Chapter 95
Todays dishes are quite good.
The crown princes remark didnt ease the atmosphere at all, but Carynne could at least cut the steak into small pieces, bring them into her mouth and enjoy the flavor. Crown Prince Gueuzes gaze was burdensome, but what could be done about that?
Carynne concentrated fully on the food in front of her. She focused on what she could doand all she could do here was eat the food that was set before her, regardless of whether shed be able to taste anything or not.
Is it to your liking, Miss Carynne Evans?
Of course, Your Highness.
Carynne replied with a smile. And this smile seemed to please Crown Prince Gueuze.
You really do look a lot like Catherine.
His smooth voice, though laced with laughter, brought chills down her spine.
Really, you take after her a lot Youre her daughter, yes, but should it be this easy for someone to resemble another person?
Are you telling me to eat or not?
While she looked down at the fork, which already had a piece of sliced meat attached to it, Carynne was faced with a dilemma. However when her hand stopped, Crown Prince Gueuze tapped the table with one index finger. He didnt seem to be pleased by this.
Keep eating.
Yes, sire.
You dont have to answer. Just put it in your mouth And chew.
Carynne did as she was told. But she couldnt taste whats in her mouth anymore. Eating was the bare minimum of human necessity, and yet here it was, being controlled. Its not an enjoyable feeling.
Without letting her feelings show however, Carynne did her best to chew and swallow the food. Prince Gueuzes gaze was fixed on Carynnes cheeks and her lips.
Im so moved.
It feels like Catherine is alive.
And I feel like Im about to die.
Carynne found it strange that the food she was eating now, which must have been cooked to perfection by the royal familys chefs, tasted like nothing. She thought shed get used to it, she thought that shed get used to those lascivious eyes, but no. She still lacked that kind of skill.
Screech.
Crown Prince Gueuze rose from his seat.
Was it over? Oh, no. Crown Prince Gueuze waved a hand towards those who tried to hurriedly stand up and bow to him.
Father.
Do you know Lady Carynnes mother well? You look very cheerful.
The heavy and suffocating atmosphere, which made it seem like they were trapped inside the confines of glass, dissipated when the boys voice rang out. Prince Lewis courageously spoke to his father.
Good grief.
Carynne noticed that Prince Lewis had mistaken carnal desire with gentle sweetness. Unlike how he spoke to Prince Lewis, the Crown Prince Gueuzes tone while speaking to Carynne was exceptionally softbut that tone was far from pure. The young prince was still not aware of that difference. No matter how mature he acted, he was still too young to notice anything sexual.
Still, it was Lewis who was clueless here, not Gueuze. And it seemed like Crown Prince Gueuze could read his sons thoughts. He laughed.
Yes. I know her well.
However, his voice grew deeper.
But it seems like you asked that while already knowing the answer.
No, Father. Im only curious.
Carynne shut her eyes. He couldnt figure it out. Stop, just stay still. Youre just adding to my indigestion. The boys bravery made his father smile, but he was nonetheless displeased.
How dare you, towards me. Youre talking too much. Stop being so impertinent.
Is that so.
His voice was soft.
You want to know more, I see.
Carynne felt a hand on her shoulder. It was heavy. She couldnt see the face of the man behind her, but she could easily imagine what he looked like right now. He had brown eyes like his son, but they were exceptionally light, so the shade of his irises was closer to gold than brown. Then, there was his wrinkled face, which further highlighted the cruelty of his demeanor.
At times, he didnt look human. The color of his eyes and the wrinkles of his face sometimes gave off a combination that made him look like a beast wearing the mask of a human. That was possibly the expression he was making towards his son right now. Prince Lewis face became ashen.
I apologize immensely, Father. I spoke out of turn.
Im afraid its not yet time for you to listen to that story.
His laughter was right next to Carynnes ear. Prince Lewis bit his lower lip slightly, then he also began to focus on only the food.
In the end, all that anyone could do here was concentrate on the meal set before them.
Carynne held her breath and picked up her knife.
The childrens gathering ended with the awkwardness and pretense brought upon by the adults.