"Me? What's wrong with me?" Mrs. Nangong's heart was more and more anxious, and she couldn't help raising a bad premonition. But Su's father and mother just don't pay attention to the key points, which makes her guess what happened.
Su's mother was a little embarrassed to speak. She was afraid that Mrs. Nangong would scold her for being troublesome like her father. But it was clear that this could not be concealed. For example, she said, "Madam Nangong, I'm sorry. I just couldn't help telling Linlin the truth of her life experience. She already knew you were her biological mother."
Mrs. Nangong's face immediately showed a touch of joy and tension, and asked anxiously, "what did she say?"
She desperately wanted to know Su Linlin's reaction, but she was afraid to know, because she was not confident that she could get Su Linlin's understanding. After all, she abandoned her more than 20 years ago and treated her so badly more than 20 years later.
"She's very sad. She's crying in the room." Su's mother pointed the direction of the second floor with her jaw. She didn't dare to tell Nangong's wife. Su Linlin was not only sad, but also very angry. She was very disappointed with Nangong's wife!
Mrs. Nangong stayed for a moment, hesitated and said, "can I go up and see her?"
"Yes, you can go," said mother Su, after thinking for a while, she said, "but Mrs. Nangong, Linlin is a little unstable now. If she offends, she should bear more."
"Well, I can understand her mood." Mrs. Nangong nodded and turned upstairs. Suddenly she knew that she was not born to her parents. No one could accept it for a while. She really understood Su Linlin's mood.
Mrs. Nangong went to Su Linlin's door and found that the door was locked. If she raised her hand and knocked gently, she called, "Lin Lin, I'm my mother. Open the door and let me in?"
There was no sound in the room, and no one answered her knocking at the door for a long time. Mrs. Nangong was worried about what she had to do inside. In a hurry, she stepped up her efforts to slap the door panel, but also increased her voice and shouted, "Linlin, what's the matter with you? Why don't you talk? Open the door!"
After hearing her anxious words, father and mother Su downstairs hurried up and asked anxiously, "what's the matter? Linlin, won't she open the door? Will she..."
"I don't know!" Mrs. Nangong's first thought was whether Su Linlin would be reluctant to do anything stupid in the house. The party was in a hurry. Finally, Dad Su reacted and said angrily to mom Su, "don't you have a key? Go and find the spare key, fool!"
"Yes, I'll find it right away." Su's mother turned and ran downstairs. She soon found the key. After opening Su Linlin's door, they rushed in impatiently.
When she saw that Su Linlin was still well, she was relieved. In the room, Su Linlin sat in front of the dressing table. There were tears on her dull face. She didn't even look at everyone. The whole person is like unconscious, which makes people look distressed.
She played with a lovely, white washed koala in her hand, which her father bought for her reluctantly when she was a child. She remembered clearly that when she was six years old, her father took her to the street on his bike. She was clamoring for a doll. Sue's father didn't have much money in his pocket. After coaxing her for a long time, it was still useless. He had to choose the cheapest koala.
The quality of this koala is really poor. Not only does it fade, it is always off-line. It is full of stitches and threads sewn by mother su. Later, life was a little better. Her father bought her countless beautiful dolls. After she went to work, she thought that she could afford any kind of dolls. But her heart has always been fond of this shabby puppet. It is the first puppet in her life and the koala that has accompanied her for 20 years.
Seeing the traces of the years above always reminds her of the faint memory. Dad Su broke his mouth with the clerk in order to buy the puppet. Dad Su, who was grumpy, almost fought with the man.
"Lin Lin..." Nangong's wife called out again. Looking at the dull and calm Su Lin, it made her more nervous. How should she tell her about it?
Su Linlin looked up and looked at her in the mirror. After her head, she continued to dress up the old koala, and faintly spit out a few words: "what's the matter with Mrs. Nangong?"
The atmosphere was so quiet that it was suffocating. Seeing this, mother Su opened her mouth with a flustered smile and said, "Linlin, Mrs. Nangong has come to see you. Come on, talk well. Your father and I went out first."
With that, he winked at father su. The two walked to the door one by one and closed the door considerately. But instead of going down, they stuck their ears to the door panel.
