Looking at Rong Jin, who is very similar to that person, she always thinks that person is still living in front of her.

She saw the war as a contest with that man.

Unexpectedly, she lost again.

When the three sharp arrows pierced the body of that moment, she saw that the face of that person is still never alienated indifference.

At this moment, she knew clearly that her dream of being a queen would never come true.

At that moment, in a trance, she made up her mind.

In this life, she can't let him kill her.

Her life is her own! Never be at his mercy!

Therefore, she did not hesitate to detonate the gunpowder she was carrying. She thought, maybe she could take his life! Let him bury her.

But he survived.

Before, she had never envied others, but at that moment, she clearly knew that she was admiring Yunxiao.

I envy her that she has a husband who is so devoted to her.

And she had nothing but calculation.

I wish I had never seen you

This sentence is not only to Rong Jin, but also to that person.

This sentence, she was to say to the person in the previous life, but she has no such opportunity.

Never met, will never fall in love with him.

Maybe not.

That would not have been her life.

She also has men who really like her,

she doesn't have to live so tired

It's just that there's no if in this world, she's never again possible.

As a result, at the closest moment of death, her body and mind are never relaxed

###When Zhou Jingyan was found in the secret room, his heart was extremely excited.

However, when he heard of the great defeat of the Eastern Jin Dynasty, he did not know whether he should continue to be happy or indignant.

Xiao Yuqi and Anhua did not hesitate to hide him in the secret room, but still lost to the West Yue.

He laughed so much that his flesh was shaking and blood was spilling from him.

When he was taken to Xiyue, the soldiers didn't even look at him all the way. Every time they came to deliver food to him, they were totally indifferent to him. In Zhou Jingyan's eyes, they thought they were a dead man.

But the pain on his body reminds him that he is still alive.

He seems to be forgotten, no one thinks of him, let alone interrogate him.

When he was about to approach Xiyue, he could not resist the soldiers who came forward to deliver food and asked to see the king and Princess Yan.

But I didn't expect that the two people would not agree with him.

He was locked in the dark room, do not know how long, the door opened again, glare let him unconsciously squint.

He was taken out by the soldiers, and the soldiers always had some fear and disgust for his body, so the soldiers found the trouble to cover him and put him on a carriage.

Because the carriage moves around, his flesh and blood and sacks keep contacting, the pain of Zhou Jingyan has been grim.

But now, he clearly knows that as a slave, he has no chance to refuse.

He was taken to a square and placed in a corner.

I saw with my own eyes that the throne that I could get was actually seated by Rong Ruo.

Rong Ruo unified the two big countries and several small neighboring countries, named the country Yan and changed the year name to Changyun.

Once upon a time, these were the things he longed for most.

Now, all these things are far away from him.

Zhou Jingyan looked at all the ministers of the West Vietnam and Eastern Jin Dynasty who were bowing to Rongruo, but Zhou Jingxu, who he always wanted to die, was sealed off.

He is not reconciled!

Not at all reconciled!

And those who had been trampled on by him are now in a high position. Only he has been deprived of the qualification to see people.

His red eyes are crazy in all people scanning, want to see the figure, but afraid to see that figure!

At this time, the voice is not willing to ring in the distance

The sound! So familiar!

Zhou Jingyan turned his head and saw two familiar figures standing not far from him.

They are all in moon white clothes, the woman with a shallow smile, the man looks warm, that pair of black as you Tan's eyes contain cover can not go to spoil.

These two people stand together, even if they are silent, still have a touch of happiness, dare to linger.

Zhou Jingyan's eyes were red, and he was unwilling to turn his head, but because of this violent action, his flesh and blood kept dripping again.

Just for a moment, there was more blood on the ground."Now, I'm in your hands. I'll kill you as you please." The voice of the exit was hoarse, because at the beginning, Zhou Jingyan was removed from his chin to save himself from biting his tongue.

Yunxiao took a look at Zhou Jingyan. She had seen the miserable Mu Zhi before, and now she is not afraid of Zhou Jingyan's appearance at all. "Don't worry, I won't kill you. I want you to see with your own eyes the throne that he wants most to be taken by others. I want you to look at the rivers and mountains you care about, and be governed better in ruofuo's hands." Zhou Jingyan has become like this. It's entirely his fault!

