Chapter 150

Xu Shaoyin, who was questioned by voice, didn't answer. She knew how to answer, but she didn't want to answer. This era is like this. She was very lucky to be born in an enlightened era, but she is still a person without any relatives. She didn't really have relatives until Dacheng, but the endless struggle followed. She didn't like it, but she couldn't help it.

"But isn't it good to be yourself? You and I are my father's daughter. I can be myself. Why can't you? Haven't you been tired of that life of intrigue for so many years? Are you not tired, Xu Ke? "

"Tired? What should I do if I don't? My mother doesn't care about me. My father doesn't love me. Xu Shaoyin, you think I'm you. No matter what you do wrong, someone will help you clean up the mess. Do you think I'm you? No matter what you do wrong, there will be tolerance... " At last, Xu Ke covered his face and began to cry.

Xu Shaoyin has never seen such a sad Xu Ke crying. Even when she was a child, she and her elder brother Xu Yingqin played tricks on Xu Ke, but they didn't see her crying like this. It was as if something that had been suppressed for a long time had finally found a corner and released.

I don't know why she looks at Xu Ke like this. Xu Shaoyin's feet move. When she comes back to herself, she already holds the crying Xu Ke in her arms and murmurs to herself as if she is whispering to Xu Ke.

"If you're not tired, I'll cover you. If you're tired, we'll shake hands and make peace." Xu Ke did not speak, but quietly fell in Xu Shaoyin's arms, sobbing more and more low, suddenly Xu Shaoyin only felt a strong push away himself, fixed his eyes, but Xu Ke glared at Xu Shaoyin with an angry face, and her eyes clearly with a touch of complex emotions.

"Xu Shaoyin, why do you hold me?" Fixed eyes staring at Xu Shaoyin for a long time, Xu Ke some awkward asked.

"My sister cried. Shouldn't I give her a hug?" Xu Shaoyin's answer is quite natural. In fact, she did think so when she came back.

"Oh! Don't be hypocritical here. I used to treat you like that. You'll really treat me as a sister. What a joke After watching Xu Shaoyin for a long time, Xu Ke suddenly said with a cold laugh. My eyes were full of disbelief.

"If you don't believe me, there's no way. I can't take out your heart and tell it directly that I think so."

Xu Shaoyin reluctantly shows her hand and finally tells the truth in front of Xu Ke. Unexpectedly, she doesn't believe it. However, Xu Shaoyin doesn't intend to explain any more. After seeing Xu Ke, she turns around and goes out.

"You're leaving?" Behind Xu Ke urgent voice calls a way.

"Can't I live here if I don't go back? Besides, you don't believe me at all, do you? " Xu Shaoyin looks back and shakes his head in a funny way. He looks indifferent and says, "but I just came to see how you are. Since I'm good, I'll be fine. I'll go first!"

Finish saying not to see Xu Ke will have what answer, lift a foot to want to go out, at this time Xu Ke's voice rang again.

"Can you stay a little longer? Just a minute! " In his voice, with imperceptible supplication and uneasiness, Xu Shaoyin hesitated, turned around and took a deep look at Xu Ke. Instead of speaking, he sat down in the chair beside her.

Seeing that Xu Shaoyin was left behind, Xu Ke quietly sat back in his chair, but they didn't speak, so the room was quiet. After a while, Xu Shaoyin's forefinger picked the lid of the teacup and looked at Xu Ke.

"Why, since I'm allowed to stay silent, can't I just sit here? If it's OK, I'll go first." Xu Ke still did not speak, Xu Shaoyin eyebrows slightly imperceptible move, looked at the yard, just about to get up, just listen to Xu Ke's voice slowly ring out.

"What are you going to do about that? Will you tell others? "

"That thing?" Xu Shaoyin asked, and then woke up. The corner of his mouth turned up, and then he stroked his sleeve with a smile. He said coolly, "that's what we should do. As for whether we can tell others, I still don't understand it." Speaking of this, Xu Shaoyin suddenly raised his head and looked directly into Xu Ke's eyes.

"What is the origin of this song childe? How can you do such a thing? In my opinion, you are not stupid in the past! How can you do such a stupid thing at a critical moment? "

"Am I not stupid?" Xu Ke sneered at herself, and then a tear slowly fell from the corner of her eye, as if she thought of the sad thing again. She only listened in a low voice.

"I'm probably the most stupid woman in the house of Marquis of the kingdom of an. I can't fight you. I just want to fight with you, but I end up in this situation. You ask me why I did such a stupid thing, then I tell you, just to fight with you?" Xu Ke's face was full of bitterness, but when she said the last sentence, the whole person perked up for a moment.

"Fight with me?" Xu Shaoyin is puzzled.

