Persecution, he doesn't want to. I don't know if I'm too difficult for him. Do we have to end this marriage that shouldn't have happened at the beginning?
"No, I must be clear. I'm a princess. I'm a princess." Yuzhen sobbed, "I'm going to see my father and Emperor. None of you are good people in the official family. You can't pollute people like this."
"Yuzhen." Princess Tianfeng hugged her: "please, don't go."
Shangguan Yu looked up and breathed.
I took him out. After walking for a long time, he looked back at me: "am I cruel?" he said.
I nodded: "yes, a little."
"I hate myself too." he laughed with self mockery: "what I have never believed, I have always believed my father's words. It turns out that they are all true."
Some sad, Shangguan Yu's father is what kind of a father, with such a generous mind.
"He taught me when I was young, but what have I learned? I will force my mother." he pounded his head heavily.
I pulled down his hand and held it tightly: "everyone's temperament is different. You are broad enough. Everyone also has everyone's persistence, don't you?"
After a while, he breathed out his breath, calmed down and said, "I don't want to say anything today."
Shangguan Yu's pride also has his vulnerability.
This is him, really him. I don't want him to face me with a smile. I don't like him to cover up his most real things. People have seven emotions and six desires. Otherwise, how can we talk about it?
"I'm with you." I don't know how to comfort him. These are not important. I can accompany him through these difficult and painful roads. Perhaps, how long I recall, at this time, people will feel more attached.
He turned and gently hugged me and let me go: "chuxue, I'm really ashamed to face you."
I chuckled: "my Shangguan Yu is lonely and arrogant. No one can match it."
"The little girl is shameless and says my Shangguan Yu." he smiled low.
I stepped on his feet: "don't laugh at me."
He sighed and smiled at me: "I like it."
I took his hand and wrote in the palm of his hand.
His hand trembled slightly and tightened me: "first snow."
"In fact, your cruelty is forced, and you don't want to. I think it's all because of me."
He stroked my face: "How can I say that? I voluntarily love you, little girl. I want to go astray and strive for success, but I'm not so cruel. How can my mother say that she never likes my father. There are some things I don't want to say. I can only say that my father's death is related to my mother and the emperor. Chu Xue, don't ask. This is an ugly face, which I've been begging for The reason why I am tired of going to the palace is not marriage. I am honored to live my life in order to make myself rich and noble. Now there are wars at the border, and selfish people are still fighting selfishness. "
I bowed my head, bit a tooth in his hand, raised my head and asked him, "does it hurt? It's the price for you to deceive me. Well, I forgive you."
"First snow." he called softly.
"If you say you hate something, don't remember it. Don't force it. You don't want to do it. It's not your style at all. You have to do it yourself. What you can figure out is your mother. What you did wrong is your mother. Don't blame yourself too much."
He leaned his head against my feet and closed his eyes: "why can you be so generous, little girl, I sometimes hate you like this. For your family like this, you can't get anything and have no love at all. You still pay foolishly, so I despise it and I blame you."
"Now you must think I'm fine, don't you?" I followed his eyebrow and looked so good.
Shangguan Yu is no longer my unattainable Shangguan Yu. It is so close.
"Yes, don't change yourself. I can't say my temper is good,"
"Don't change. If you become an arrogant Shangguan Yu, you won't be liked."
He hooked my head: "chuxue, I made a mistake, you still have to tell me, don't tell me, separate."
"Unless, I hate you." I chuckled.
He was really scared, and even his hands trembled slightly.
Like a child, he also has his vulnerability.
It's not that I've been more than honest in official rain, but that I like real people. I don't like being able to share joys and sorrows, but can't share hardships. It seems too unstable to enjoy a person's love. If the wind blows, I don't know if I can hold it.
"Why don't you ask, whose child am I?" he also looked at me curiously.
I chuckled: "whose is it? Anyway, I knew you were Shangguan Yu."
"Ni chuxue, is there anyone in the world more brilliant than you?" he asked himself and smiled wildly.
I covered his mouth: "keep your voice down. This is the palace."
He kissed the palm of my hand, a little itchy.
Good looking eyes looked at me: "early snow, give me more courage to face a chaotic situation."
How urgent should I be? Guanghua is so burning in his eyes.
Looking at him, I felt that his eyes began to soften, very light, very light, and it seemed that it had been a long time.
