Relife Player 593
[Chapter 159]
[Rainy Day (2)]
Before the return.
It rained that day.
At the same time, it was the day when the announcement of passing the Higher Academy Entrance Examination was scheduled.
...passed
Eunha was notified that she had passed the high school academy.
After school, he went home and tried to tell his grandmother about this.
At least a little bit...
I might be able to repay my grandmother.
The nominal reason he supported Player Academy was to kill the monsters that killed his family.
But let’s dig deeper.
He also had a desire to repay his grandmother who raised him alone as an old man who lost his family and has nowhere to go.
Maybe that heart was big.
In the meantime, I’ve only worried about Grandma.
Now... I have to tell you that you don’t have to worry.
At that time, entering the high school academy was an important meaning for Eunha.
It was a settlement for the past days when I lived with the door closed to people.
It would be an opportunity to live for the grandmother who loved her on behalf of her family.
But-.
—That
day when it rained heavily.
After returning home, Eunha lost the meaning of life again.
Grandma passed away.
─I would like to express my condolences.
...yes.
After that, my memory was hazy.
There weren’t that many relatives who visited the funeral home.
Most of them were people who had almost cut ties with their grandmother when they reaped the galaxy.
Even more so, there were very few acquaintances of the grandmother who had been in touch until then, and some of them had passed away first.
That’s why the only thing Eunha left in her memory was guarding the mortuary where there weren’t many people.
.......
just blankly.
Eun-ha just stood there blankly, looking at her grandmother’s portrait.
what were you thinking at the time
Eunha didn’t remember.
However, there was one thing that I remembered from that time...
─How can he not cry when his grandmother died? did you see it before? A child doesn’t have a child-like face, and responds bluntly without a soul...
It’s a big deal anyway. Since he doesn’t have a guardian anymore, do we have to take care of him and raise him...
Don’t be afraid. I have no desire to bring such a child into my house.
If you’re 17, you’re all grown up. Now that you’re old enough to live on your own, what do you think we need help with?
He said he entered the player academy. I’m so glad that All the students there live in dorms. But it will cost money to live there... Didn’t you get sponsorship from a business group?
The deceased had some money. He’ll have his parents’ insurance money left over, and he has a house...
Hmm... If we take charge of Eunha, will all of that money go to us?
Let’s wait... Eun-ha will eventually go to the academy anyway, and Ji will be able to take care of everything on her own, so child support doesn’t cost too much... “.......” Let’s talk about that
later
. Do we really need to talk about that here? People really don’t have any recognition...
You can’t live in the world with just recognition. Why are you saying the obvious? Pretending to be noble alone and trembling...
By the way, the child is so gloomy. Even if I want to take good care of it, I can’t take care of it because it’s too dark. creepy
The sound of people grieving their grandmother’s death whispering among themselves.
They might have thought he couldn’t hear.
While looking at the portrait of his grandmother in a daze, he said that he could hear their voices clearly.
So I closed the door to my heart again.
—Now my side is no longer in this world.
Grandmother’s death thus meant a great deal to Eunha.
And time passes.
and go back in time
—Soaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
‘s death was delayed by three years compared to the previous life.
When it was time to enter the high school academy, Eun-ha, who had been paying attention to her grandmother’s health, gradually dispelled her worries over time.
Grandma will live for a long time.
Eun-ha, who came to have such thoughts at some point, had to go through the death of her grandmother without even preparing her mind.
I knew you would die someday... but it’s a bit sudden though.
I was expecting it.
When the predicted future came to reality, Eun-ha felt as if all accidents were paralyzed.
I had no idea.
Just just-.
-The grandmother is dead.
I just thought it was.
Eun-ha, like that time, just stood there blankly.
It rained that day too.
☆
My grandmother passed away.
At first, the family shed tears when they saw the deceased grandmother sitting in a rocking chair as if she was sleeping comfortably.
But after I stopped crying, I saw my grandmother and laughed.
Grandmother was a merchant.
People were bound to die someday.
The grandmother enjoyed all of her natural life and left for another world.
-I’m glad you went well. If you messed up in your sleep, you’d be a connoisseur.