Zhou Jingyan will become like this. It is because of his own carelessness that he was transformed into this image by Xiao Yuqi.

Yun Xiaoben wanted to revenge on Zhou Jingyan, but when she saw Zhou Jingyan now, she changed her mind.

Let him live like this is the best punishment for him.

Therefore, she did not intend to fight again, "your mother came to beg me to leave you a life, I allowed, after that, your life and death have nothing to do with me, all the gratitude and resentment of the last life will be written off." In saying this sentence, Yunxiao felt that his whole person was very relaxed.

Things of the last life, has been pressing in the heart, let Yunxiao a little breathless, now once let go, Yunxiao feel whole body never had to relax.

It was as if the boulder that had been pressing on the shoulder disappeared.

Rong Jin's big hand tightly holding Yunxiao, looking at Yunxiao at this moment, suddenly between the transformation, let him feel very happy.

"Let's go."

"Good."

Zhou Jingyan looks at the figure that two people leave hand in hand, feel unusual dazzling only.

However, at this time, a woman with only her upper body and messy hair was constantly moving forward with her hands on the ground.

At the moment of seeing this woman, Zhou Jingyan's red eyes couldn't help but stare, "how come you haven't died?"

On the ground, the woman who was supporting her body with her hands was slightly stiff, and then stopped to move forward. Only for a moment later, she continued to move forward. However, the scarred heart was once again severely scratched.

No matter who is, by their own children to die, will also heartache.

When she came to Zhou Jingyan and saw the son with only a pair of eyes and a lot of blood under her, she felt a faint pain in her heart and her resentment towards Zhou Jingyan disappeared.

She fixed on the red eyes and said softly, "mother, come to pick you up."

This sentence, she spent her whole life, finally said it.

In the past, she never expected Zhou Jingyan to call her mother for life. Even later, when Zhou Jingyan was in pain and tortured her, she didn't hate it because she was Zhou Jingyan's biological mother.

Now, Zhou Jingyan has taken off the status of being superior, he is just a mortal.

He will only be Zhou Jingyan and her son in the future, and no one will rob him of his son.

Then she said, "Yan Jingniang was disgusted! I don't want to see you! "

The woman just smile lightly, then lift up her messy hair to cover her face and say softly, "so you can't see me."

Such self deception made the soldiers around her lower their heads.

Maybe Zhou Jingyan is hateful, but Zhou Jingyan's mother is really sympathetic.

Zhou Jingyan looked at the man who nodded to himself in front of him. His red eyes flashed a trace of fierce color, "get out!"

This time, the mad woman just laughed, and then said to the soldier on one side, "please take my son away for me, big brother."

Even if everyone betrayed Zhou Jingyan, he was his own son.

The soldiers had been moved by the words of crazy women before, and they would not refuse the words of crazy women.

Put Zhou Jingyan on the carriage, because the action is too big, Zhou Jingyan said angrily, "let me go!"

The soldier snorted and patted Zhou Jingyan's body, "be honest!"

Although the slap was not very heavy, Zhou Jingyan's whole body was no longer covered with skin. So when the slap went down, the soldier's hand was stained with blood, and Zhou Jingyan shivered with pain.

Red eyes gradually dim down, now, he has been reduced to the point of being beaten and scolded by a soldier?

"Ha ha..." Zhou Jingyan suddenly began to laugh, the laughter was sad.

Also, as early as he was the prince who was not taken seriously, he had fully realized the horror of human nature. Now, he without any identity is a waste that anyone can bully.

Hearing Zhou Jingyan's smile, the crazy woman immediately climbed into the carriage and looked at Zhou Jingyan anxiously, "Yan'er, how are you?"

Zhou Jingyan did not look at the crazy woman, but closed his eyes directly.

He didn't want to see a sympathetic face."Yan jing'er is thirsty. If you don't speak, you can't take Zhou Jinger out of the water

Zhou Jingyan still did not speak. No matter how the crazy woman called, Zhou Jingyan never said a word.

