of my heart, why are there so many bad people in this world? I just want to live. Why is it so hard?

Ever since then, I have become depraved and met a lot of people in society. Every night, people would ask me out to meet them, and I would spend more and more time in places like nightclubs and KTV. Afterwards, I would be bewitched by so-called friends and become a lady.

After a long period of numbness, Brother Wang stopped asking me about it. After all, it was hard for others to stop a person from wanting to be nice, until one day, I met someone in the KTV, someone who made me want to live well, his name was Xia Yu, his smile was so enchanting, I deeply sank into his body, I found ways to get close to him, finally, under his friend's introduction, we met again, and cohabiting, those were the happiest days of my life, he didn't mind giving up on me, he treated me like a commodity, he was so gentle, I thought he loved me, or even thought it was a dream of mine.