I’m glad you went comfortably. In the case of my father...
he must have gone to a good place. So don’t worry too much.
So, those who visited the mortuary rarely shed tears.
So did the family.
Sometimes, as if thinking of her grandmother, her mother or Eun-ah would greet people and shed tears.
However, she soon stopped crying and greeted people politely.
-You guys are here. Come on.
Are you really okay, boss? I called the kids. Minho, Eunwoo and the other kids decided to come tomorrow.
Are you okay?
I’m fine.
compared to previous lives.
The funeral home was crowded with people.
To be honest, Eunha was busy dealing with the mourners.
I had to talk to people I didn’t know.
Meanwhile, friends came over.
Eunhyuk Choi, Minji Kim, Seona Jin.
As soon as the three heard the news, they ran and gathered at Eunha.
Thank you for coming. You don’t have to come, but for coming like this... What are you talking about, Captain! It’s a place like this, so we should definitely come.
Don’t say anything out of your mind. yes that’s right this should definitely come don’t say that ... thank you.
Choi Eun-hyuk is very worried.
Kim Min-ji just cuts it off.
Jin Seo-na is carefully considerate.
After being worried by her friends, Eunha loosened her stiff face.
Then Eun-ha moved her gaze over her friends’ shoulders.
-Are you here? huh. are you okay?
are you okay. Thank you for coming.
Really... are you okay? did you sleep Take care of yourself too...
Not even a day has passed yet. Still... I’ll sleep on time.
Jeong Ha-yang stood there with a worried expression.
She squeezed Eunha’s hand tightly.
What should I do...
Why is Hayang you crying?
But...
he was a merchant. It’s nothing to cry
Then, Jeong Ha-yang started crying.
Eun-ha gently comforted her, who was blushing.
Then she sniffed and wiped her eyes.
By the way, what about Binggu oppa?
that’s right. Where is the blue brother?
The brother is inside now. Take care of him more than me. He hadn’t spoken since before. ... OK got it. I need to go see my brother soon. Eunha Will you still be here?
If you go in, I have to go in too.
Under the guidance of the galaxy.
The friends were guided to where the grandmother’s portrait was.
The friends who greeted the family in black mourning clothes shed tears when they saw the portrait of the grandmother.
─Thank you for coming...
Jinparang bowed deeply and muttered in a crawling voice.
The black mourning clothes didn’t suit him at all, and he just stared at the floor.
No matter what his friends said to him, Jinparang kept his words as much as possible.
Didn’t you eat your meal? Let’s go eat together with Parang and Eunha. And thank you so much for coming.
Was it that appearance?
When will this rain stop?
Come to think of it...
Even before the return, it rained all three days after my grandmother passed away.
It wasn’t even the rainy season then.
Suddenly recalling the past, Eun-ha plunged into the past.
deeper deeper.
down further down.
I fell into the depths of the deep sea, filled with all kinds of emotions, to the point where I couldn’t tell where the bottom was.
So he forgot his feelings to protect himself.
I finally tried to close the door to my heart.
right then-
─Brother, what are you doing here?
Ah...
the voice that suddenly raised the galaxy that fell into the deep sea where the bottom is unknown.
Eunha suddenly came to her senses.
When I looked up, my younger sister was sitting next to me and smiling.
Woke up? sleep more
I couldn’t sleep. So I came out to get some fresh air! brother is?
...I’m out to get some fresh air too.
Noh Eun-ae speaks in a bright voice.
Eun-ha smiled bitterly after having a conversation with her younger sister.
the sound of rain is so good right?
...is it?
Close your eyes and listen once. The sound is so pretty.
Apparently, Eun-ae had no intention of leaving.
Eunha had no choice but to close her eyes at the words of her younger sister who chattered beside her. It was the simple sound
of rain
.
The sound of raindrops hitting something.
Until you hear the next word.
-My grandmother used to close her eyes like this and listen to the sound when it rained. .......
He had a really happy face when he heard the sound of rain. So I was curious and asked once. ... what?
Why does Grandma like the sound of rain? Then there is-.