Although the crazy woman is full of disappointment, she still has a glimmer of expectation in her eyes, and whispers about Zhou Jingyan's childhood.

Even if Zhou Jingyan didn't want to listen, he even yelled at the mad woman to shut him up, but the mad woman still spoke softly, as if she was tireless.

At this moment, her face, crisscross with scars, seems to be very soft, and also seems to be becoming more and more beautiful.

Yunxiao gave the crazy woman a lot of silver, enough for Zhou Jingyan and her two lives, and sent a groom to take care of their lives. For this, the crazy woman was very grateful.

After all, it is impossible for her to take care of Zhou Jingyan because she has no legs.

In two years, the groom and the couple will travel all over the Wanli River and mountain of Dayan. Zhou Jingyan has witnessed the state of Dayan getting better and better under Rong ruo's administration. The common people are full of praise for the little emperor who founded the state of Yan.

To this day, Zhou Jingyan's eyes have finally brought doubts. Is a six-year-old child really so much better than him?

Zhou Jingyan asked the coachman to take him and the crazy woman to find a place with beautiful scenery to hide their names. In the past, the heart of competing for supremacy in the world was gradually weakened by the maternal love of the mad woman.

Now he just wants to accompany the crazy woman to finish the last journey.

These three years of long journey, coupled with the crazy woman's poor health, but also to take care of him, her body has been hollowed out.

Although he has never called a crazy woman a mother, but in the depths of his heart, it has already identified with this mother.

The early morning sun, accompanied by the birds' song, wakes Zhou Jingyan, who is sleeping in his dream. Zhou Jingyan opens his eyes and looks at this simple wooden house. His scabby face smiles slowly.

Because at that time all the skin damage, later even if scab, want to grow skin is also very difficult.

All over his body, it can be said that all of them are long green and purple scabs. Originally, he was very concerned about it. But now, in the depths of the mountain, there are only him and the crazy woman.

With a "squeak", the door opened, and a woman in a gray coat, her hair gently rolled up, her hands supporting on the ground, moved forward little by little. When she saw Zhou Jingyan wake up, her face immediately added a faint smile, "Yan'er, my mother is ready for breakfast, get up quickly."

Zhou Jingyan en a, slowly get out of bed, took two simple crutches on the side of the bed and walked out after the crazy woman, "Niang, thank you." Thank you so many years, no matter how bad my mood is, how rude, you are still with me

###"Clang."

After a shrill sound, there was a series of disordered footfalls.

Anhua opened her eyes slowly, and the place where she touched her eyes was dim.

Then, a dazzling light stabbed into the fundus of his eyes, and Anhua's eyes wrinkled impatiently.

After looking at it, she noticed that she was in a cage. The cage was in a mess, and a series of low groans could be heard in her ear.

Just as she looked around, she suddenly felt as if she had something more on her body. She reached out to touch it and sat up in surprise. "Ah, there's a mouse!"

She was scared to keep back, hands and feet toward the back of the stone wall to climb past, but her mind is thinking of her coma before the scene.

Originally on the battlefield, because of the poisoned silver needle, Anhua was first placed back to Cangzhou City by Xiao Yuqi to have a rest.

However, Anhua did not expect that before she returned to Cangzhou City, she was robbed by a group of men and horses. With the armor on their bodies, Anhua already knew that the people who hijacked her were the soldiers of West Vietnam.

The soldiers and soldiers around her fought with the soldiers of West Vietnam. After all, all of them died because they were defeated. She even had no strength to resist.

In the middle of the way, she had heard the roar of Cangzhou City.

She was no stranger to those voices.

Looking out from the curtains in the carriage, which were blown open by snow and cold wind, Anhua saw the direction of Cangzhou City was mixed with snow and soil splashed on the ground, and the boundless dust came into his eyes. Just a moment later, Cangzhou City was destroyed by gunpowder.

Once again, Anhua was shocked by the deterrent power of gunpowder.

However, before she had time to think about it, her body fainted because she could not support it.

When I wake up again, I am in this cage.