"Yes, I'll argue with you. Now that you know about it, I have nothing to hide." Suddenly a gust of wind blows, Xu Ke takes a look at Xu Shaoyin, slowly gets up, goes to the front of the low stool not far away, and takes something. Then he went back to the chair and sat down. Xu Shaoyin saw that it was a cape. As she put the Cape on her stomach, Xu Shaoyin's eyes were complicated.Looking at Xu Shaoyin directly staring at his stomach, Xu Ke calmly smile, "how? Is that strange? "

"No, I just didn't think of it." Xu Shaoyin answered honestly.

Seeing that Xu Shaoyin didn't continue to ask, Xu Ke went on with what he had just said.

"You also know that I met this young master song on the way back from Shangxiang. Just at a glance, I decided that he was the lover of my life. Maybe you would laugh at me, but I felt that way at that time..."

"What's so funny about this? I fell in love with Zhao Wenyu at first sight, didn't I?" Xu Shaoyin comforted.

"Indeed, it's the feeling of falling in love at first sight. Later, he often took me out to play. He said that he came to Beijing from Suzhou to do business, and his family was very rich. He also said that he liked me very much, Xu Shaoyin. Do you know? That time is really the beginning of my life when I was so old. Every day after he picked me up from Hou Fu, he and I went to visit the lake and buy a lot of interesting things in the market. I always felt that time passed too fast. In the blink of an eye, it was time to leave. "

Xu Shaoyin just listened quietly and didn't speak.

"Then one day he asked me to come out, and suddenly told me that his father had found him a suitable woman at home and asked him to go back and get married. He asked me if I would like to go back with him. Do you know Xu Shaoyin? At that time, I really wanted to promise him, but after all, I was the lady of the Marquis's house of an kingdom. Even if I was a commoner, I couldn't do such a thing, so I refused. "

"He was very sad. He said that he would wait for me in the inn for three days. If I didn't go there for three days, he would leave. I didn't live as if I were dead for the three days I didn't see him, so I went. Later, he and I came up with a plan, that is, raw rice cooking mature rice. Xu Shaoyin, you will call me shameless, right? " At this point, Xu Ke had a sad smile, tears full of heartbreak.

Xu Shaoyin still didn't answer. She knew that Xu Ke didn't need her comment at the moment. After a pause, Xu Ke continued.

"I thought that after we got married, I could stare at him and marry me. Who knows the day I sent him away, he told me when he got into the carriage that he might not come back. Let me find someone to marry. I should say that I can marry a good husband with my status."

"I'm not reconciled. I chase him and don't let him go, but he still doesn't go back. Why do you think I gave him everything? Why does he still treat me like this?" Obviously, up to now, Xu Ke can't understand this problem. She cries and falls down on the chair. Xu Shaoyin is silent for a long time. She goes forward and hands a handkerchief, and then goes back to the chair and sits down.

In fact, Xu Shaoyin felt a little guilty at the moment when she heard that Xu Ke was going to hang himself. If it wasn't for her, everything would not be like this. But if it wasn't for Xu Ke to start with her first, it would not have come to this end. As for that matter, Xu Shaoyin just guessed it, but she didn't expect that Xu Ke would finally move her true feelings and deliver her whole person I went out.

"Xu Shaoyin, I didn't agree with you since I was a child, because when you were Shangxiang, you met Zhao Wenyu, who fell in love at first sight. So at the moment when I saw him, I felt that God let me surpass you, so I sent him. Later, when I learned that his family was also in business, I was more sure of this, so this is the process of my fight with you."

Crying almost Xu Ke took a handkerchief to wipe tears, look quietly said.

In fact, she didn't need to say that Xu Shaoyin understood it when she finished listening to it, but at the moment, she didn't know how to treat the poor woman in front of her. In the final analysis, the reason why Xu Ke didn't deal with her was that she brought her confidence. The more confident she was when she was young, the more inferiority she felt. The extreme inferiority and the inexplicable attitude of her biological mother, Aunt Liu, directly led to the present situation Xu Ke became what she is now.

Xu Ke said that she did that thing in order to win over Xu Shaoyin, but Xu Shaoyin felt a different kind of emotion from it, which was a kind of sustenance. Xu Ke, who had not really liked men for more than ten years, did not regard song Gongzi as her dependence to break away from the prison of an guohou mansion, but she didn't know that all this was just a game, a game specially for women A play designed by her, she is the only one in the play, that's all.

On the way back.

Xu Shaoyin has been silent, Muyun behind also dare not speak, although at that time in the room outside, but the room Xu Ke cry and laugh crazy voice or constantly into her ears. She can probably understand Xu Shaoyin's mood at the moment, which is both contradictory and a little guilty.

"Muyun, did I do something wrong?" Suddenly Xu Shaoyin asked with a long sigh.

"I remember that the young lady once told the maidservant that if there is a cause, there will be a result. The fourth young lady can't blame others for the result." Muyun replied.

"But I can't bear to see her now." Half a day, Xu Shaoyin said.