CH 38

After talking and going back and forth again, Qin Lan started to cry again. But her cry was different, with a lot of resentment and dissatisfaction, and she seemed to want me to coax her.

I coaxed her: "I was wrong, I won’t sell your underwear, I was thinking about you. I thought of you first, and thought you were more open-minded."

In the end, she got angry again: " Open-minded? You mean I'm a slut, right?"

I said you don't misunderstand, I know you're not slutty, you were ashamed to death when I found you shaving your hair...

This was the wrong thing to say, Qin Lan had a volcanic eruption, red faced, she kicked me away: "Go!"

I'm so terrible, I don’t want to leave. Because Qin Lan was still angry, I had no choice but to leave.

Since she refused to sell panties, and I felt sorry for her, just forget about it.

I left this place and walked around, thinking about how to make money. I thought about writing articles to make money, but that would be too difficult, and now that Lin Yin Yin is obviously distancing herself from me, it's even more difficult without her guidance.

There is no doubt that selling underwear is the quickest way and very profitable. I walked around for a while, thinking hard but nothing came to mind.

Then I sat on a stone chair on the street, now Qin Lan is angry with me, my sister is still at home and dare not leave, what should I do?

I let out a long sigh after the pain, and when my head lifted, I found a pair of boots in front of me.

I was stunned and looked up. It turned out to be Qin Lan. She crossed her arms and tapped the ground with her boots: "What are you running for?"

I said you looked angry, I ran away because I didn't want to make you more angry.

She stepped on the stone chair and seemed to be still angry: "Damn bastard, I didn't say I won't help you!"

I could not help but be surprised, she grunted: "But I do not sell panties, it's disgusting!"

I also feel ashamed of myself, she has always been here to help me, I was always okay ask for help, and I have the gall to ask for her panties.

She looked at my face, sitting on a stone chair: "I’ll ask you a question, you have to answer honestly, or I will not help you."

I told her to tell me, she hummed again, and then said calmly: "If you have a girlfriend, who would you save if your girlfriend and sister fell into water at the same time?"

"Pfft!" I almost choked myself, Qin Lan's face got slightly red: "What the hell are you pffting for, hurry up and answer."

I said, what kind of question is this? I said I hadn't thought about having a girlfriend yet, and I feel too guilty about my sister right now, and I care more about her.

The corners of her mouth pursed up and she suddenly stood up, "I see you're falling in love with your sister, I am speechless."

I said stop talking nonsense, she kicked me: "You want panties, right? I'll get someone to get them off for you, however many you want."

I was stunned, wondering what she was going to do.

I then saw her make a phone call, and then said to go wait in the alley. I went with her and waited for about ten minutes or so, then five or six motorcycles drove up, and they were women's motorcycles.

I took a peek, there were about ten female hooligans, each one particularly attractive.

What's happening? They came in directly to find Qin Lan. Qin Lan didn't waste time: "I heard that you ran out of money recently, and you have no money to go karaoking."

The female hooligans were immediately embarrassed, were these Qin Lan's former friends? There are too many of them, right?

Qin Lan mocked them and then coldly grunted: "Leave your underwear and leave, I'll give you some money when I have time."

I was stunned, the group of female hooligans were also stunned, and then looked at Qin Lan oddly.

Qin Lan's face became a little weaker, but she was still quite cold: "Take it off, you don’t look half bad."

The gang of female hooligans looked at each other and started to take off their pants in shock and flattery.

In less than two minutes, more than ten pairs of underwear were taken off.

I was a little sick to my stomach, but also rejoiced, here we go, this'll be worth a lot, ah.

Qin Lan was about to vomit, so she walked away and waved at me: "Take it."

I lifted my clothes to form a pocket and let them drop their panties in. These hooligans aren't shy, they must be weird.

When I put away the panties they walked away puzzled, and got out of sight before they dared to open their mouths to talk about what happened.

Qin Lan squinted at me: "Satisfied? In the future they will come here every day to take off their underwear, and you will sell it."

These panties look pretty average, although I guess it probably won’t matter because the people who want this are just looking for something owned by a girl, so it should be fine.

I was so happy and said I’m satisfied, I still feel a little uneasy, selling someone else's panties.

She blinked her eyes and looked at me blankly: "What's the problem?"

I said I was conflicted, whether or not I should sell these. She stopped caring, snorted and left: "Hurry up, and get over it so you can come over, the weekend is almost gone, it's really annoying."

She likes being with me, and I'm very happy to be with her too. I said okay, I ran back to the landlord immediately, and threw a stack of underwear at him.

He was shocked, grabbed the panties and looked between them, and then was even more shocked: "Are these…..straight from the source?"

I said straight from the source, what do you mean? He swallowed his saliva: "It's unwashed."

He looked so lecherous that I couldn't stand it. I could not, I talked to him too much and felt like I wanted to vomit, I just did not look at him, said just take them, pay me, I have to go.

Without saying a word, he took out 840 yuan and gave it to me, his eyes full of joy and he looked like he just had a great bargain.  (TN: About 125$ USD)

I didn't want to stay a moment longer, but looking at him like this, it felt very strange, I thought a little more, and then narrowed my eyes: "This is unwashed shouldn't it be more expensive?"

He said no, no, there's just the flat price. This kid is not good at lying, I sneered: "Alright I'm not helping from now on, bye."