Don't think about it. She knew that the Eastern Jin Dynasty was defeated.

When the soldiers of the two armies were fighting, the officers and soldiers of the Eastern Jin Dynasty were frozen and injured too much. The only thing that could rely on was the gunpowder made by Xiao Yuqi.

However, she clearly remembers that Cangzhou City was destroyed because of gunpowder. Xiao Yuqi would never blow up Cangzhou City. It was only the people of Xiyue who couldn't make gunpowder, and the source of the gunpowder was that they found Xiao Yuqi's gunpowder buried in the snow.Anhua thought about these things seriously. Suddenly, she felt something in her hand that kept crawling around. Her face changed slightly. Looking down, she found that her hands were full of cockroaches, not only her hands. Her clothes and body were covered with cockroaches. The black things made Anhua collapse for a moment.

Forgetting everything in her mind, she immediately jumped up and kept hopping around, trying to get the cockroaches off.

She hesitated so much that a lot of cockroaches fell down, but still half of the cockroaches were still clinging to their clothes and drilling into them bit by bit.

But also because of the cockroach's fall, coupled with her incessant jumping, just for a moment, there was a foul smell on the ground.

She has been enjoying the splendor and wealth, how can she tolerate such a taste?

She thought of the iron fence of the cage and ran away, holding it tightly. She kept screaming, "help! Help! Cockroaches... "

Her call immediately led to the head of the prison.

The moment Anhua saw the prison head, he seemed to see a Savior and screamed, "help me, there are cockroaches here. Help me get out of here. I'm the emperor of the Eastern Jin Dynasty. I'm the emperor of the Jin Dynasty. Help me..."

Anhua, who is stimulated by the smell of the room, has been a bit messy.

The head of the prison said coldly, "all the Jin emperors come here are criminals. What's more, the Eastern Jin Dynasty destroyed the country long ago. There are no more Jin emperors in the world. Stay honest with me."

The head of the prison said, turned and left.

However, this prison head has become the only straw that Anhua can grasp now.

Anhua was stunned and digested the words of the head of the prison. Facing the back of the prison head, she said in a loud voice, "let me out. I'm really the emperor of Jin. I want to see the king of Yan and Princess Yan. They can prove my identity! Yes, I want to see King Yan and Princess Yan. Please take me to meet them... "

However, her words made the prison head stop for a moment, then disdained to look at her, "there are more people in the world who want to see the king of Yan and Princess Yan. You have no chance. Be honest and stay here for me."

Anhua shook his head crazily. He saw those black cockroaches crawling towards him again. His face became more and more crazy. "No, I really know Yan Wang and Yan princess. I really do know..."

As if she thought of something, she quickly searched for something from her body. Soon, she found half a jade pendant from her body and showed it to the prison head happily. "You take this half jade pendant to show to the Emperor Yan. The king of Yan must know this jade pendant, and they will meet me. I will! I beg you to send the jade pendant to the king of Yan Beg you! Ah, ah... " She kept wailing and begging, but at this time, she saw a mouse crawling by her side, even though she cried out in horror.

The head of the prison went over and took the half of the jade pendant in the palm of his hand and looked at the light. He recognized that the material of the jade pendant was extremely valuable. He quickly kicked it in his arms and kicked Anhua. He said in a cold voice, "be honest!" After he finished this, he turned and left. After he got out of the prison, he immediately sent people to send the half jade pendant to Lord Yan's residence.

However, with this kick, he just kicked Anhua to the place with the most cockroaches.

For a moment, the cockroaches were crawling towards Anhua.

Anhua kept rolling, but the cockroaches on her body couldn't catch up.

What's more, cockroaches have crept into her mouth as she calls.

This time, Anhua has been tense nerves finally collapsed, she frantically rolling around on the ground, hands constantly pick what, the mouth is from time to time a few screams.

Her voice immediately aroused the dissatisfaction of the prisoners in other cells, and they all drank at Anhua, but Anhua seemed to be unable to see at all. The whole person had collapsed, and there was a shrill cry in her mouth, "I'm wrong, wrong..."

I don't know how long it took, and the cell door was opened again.

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