In the bedroom, Su Linlin never put down her puppet or left in front of the dressing table. Mrs. Nangong opened her mouth and finally said only a few words: "Linlin, I'm sorry."
Su Linlin said nothing. Nangong then said, "I had to leave you in my hometown. I didn't expect that the relative would take you to sell money. I really didn't expect that. I'm sorry..."“
"There's nothing to be sorry for." Su Linlin smiled coldly and didn't look up. "In fact, you don't need to let me know about it at all. I won't change anything because my biological parents changed. I'm still the former Su Linlin. I'll always only be surnamed Su, so you don't have to blame yourself."
This sentence made Mrs. Nangong's heart feel like a basin of cold water. It was extremely cold. She was born in October. How could she not be sad after saying this to herself?
Although she herself knows that the grace of raising is greater than heaven, and she never dares to expect Su Linlin to accept herself again, she still hopes to hear her call herself "Mom" as a daughter.
I could hear that she still hated herself, otherwise she wouldn't say these words that made her sad. Mrs. Nangong took her hand, but she threw it away. She looked at her hands frozen in the air. No matter whether she wanted to listen or not, she whispered guilt: "Whether you forgive me or not, I have to tell the truth. Lin Lin, I admit that I am a very failed person. I have been thinking about power and money all my life and never care about other people's feelings. At the beginning, I had to hide you because I wanted to marry Nangong's family. If I foster you in a relative's house, what I didn't expect was that she actually sold you. Most importantly Later, I wandered to Su's house. When I knew about it, I was worried and looked for your whereabouts everywhere, but I never heard from you again... "
Mrs. Nangong's tears came down from the corners of her eyes and choked: "Linlin, it's really not that my mother doesn't want you. My mother can't find you at all. If I had known you were at Su's house, my mother... I wouldn't have treated you like that."
Su Linlin's nose was sour. She tried to blink away the tears in her eyes and said, "do you think it's still meaningful to say this now? Mrs. Nangong, it's worth it to lose a daughter and get a lifetime of glory and wealth, isn't it?"
Nangong's wife was speechless by her. She has no excuse to refute this point. She has been used to striving for fame and interests all her life. She can be said to do anything for the sake of interests. Nangong's night meeting at Nangong's house is also caused by her jealousy and winning.
"Sorry, mom is wrong..." all the excuses turned into words of apology. Mrs. Nangong really didn't have the face to say anything else. Anyway, she was wrong at the beginning!
"As I just said, there's no need to tell me I'm sorry. I haven't had any hardships over the years, and I haven't lacked anything. Mom and dad are very kind to me, and I'm very happy in this family. I don't want to change in the future. I'm still the daughter of the Su family. As for you... Mom, I'll call you mom, because you're my husband's mother."
Su Linlin said it clearly and firmly. This is her heart!
After crying, Mrs. Nangong smiled and wept: "in fact, God has taken good care of me. I have the opportunity to get along with my own daughter day and night. We can still be a family..."
Su Linlin smiled coldly, glanced at her and said, "your biological mother is not as big as your adoptive mother. You should know best. Nangong night, he didn't go back to the dragon's house because you have the grace to raise him."
Mrs. Nangong nodded. Yes, Nangong night is the best example. Her biggest worry is that Nangong night will suddenly leave her and go back to the dragon's house. Poor parents all over the world, who will be willing to leave their children suddenly? She shouldn't be so selfish and selfishly want to rob Su Linlin from the Su family.
"Are you willing to forgive me?" Nangong's wife asked, "Linlin, we can keep the status quo. You are still the daughter of the Su family. I can be your mother-in-law or your mother-in-law, and I won't ask you what to do."
She just wants her to forgive herself and no longer hate her wrong behavior!
"I don't hate you. Anyway, you haven't done me any harm." Su Linlin said with a cold face. Then she stood up from her chair and walked to the bed. "I want to rest. Go back."
Mrs. Nangong knew that she was not telling the truth, but she had begun to rush people, so she could only sigh helplessly: "well, I'll go back first, and let the night pick you up at night?"
Su Linlin was silent and lay on the bed. She pulled up the quilt to cover herself. The meaning was very clear. She didn't want to hear Nangong night's voice or speak. She needed to be quiet!