What is your sister trying to say?
Eunha opened her eyes and asked her.
Eun-ae had her eyes closed.
She turned her head and gave him a smile.
Then he said.
─They say it’s nice to be able to put a comma. Because I can put a comma in my past life, think about the past, or give myself time to rest.
.......
People say that if you keep your eyes open, one day you will collapse from exhaustion. That’s why sometimes you have to close your eyes and take a break to breathe. .......
That’s why they say it’s good to listen to the rain. You can rest well without doing anything, and the sound of the rain is so pretty.
.......
So oppa, get some rest too. You didn’t eat much yesterday and didn’t sleep well, did you?
It’s not....
Everyone else knows, but I, the younger sister, don’t know? You can’t lie to me like that.
Noh Eun-ae stretches out her hand.
Eunha stayed still.
Then she reached out and stroked his hair.
My brother lives so hard. When I look at you, it seems like I only open my eyes every day.
.......
It’s not bad to live hard, but you have to rest when you rest. Oppa should also put a comma.
is it...?
of course! How can a person not rest and live short of breath? Sometimes you need to take a break, look back on the way you have passed and look back on the way you are going to go in the future, and know how to recharge! .......
Come on! Close your eyes again and oppa will only hear the sound of rain now. not listening to any other sounds.
It’s raining
rain
Eunha closed her eyes.
The younger sister got up from her seat and went behind Eunha and hugged him tightly.
Eunha listened in that state.
Tap a
comma.
At this moment, pay attention to the sound of rain and shake off all your thoughts.
In the silence, the sound of hitting the ground and the unique smell of rain caress him.
Then Eun-ae whispered in my ear.
-You can cry when you want to cry.
.......
My grandmother passed away, so everyone else cried, but my brother hasn’t cried yet.
Really... can I? Graham!
You can cry.
Hearing that, Eunha hesitated.
He never tried to cry.
If I cry, I’m afraid I’ll be seen as weak.
I’m afraid that if I cry, I’ll collapse as it is.
I desperately held back my tears.
Living such a life, I almost forgot how to cry.
But as if Eun-ae told him to read his mind—.
-If you’re sad, just cry. You don’t have to be patient. A place where people can cry.
......!
Oppa, let’s put a comma too. Don’t hold back, you can cry I’ll let you!
Eun-ae, who had been hugging Eun-ha from behind, moved to stand in front of him.
Eun-ha, who had been hugged by her little sister for a long time, reached out to ask her to hold her.
Was it hard to endure all this time?
His sister hugged him.
Eun-ha, hugged by her sister, nodded softly in her arms.
She stroked Eunha’s hair.
It’s okay to cry on a day like today. It’s raining. Just like looking at my brother and telling him to rest. Yeah...
I’m sure grandma keeps making it rain for my brother to rest!
What is that...
nonsense.
The galaxy grew.
And while being hugged by my sister.
He closed his eyes and focused on the sound of rain.
I put what I had one by one.
I looked back on the way I had passed.
Unspeakable emotions were released one by one.
It’s raining
rain
Eunae patted Eunha on the back.
All sounds were drowned out by the sound of rain.
All emotions flowed somewhere as they were mixed in the rain.
─It’s okay. You can cry. I’ll keep your crying a secret.
Listening to my sister’s consolation.
Eunha hugged her for a while.
Just like being a child.
A
sound as if something clogged in the chest was being washed away.
Oh, I see.
Only then did Eunha realize.
-It’s fine if you cry.
In my previous life, I was told that I lived until I died, holding on to my emotions.
But he has now vowed not to. It seemed like I knew
it
now.
Even before returning, he should have done this.
I lost my family and wept bitterly.
I lost my grandmother and cried a lot.
I should have found a reason to live a new life after crying.
Sometimes I had to take a comma and retrace my path forward.
It’s not about trying to move forward by overworking yourself until you die.
Above all—
─Thank you so much.
I had to thank my grandmother.
I’m not just going to be blank. It’s been 19 years since
I made
a comeback.
I came back too late
Eunha belatedly expressed her sincerity.
I prayed for my grandmother’s rest.
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