I held out my trembling hand and gently hugged his waist.
It's still a long time. How will Shangguan spend it.
Maybe it was Yelv's heavy stimulation, so Shangguan was afraid of losing the same.
Does he know? I'm still worried about my identity and how to match him. However, I know that love is not about love or not, but about love or not.
He refused to marry for me and ran away from marriage just because I said I wouldn't be someone else's concubine or compete with others for a husband. This is my persistence. No matter how good it is, I won't.
Otherwise, he obeyed his mother's wishes and became a kiss, and I will also leave the palace.
Although this road will be difficult, we all need mutual support to go on.
It turns out that emotionally, men will be afraid.
Afraid of losing, but if we believe in each other, will we?
Is it right? I really hurt him. I'm really uncertain. Or, I still have the figure of the seventh prince in my eyes.
I'm not uncertain. I know that Shangguan is suitable for me. He loves me, respects me and understands me.
"The book says that some people can't find the people who know themselves best all their life. I'm lucky."
He smiled and played with my hair with his fingers. "You must have gone into a bookworm. In fact, you should add one more sentence, favorite."
I looked up and blinked at him, "Shangguan, happy new year."
"The capital is so colorful. Ni chuxue is worried about you. Miss capital, you probably haven't seen it. What kind of style do you have?" he smiled complacently.
It's just that I want to care about him. It's Shangguan Yu.
"Yes, you said in front of my father that you have friends in the capital." I didn't forget.
He shook his head: "those are the past. I haven't met you before. There are three or five red powder, but now they are planted in your hands."
"That's good, life should be like this." I smiled.
He frowned: "Ni chuxue, you can't be like this."
"Why not? You're human, and I'm human. I never think there's any difference between men and women. Why do I have to distinguish between superiority and inferiority? However, I'm teasing you. You love to settle accounts. You're a businessman. You don't settle accounts with me every day in the future. That's very annoying."
"It's good to have this understanding." he nodded and stared at me again: "I'll count with you now. What does Lin Peng say?"
I raised my hands, ran out, smiled and shouted, "I've convinced you."
"Call Shangguan Xianggong and I'll let you go." he picked up a lot of things.
I blushed. "I don't want it."
"I'm for your own good. I'm afraid you think it's strange."
I have to thank him for taking advantage of others. Shangguan Yu is Shangguan Yu. So many things still don't break your pride. However, a businessman is a businessman. With such actuarial methods, he can firmly net me.
He sent me back to the palace gate and gave me everything. I insisted on seeing him leave before I went in.
Because, I don't like that I can look back until the lonely figure.
I never like it, and I don't know when I formed the habit.
Holding a lot of things into the palace, it is already dark. The snow light and lights are intertwined, which makes people's excitement difficult to calm down.
The people of Chongge palace came back and gathered together to talk about the exciting things they saw today.
Seeing that I had nothing to do, I took cakes and some things and quietly went out of Chongge palace.
As soon as he arrived at the East Palace, the gatekeeper recognized me and respectfully let me in.
The East Palace is very big. It's so late that you can still see a child standing under the lantern.
I felt a little sorry and walked over: "Xiaojing."
"Aunt." Xiaojing's eyes are shining brightly.
"Xiaojing, what are you doing? Come on, aunt brought you delicious food." I waved.
He shook his head: "wait for me, aunt. I'll sing a little song to me. I'm almost there. I'm squatting on the horse." he said very hard.
I don't think he's a squatting horse. There's a tripod on his head.
If you want to be around the prince, you will have your own glory in the future. Naturally, you will suffer a lot.
Although Xiaojing is a child, he knows.
"Xiaojing, are you tired?" I asked softly.
"Tired." he answered and looked at me: "aunt, will you sing me a little song?"
"My aunt can't sing. I'll blow it in a low voice."
"OK," he said excitedly.
I went to one side, picked two leaves, wiped them clean, put them on my lips and blew them gently, very quietly, as light as the wind. The lively music, I want Xiaojing to forget his tiredness and suffering and let him return to the peace of Qinhuai.
In front of me, he will be tired. Xiao Jing, I grew up with him. How can I know?
After blowing for a long time, almost even my thoughts returned to Qinhuai and sat on the cold stone. I thought it was sitting on the boat of Qin Juzheng, so free and leisurely.
When the time came, Xiaojing took down the tripod on her head and sat next to me.
I hugged his small body, thin clothes, but sweating all over my head.
I gently rubbed: "Xiaojing, if you are bitter, just tell your aunt."
"It's not bitter. Xiaojing wants to eat bitter." he said seriously and leaned against me to breathe.
