Chapter 13

Chapter 13

[Changing Futures (2)]

It was darkness.

There was a pungent smell of blood on the ground.

His shoes were unrecognizable in the stagnant puddle.

His hands were stained with black blood. Drops of blood dripped from his fingertips onto the puddle.

In that moment, Eunha realized.

This was purgatory. These were the countless lives that he would encounter on his way to his second life.

He hesitated to take a step forward.

He had a feeling of what lay at the end of the canal.

His intuition was not wrong.

One by one, corpses floated to the surface from the end of the canal.

As he walked forward, the pool became shallower, and the bodies became more numerous.

A gruesome scene unfolded where he had stopped to pause.

A tower of corpses piled high to be burned.

And himself, wielding his sword recklessly as he climbed the tower, not looking back.

It was himself. The one who forced those who followed him to sacrifice themselves, killing everything in sight until the day he died.

Save me.

Help me.

Please help us.

The desperation in the eyeless faces of the dead was palpable.

Its too terrible.

Stop it. Why dont you try helping us?

Help us too!

Dont just save yourself!

One by one, the bodies floating in the pool rose to their feet. Melting until they were unrecognizable, they shuffled toward him.

Even if they were ruined, there was no way he wouldnt recognize the people he crossed the line of fire with.

Stay back. Leave me alone.

He swatted away their outstretched hands and stumbled backward.

Anger flashed in their eyes.

Why.

Why you?

Why cant we live?

Why are you the only one who gets to be happy?

What an asshole.

You think you can make it on your own?

An accusatory sound. Nervous tone.

Shut up. Shut up, be quiet.

Get the fuck out!

You are too much.

What a child.

Is this the kind of person you are?

How could you do this to us?

Cant you do that for us?

Were not asking for a lot.

Were not asking for something difficult.

Just one thing.

Yes, just one thing.

Save me.

Help me.

Rescue me.

Shut up! Shut up!

He shouted as loud as he could, keeping his distance from the oncoming dead.

What do you want me to do?

I want to save you too, I want to help you, I want to save you!

But you know me! What do you want me to do? What more can I do with a childs body, barely six years old!

I have enough on my plate just protecting my family! Its hard enough!

I dont have the strength to protect you!

Its only for now.

Youll be stronger.

Were not asking for much.

Help us then.

Help us, please.

Save me, youre the only one.

A pleading voice. A tone that reprimanded me for doing my duty.

My breathing was ragged and choked. A sensation worse than death choked him.

My body was heavy. So heavy, I couldnt even look forward.

Whats heavy?

Youve been carrying more than this.

Are you complaining now?

Why do you think youre the only one suffering?

Were suffering too!

And we gave our lives for you.

And you cant do any of that?

Youre asking me to live as a player again.

Tsk, what is this kid saying?

So what? Do you think you can live comfortably like everyone else now?

Thats a laugh. Bullshit.

Wake up. Dont even dream.

Others may be able to, but not you.

Youre an Undead

You think your true nature is not to kill monsters?

Youre not even human.

Youre a monster.

Yes, a monster.

A monster.

A MONSTER.

Going back in time doesnt change that.

The fact that youre a monster, a monster thats crazy about killing monsters, at our expense, until the moment you die.

I, I dont want to be a player anymore. I want to be happy with my family.

No, you cant. You cant.

You cant, you cant, you cant.

Because youre THE UNDEAD

So please.

Help us we who have supported you.

Understand us.

And yet he looked away, knowing how painful their path to becoming players would be.

So please, get out of my head.

I wont ask for forgiveness. Ill go to hell and die as many times as you want, just leave me alone.

Kids, lets go now~!

My father seemed to have finished packing.

Before I knew it, it was 1pm. If we leave now, well be in the middle of Seongsan Bridge around 5:00.

Just a little more, just a little more.

I felt strangely anxious. I had only negative thoughts.

I should run away. My parents wont even get a chance to leave because theyll be looking for me.

Away from his familys eyes, Eunha jumped off the veranda. Even though it was the second floor, his mana-reinforced body didnt feel the slightest impact.

I must stall for time.

If he ran too far, it could be worse than he thought, so he hid himself in a suitable corner.

Please. Just a little longer.

Eunha!!

No Eunha~!!

He could hear his parents calling out for him.

Eunha closed his eyes and plugged his ears.

It was painful. To have to close his eyes from reality.

He was used to the darkness more than anyone else, but now he didnt even like the darkness he could see when he closed his eyes.

No~eun~ha~!!!

Eunha!!!

Eunha, where are you!!!

Its scary. The reality his young body had to deal with.

As the voices calling him became more distant, the voices of those who had died before him echoed in his ears.

This monster.

Voices of resentment mixed with voices of reprimand.

Everything crushed him.

Maybe he was a monster, just as they said.

A selfish monster who only thought of himself.

A monster who had chosen to kill them again.

He couldnt hesitate. The number of people he could save with his small hands was limited, and his power to grip with his small hands was too inadequate.

He was not a hero. He was just a selfish sinner.

So please forgive me

Why are you here? Weve been looking for you for a while!

A voice yelled, then stopped.

A voice, a forceful tug in the darkness, made him open his eyes.

The wind was blowing. A pleasant breeze.

A smile, like a ray of sunshine in the darkness, was staring back at him.

Sis.

What are you doing here, Mommy and Daddy were looking for you

Euna put her hands on his shoulders and tried to scold him.

To him, it looked like a 10-year-old child acting like an adult.

For some reason, he wanted to lean against her.

What? Are you sick?

Id heard it again and again since morning.

Eunha smiled bitterly and shook his head.

No.

Then why are you crying?

Im not crying.

You dont know, but I do!

How does my sister know when I dont even know myself?

Despite this, he couldnt refute her strangely. He could only nod his head, his lips quivering.

Dont you want to go see Grandma?

No, I do. I do want to, but.

But?

Everyone who goes there today will die, everyone but me!

He barely held back the emotions that threatened to overwhelm him.

What did she think of his reaction?

Its okay.

What.

Everythings fine.

None of them sounded comforting.

Euna doesnt know. The tragedy that would happen today.

Still, she pulled him into her arms.

His memories of her were still fuzzy, but he remembered her desperately clinging to him in the crashing vehicle, trying to protect him.

That was all he remembered of her.

And yet, it was strangely reassuring.

Mommy and Daddy are looking for you. Lets go!

Mom and Dad will scold me, right?

Then Euna giggled,

Then well be scolded together.

It was a typical Euna line.

After laughing uncontrollably, Eunha took her hand and apologized to his parents.

His mother hugged him wordlessly.

And his father, without saying anything, gave him a stern lecture.

It was the first time he had been hit by his father, both before and after his regression.

Im sorry.

Anyway,you have to tell me where youre going, dad and mom were worried about you.

Yeah.

Then lets get going. If we stay here much longer, we wont get there until later today.

He scratched the back of his head.

Euna watched him carefully to make sure he hadnt hurt his head. After blowing on the bump on his head, she helped him getting into the car.

The seating arrangement was unchanged from before the regression.

Though it made him more anxious-.

Ehehe.

Euna took his hand.

Its okay.

I did everything I could.

Even if the Kraken appeared.

Alright, lets go! Go, go, go to Incheon!

Go, go, go!

Even if I have to die, I will save my family.

And fate is.

Fate was so cruel that it was no different than before the regression.