Nangong night had no choice but to go out reluctantly. As soon as the second old man of the Su family, who was secretly hiding at the door, heard the footsteps, he immediately went downstairs. After hearing Su Linlin's words, Su's father was very pleased, gave a thumbs up to Su's mother and said, "what? We don't raise this daughter for nothing? We still have a good conscience."
Mother Su glanced at him angrily and scolded: "look at your heartless look, Linlin has been so sad that she can still laugh? Don't you hurry to work?"
"Yes, I'll go to work now. You take good care of me at home and call me again if you have something." Dad Su is still smiling and turns to the door. He is happy. As for Su Linlin, he believes she will get better soon.
Mrs. Nangong stood at the gate of the Su family. She couldn't help looking back at the window on the second floor. It was su Linlin's room. She always felt that she shouldn't leave like this because she was still angry with herself.
Mother Su saw her thoughts, smiled and comforted, "Mrs. Nangong, don't worry. Let Linlin be quiet here for one or two days. I'll take good care of her."
Mrs. Nangong gratefully took Su's mother's hand and her eyes were filled with tears: "thank you. I really thank you so much for so many years. You brought Linlin today, but I didn't give her anything as my real mother."
Mother Su withdrew her hand uneasily and was stopped by the high Nangong lady. She felt uncomfortable all over. There is a generation gap between her and Mrs. Nangong, and their status is different.
"Don't say that. Linlin is a good child. She has always been good and filial to me and her father. So I should thank you for giving birth to such a sensible daughter for us." her words are to appease Mrs. Nangong and her sincere words. Su Linlin is the pride of their su family!
Mrs. Nangong sucked her nose and suddenly thought of it and said to Mrs. Su, "yes, you have been helping me raise my daughter for so many years. I think I should repay you. Just say what you need and I will give it to you."
Mother Su was stunned. She didn't expect that she would suddenly say such a big voice. She was immediately embarrassed.
Mrs. Nangong was afraid of her misunderstanding and hurriedly added, "don't get me wrong, my in laws. I don't mean anything else. I just want to repay you. I think I should repay you for your kindness."
Mother Su shook her head, smiled and said, "no, I just said, Linlin is a very good and filial child. It's our honor to be her parents. We never think she's a burden."
"Well, that's good. You can come to me when you have any needs and difficulties in the future. I'm really sorry for saying so many words that hurt you and doing so many things too much." Mrs. Nangong's apology seems to never end. Maybe she has done too many wrong things!
"It's all over, don't mention it." mother Su doesn't care. She's not a person who likes to bear grudges!
Mrs. Nangong nodded. Then she safely opened the door and got on the bus. After shaking her hand to Mrs. Su, she left helplessly.
In the afternoon, when Nangong came to pick up Su Linlin at night, Su Linlin still hid in bed. She was stunned. Even for lunch, Su's mother talked well and begged a lot before she reluctantly ate a few mouthfuls.
Su's mother sat in the living room on the first floor picking vegetable leaves, shrugged at Nangong night, made a helpless expression, then pointed to the direction of the second floor and told him that Su Linlin was up there.
"Mom, Linlin, is she very angry?" Nangong night asked. Before Su's mother answered, she strode upstairs. When she opened the door of Su Linlin's room, Su Linlin was leaning against the bed and reading women's magazines.
Nangong night was secretly relieved. As long as she didn't cry so much that her eyes were red and swollen and her tears and nose couldn't stop, it would be easier to do. When Su Linlin saw him coming in, she immediately threw the magazine back to the table at the head of the bed and pulled up the quilt over her head.
Nangong Ye smiled low and sat down in front of her. She pulled her tightly pulled quilt and said innocently, "Linlin, this matter has nothing to do with me. Why are you angry with me?"
"You're the woman's son!" Su Linlin made trouble without reason and made a stuffy voice.
"Then I wasn't her son," said Nangong Fu, pulling the quilt off her head, holding her angry little face in his hand and smiling. Then he bent down and kissed her on the lips.
Su Linlin instinctively turned her face aside and didn't have a good way: "you don't laugh here. You don't know other people's mood at all." then she turned around and left only a figure for him.