Chapter 384： his cowardice

Chapter 384 His cowardice

Horang found a match and polished the kerosene lamp neatly.

“A Ning!”

When the classroom started to sway and brighten up, he turned around and attacked eagerly, holding Si Ningning's face, licking and kissing the tears on her face, and pushed her down to the corner.

Holang was both eager and helpless, but when he glanced at a touch of white tenderness from the corner of his eye, he quickly picked her up by the waist and placed her on the small desk beside her.

She had no shoes on her feet, and her delicate feet were covered with mud.

“Where are the shoes!”

Si Ningning took a breath and said in a choked tone:

“The road got stuck in the mud.”

“Why didn’t you say it just now?!”

Horang's tone became stern.

Such a cold day!

His voice was loud, and Si Ningning's eyes flickered for a moment, and she began to shed tears again without any hope.

She pumped her foot back hard:

“Aren’t you hiding from me? Why don’t you hide for the rest of your life? Do you still care what I do?!”

Huo Lang's brows furrowed, his heart felt heavy and painful.

He clasped Si Ningning's ankles, wiped the mud off her feet with his clothes, then opened his clothes and put her feet tightly into his arms.

He lowered his head and looked dull, without any explanation.

Si Ningning was heartbroken and aggrieved. She could not accept such a result.

Her pride made her unwilling to be treated like this.

Perhaps she still had some pampering from being pampered by Huo Lang in the past. She refused to obey and still pulled her legs back hard.

That formation seemed to be extremely angry, and it was necessary to draw a clear line between them and Huo Lang before they were willing to do so.

Holang has a lot of helplessness in his heart. Why is he not sad these days? Not upset?

He is reluctant to give up, he is unwilling to give up, but what can he do?

Every compatriot is equal.

Whoever goes is going.

His position, his origin, the skin on his body.

The preferential treatment he had enjoyed before, every one of them, both overt and covert, told him that he should be at the front.

He must be at the front!

The country also needs him to be at the forefront!

He covered his feet in his arms and raised his head. His deep eyes were filled with the flickering light of the kerosene lamp and the young girl's face that was red from crying.

“I will send Sanae and Hegu to settle down in Beijing.”

He pursed his lips and looked at Si Ningning with his obsidian-black eyes:

"do you want to go?"

Holang didn't dare to mention the marriage again, he was always afraid of delaying her.

But he couldn't do it, just leave her here.

There was a brief silence, Huo Lang hugged the feet in his arms tighter, and continued to ask in a deep tone:

“They will go to school there, and I can also apply for a university place for you.”

He didn't say anything about the mission he was carrying, but how smart was Si Ningning?

She had already guessed it, and she was not allowed to point out anything at all, she just wanted an attitude from him.

Ke people are always greedy.

When she reached the proper attitude, she began to feel dissatisfied again. She cried and asked stubbornly:

“I have no name or status, what am I going to do? How do others view me?”

“Let me ask you, do you want to get married?”

Horang’s eyebrows were deeply arched and knotted, and he was silent for a long time.

Si Ningning kicked him away, jumped off the small table and walked out the door.

Holang rolled over and picked her up from behind.

“What if I die? Are you a widow?”

He was unwilling and angry:

“Don’t be willful!”

She is still so young and could have had better choices.

“Who said you will definitely die? Even if...”

Si Ningning’s eyes were filled with tears:

"So what if I'm a widow? I'm happy, I'm willing to wait! What does this mean to you? Are you a man!"

Horang was so heartbroken by her crying that he allowed her to beat him, scold her, pinch her hands and kick her legs back without moving.

The stalemate lasted for a long time, but Si Ningning finally compromised first.

“Can’t you do this?”

“I won’t stand in your way unreasonably.”

"One year, two years, three years, five years, ten years, I am willing to wait for you." As a wife.

“Can you please stop doing this? Can you please, Holang? I beg you!”

Si Ningning's pleading tone was very humble, but Huo Lang couldn't see her being humble.

She is so good, so good, she deserves to be praised...

 Feeling depressed and uncomfortable, Huo Lang sniffed and couldn't help but shed tears.

After calming down a little, he put Si Ningning back on the small desk and sat down.

Two wet eyes faced each other.

He put his rough palm on her shoulder, very solemnly:

“You have thought clearly!”

Si Ningning’s eyelashes were moist and she nodded firmly against her nose that was red from crying.

She said it a long time ago.

She doesn’t want to joke about “love”.

As long as you accept it, as long as you recognize it, it is a lifelong matter.

I will never give up easily because of any setbacks or twists and turns.

“No regrets?”

Holland asked her.

Si Ningning sniffed, sniffling and choking after crying, but she answered quite decisively:

“I’ll go get the evidence tomorrow.”

Holang's eyes were aroused by her, which also strengthened his heart.

"good!"

Huo Lang held Si Ningning in his arms with all his strength, and silently made a plan in his heart.

If he can't come back, what he owes in this life will be repaid in the next life.

As long as he does not fall into the animal realm, he will find Si Ningning in every subsequent life.

must!

The conflict between the two people was resolved, and the atmosphere gradually became warm and cozy.

After a brief moment of tenderness, Huo Lang held Si Ningning's feet and warmed her up again.

He proposed to send Si Ningning back, but Si Ningning shook her head and refused.

The extreme pressure during this period gave Si Ningning a feeling of worry about gains and losses, and an extremely uneasy feeling.

Si Ningning was always afraid that Huo Lang was just trying to slow down the fight. After sending her back today, she would be back to her previous appearance tomorrow.

This time, she should not give him another chance to escape!

“I won’t go back to Educated Youth Point!”

Holland Weiton.

If you don’t go back to the educated youth spot, you can only go to him.

Huo Lang knew that what he was doing these days made Si Ningning feel uneasy.

Huo Lang felt extremely guilty about Si Ningning, and even more ashamed to defend himself.

Agreeing to Si Ningning to present evidence is not a refusal.

Thinking that the two of them had already made an engagement and had decided to go get the certificate tomorrow, Huo Lang nodded and did not refuse.

Hands directly pulled open the general's coat, picked up the child and picked up Si Ningning, crossed her legs around his waist, and hid her feet under the military coat on his waist to prevent them from getting cold.

“Hold tight.”

Horang put out the kerosene lamp in the literacy class, patted Si Ningning's butt, tightened his clothes, shone her under his clothes, and carried her back.

Si Ningning hung on him like a koala.

Horang came here in the dark, and of course he would also go back in the dark.

But his steps were steady, as if he was not affected by the darkness at all.

Si Ningning is different.

In her field of vision, she could only vaguely see the vague shadows of the trees around her, but nothing else could be seen.

Putting her chin on Huo Lang's shoulder, feeling the cold snowflakes that occasionally fell on her face and eyelashes, Si Ningning hugged Huo Lang's neck tightly.

"Holland...Am I too persistent? Will I bore you and embarrass you?"

"Won't."

Holang hugged her tightly in an affirmative manner, his tone was deep and helpless, but he also expressed the truest thoughts in his heart:

"I am too cowardly...I am always afraid that you will cry, always afraid that you will look at me with that heartbroken look in your eyes."

(End of this chapter)