He got anxious and gave me another 400 yuan: "It's only 50 yuan more expensive, brother, I was wrong." (TN: About $60)

I reluctantly accepted it, took the money and left. 1,200 yuan in my hand! (TN: About $178 USD)

This is the first time I've earned money, although it is very disgusting and shameful, but I do not care, with the money I hurry home.

The first thing I did was to put the money directly in front of my parents, who were baffled, and my tone was calm: "I will pay for my sister's education, so don't worry about it."

They looked at each other, and my mother asked me where I got the money, and I said don't worry, it's from a legitimate source.

My father was a little angry, but he held back. My mother wanted to give the money back to me, and I shook my head and said no, I didn't need it.

They both then said nothing, and the mother wiped her tears again, and then put the money away.

I went to find Li Xin, she certainly does not want to stay at home, staying at home she is constantly on edge, always eating carefully, and I want to take her away.

I went to her room to find her, knocking gently on the door, she opened the door in a state of panic, and saw that it was me before she felt a little more at ease.

But our relationship is still unclear, my throat felt a little blocked, and I said hoarsely: "You can go back to school, the weekend is over."

She froze and couldn't help but look at her parents, and I said they agreed. She still looked at her parents, and her mother forced a smile and said to go back to school.

Li Xin instantly let out a long sigh of relief and left with me.

Both of us returned back in a hurry without bringing anything, and now we naturally leave empty-handed.

The two of us went to the roadside to wait for the bus. My heart is joyful, and I even want to laugh out loud, but standing next to Li Xin who did not say a word, all my feelings were hidden, I do not know how I should express myself.

Continuing to stand in silence, until the bus came we did not say a word, I peeked at her, and she seemed very uncomfortable, more uncomfortable than me, but her body never moved, as still as a tree.

I thought to myself what is she thinking about?

When I got into the car, there were many seats. Li Xin sat by the window and turned her head directly to look out the window. I wanted to sit next to her, but it felt very unnatural, so I sat behind her.

I still did not speak, the other people in the car were talking and blabbering, but Li Xin and I were silent, one in the front and one in the back.

I squeezed my seat, I should talk to her, now that everything has calmed down, did we not make up?

I took a deep breath, and was going to talk to her. Unexpectedly, the bus stopped suddenly, and I slammed my whole head forward and kissed her on the head. 

Then I sat back again, and Li Xin raised her hand and touched her head, shrinking back in fright.

Fuck!

My heart cursed, she could definitely feel it, I kissed her head.

I even smelled the scent of her hair at that moment.

I don't dare to talk to her, damn it, the damn bus.

The bus continued on its way and I became restless, this was a rare opportunity for us to be close to each other.

I tried to pluck up my courage, why not just say something? My fist clenched again, intending to speak again, only to have the bus stop and the conductor say that we had arrived at Takasu high school.

How the fuck did time go by so fast?

I'm so done,we’re at the school in the blink of an eye.

I got up dryly, I really didn't want to get off the bus, I was so lost and dead, I was so sad!

I had to leave my seat, and then passed the aisle next to Li Xin, I sighed in my heart, I had already walked over, Li Xin suddenly moved to the side and grabbed my sleeve.

I was stunned, she was still looking out the window, but her hand pulled me toward the empty seat next to her.

I sat down obediently, and now the two of us were at the same seat.

I don't know why my heart is beating so fast, she pulled me to sit here, is it because she doesn't want me to get off?

She leaned against the window, as if she didn't care about me, but she did pull me to sit.

My palms were sweating a little, my thighs were shaking and I looked forward, and then I noticed that Li Xin's hand was slowly coming over.

I was startled, and I went to grab it foolishly, but she shrank back in shock, her ears turning red.

I cursed myself silly, there is no way she could reach her hand over for me to hold it. There must be another purpose.

But now my mind is starting to wander and I can't understand what she's up to.

I estimated that Takasu High School was approaching, so I got even more anxious.

Li Xin's little hand reached out again, and this time I didn't grab it, anxiously thinking about her intentions.

Her palms were spread very flat, and her white palms were all sweaty, and she tried to spread them flat on the seat.

I have a flash of inspiration, isn’t this an invitation to write on her hand.

This must be the case, both of us are not good at talking, writing is naturally the best option.

I squeezed my trembling fingers and then lowered my head to write on her palm.

She couldn't stand the tickle, her fingers were flexing slightly, and I carefully wrote the words: You can go work part-time and leave our parents.

After writing these words my fingers were sweating on her palm, and I don't know if she understood.

I looked at her and saw her nodding gently.

I was very pleasantly surprised, but also very depressed. Damn, we can't speak to each other, ah…

But this is good, at least we do not have to face each other.

Then Li Xin flexed her fingers and tapped on the seat, I froze and thought to stretch my palm over to flatten it out.

She turned her head back, but hung it very low. The bus sped up and the autumn breeze from the window disturbed her hair, and I thought she was so pretty, just like a lotus flower.

The palm of my hand began to itch as her tiny fingertips glided in my hand, and I didn't dare distract myself from feeling her words carefully.

It was a very strange feeling of touch, her hand was still a little cool, soft and small. It was so ticklish that I wanted to laugh, but she started to write.

I felt it: I will write to you.

My palm was still flat, thinking she was done writing, but I didn't expect her to add one more word: “Brother.”

As soon as she finished, Takasu High School arrived, and as soon as the bus stopped, Li Xin walked past with her head down and went out quickly. I gently held the palm of my hand, which still has the warmth left by Li Xin: I will write to you, brother.