I covered his eyes with one hand. His thin lips are very beautiful. He is seducing me.
Close your eyes tremblingly and print my kiss.
But he sat up, pulled me and kissed me deeply.
Stunned eyes, still facing.
He is still him, so proud, his smiling eyes are full of pride.
He didn't give up, kissed deeply, and wanted to kiss my happiness, sucking the deepest vibration of my soul.
I quietly put a ring around his neck and felt his fear and arrogance.
When I was confused, he tolerated me, his tolerant love and took care of me carefully.
When he made a mistake, I was angry and heartache, and I had a deeper understanding of when he slapped me.
At that time, I was repressed. I didn't want to say anything painful. Maybe one day, we were all excited.
How can I understand without excitement?
He breathed heavily: "little girl, I really want to get married quickly, but I'm not anxious."
I buried my head in his arms. I didn't dare to look at him. My restless heart was stable.
He learned to protect me and no longer pulled me out arrogantly.
But marriage is destined to be a sigh.
Shangguan Yu handed in a post and asked to be transferred to the border to fight. Princess Tianfeng didn't insist anymore, but Yuzhen insisted.
I don't know what Princess Yuzhen insists on? If he doesn't even have a little love, all she wants is sadness.
People without love don't have nothing. I have a shallow knowledge, and Princess Yuzhen has a shallower knowledge.
The 19th Princess pestered Lin Pei to teach her to draw, so I had a lot of leisure.
A few days later, Princess Yuzhen committed suicide.
I think I can't hide it.
Princess Tianfeng has to give the emperor an explanation.
Sometimes, I don't know whether my idea is wrong or whether the prince wants to make a storm in the palace.
And I became his chess piece.
The seventh prince said to be careful of the prince.
I asked myself more than once if I had done anything wrong, but I don't know.
If this is a brother and sister, it won't be wrong.
The crown prince will not be wrong. Once there is an accident in the harem, the emperor will have more political affairs and power on his shoulders.
I feel messy and terrible.
I don't want to be in the harem at all. The emperor pays great attention to blood.
If you don't let people know, deal with it in private. If it comes out in public, it will lose the royal face.
Therefore, shangguanyu no longer let me into that circle.
I'm not curious. I don't think about anything. It's not him who did the wrong thing. It's not easy for him to bear it.
When the storm fell, there were no casualties.
This is good news. It will happen in a few days.
I haven't heard anything about the consequences. I still remember the prince saying, "remember what you said."
He seemed to know nothing. I put down my pen and sighed with worry.
The fragrance behind me opened faintly. When I looked back, it was the prince.
He stood up and saluted, but he smiled, "why be polite."
I wonder what his purpose is? They used to be friends, but they became like this.
He is in high spirits. He is no longer the depressed prince. He is no longer the prince covered by the aura of the seven princes.
The distance is getting farther and farther.
I don't know why? More and more afraid of him.
I stepped aside. He looked at the picture and said, "are you upset?"
I didn't speak. Indeed, there are only two faint strokes on my drawing paper. I don't want to spoil the paper and can't draw it. I don't take the paper out to vent my anger.
He approached me and looked at me with good eyes: "chuxue, do you remember what you said?"
I don't know what he's going to say? Just silent.
He sat on the grass, patted beside me and let me sit down.
I shake my head, my heart has a diaphragm, how to be calm and relative again.
"Chuxue, tell you a secret. Maybe Shangguan Yu didn't tell you." he didn't care about my refusal.
Looking at the sky, he said in a low voice: "Shangguan Yu is Mrs. Xin's biological son, that is, he is the prince, understand?"
I shook my head: "you don't have to tell me this, Prince. I'm just a palace maid."
"Well, that's all. Remember what you said, chuxue." he stood up.
Stretching my hand to touch my face, I shrank back.
He smiled: "chuxue, you have to learn to accept me. What we still have is entanglement?"
I didn't understand what he said, but he smiled deeply and pulled me hard into his arms.
I pushed and he let me go: "Ni chuxue, Shangguan Yu is the prince."
He left, but I stayed.
Prince, the last thing I want to get involved is the prince.
I said that I would not marry any prince. Is that what he said? The prince knows everything about the harem.
Oh, no wonder, no wonder no one will take responsibility. Everything is the same.