I opened the oil paper bag and said with a smile, "Xiaojing, aunt brought you some delicious food."
"Aunt, in this world, you are the best to me." I fed him, and he grabbed my wrist with his small hand, just like the star's eyes, shining brightly.
I smiled and wiped his sweat: "men bleed without tears, Xiaojing can't cry."
"Xiaojing won't suffer. Xiaojing will protect her aunt in the future," he said with a suppressed head.
This is a thought and idea beyond his age. Xiao Jing, how old he is and how hard he has suffered, so he knows how to be strong. Maybe it will be good in the years to come.
"OK, now let my aunt take care of Xiaojing. Do you want to drink water?"
He shook his head: "aunt, I look forward to you coming to see me every day, but I'm afraid my aunt will come to see me."
"Why?" I asked strangely.
"Xiaojing is always different. I want to be as tall as my aunt and go with my aunt. When I have the ability, I will take my aunt away from here and go back to our Qinhuai." the voice is very young, but very powerful.
I pinched his small shoulder: "well, I'm not tired when I'm tired, and I don't complain when I'm bitter. I admire you."
He smiled, sighed heavily, lay on my feet and couldn't even move: "aunt, I'm so tired."
"Well, I'll rub your shoulders and feet, and then stand up. It's still a hero."
"Aunt, why are you so good?"
"How can there be so many? Why? If you're tired, go back to sleep." I'll help him up.
He shook his head: "aunt, if you don't go back, Xiaojing has to learn CI books for a while. Xiaojing is just tired and wants to stay with aunt for a while."
I know what kind of psychology this is. I'm not my relatives. I'll never let go of my defense.
Just like me, I will pretend that I am not in front of the senior official if there is any difficulty. When I am around him, I will tell him and feel comfortable when I say it.
After a while, the prince came out, dressed in white, so natural and unrestrained.
Xiaojing saw it and stood up: "Your Highness."
"It's time to go to school," said the prince lightly.
Xiaojing looked at me: "aunt..."
"Go and see you next time. Xiaojing is very brave." people always need encouragement.
His eyes are as beautiful as the moon, and his face is still a lovely smile, so firm. I found that Xiaojing is no longer tired of my Xiaojing beside Qinhuai. He has grown up and his wings are stretching.
"This child is strong enough. The other child can't hold on for only three days." the prince looked at Xiaojing's back and said thoughtfully.
I chuckled: "he must have suffered a lot. Originally, Yelv said to send Xiaojing to Shangguan Yu, but I never thought he would be sent to the palace."
"Did you find Shangguan Yu?" he looked at me, his eyes were so sharp that I didn't dare face it.
I shook my head: "I'm in the palace. How can I find it?"
He looked down and smiled, avoiding his sight: "I went out of the palace today. The prince, you try this cake. It's delicious."
The prince picked them up and tasted them carefully. Then he said, "this is Xiangzhai cake."
"Wow, you can eat it."
He chuckled at the corners of his lips: "the cakes made by Xiangzhai are the best in the capital. Have you eaten them?"
"Yes, I ate a lot today." I like it too.
"You went out of the palace alone?" he asked again.
I laughed and said, "of course it's alone."
"Chuxue, don't keep secrets from me." I raised my eyebrows.
I don't know what the crown prince means? Turning his head with a smile, "how can there be so many secrets? Prince, I'll go back first. I'll come back when I'm free."
He sighed, "go."
There was some disappointment in his eyes. I don't know what he was disappointed about? Shrugging his shoulders, he stepped back to Chongge palace with joy in his heart.
It was late, but the Chongge palace was still brightly lit, and the maids didn't dare to sleep.
I asked cautiously, "what's going on?"
"The seven princes haven't had dinner yet?" the maid said in fear, "this has never happened."
I have some feelings in my heart. What he said this morning is still ringing in my ears.
Thin and gentle, low and deep, one by one, penetrated into my heart.
I was also very upset. He knew shangguanyu, but he didn't catch it. He knew that when I went out of the palace to meet shangguanyu, he couldn't bear my disappointment.
I looked up and sighed. The stars in the snow were so bright.
Stepping on the second floor, the wind was blowing. I took a breath and gently knocked on the door: "seven princes."
There was no sound. I gently pushed the door and opened it. There was a lot of cold wind in the warm room.
There was only one palace lantern in the room, which was very dim.
He was sleeping with his head propped up against the chair.
"Seven princes." I called softly. He gave me a cold look and closed his glazed eyes.
I put the food on the small table next to me, bit my lips and said, "seven princes, eat something and go to bed."