Chapter 172

I was shocked. I don't want to know that.

The more I know, it means how many roads I can go.

Would she let me be a princess? If she said these were true, I could understand why Lin Tianxian and Lou Yuyu were so bold. Indeed, the Yan Family compared with her, day by day and place by place.

Does she hate my mother? Does she like the amazing man.

Later, my mother went to Daliao, and she harbored hatred in her heart.

But how did she know my mother's pain? My mother is depressed. She hasn't laughed much in her life.

I heard that it was my father who saved my mother from drowning in the river, and then I got married. However, I didn't see that they loved each other.

It turns out that there are still these. Gratitude and resentment are intertwined.

People's hatred is so deep that even I won't let go.

"Do you hate my mother?" I asked softly.

She kept laughing, so that tears came out. "Hate, how can you not hate? Ni chuxue, go down." she waved.

I stepped back quietly.

Peace of mind, she told me this, it means that my life is coming to an end, I am not afraid.

If it's meant to be, that's it.

Quietly returned to the painting palace, poured a glass of water to drink, and found that his hands trembled.

An inexplicable emotion upset me. Now, I dare not even drink a glass of water.

What a terrible harem. It clearly doesn't want to participate in anything, but it originates from a hate.

Why hate? Hate doesn't make her happy. She gets power. What else does she have?

Later, the palace maid came to tell me, "Ni huanv, Lin Meimei, please go and draw."

It's so late that you can't get through today?

I shook my head and found that my head really hurt. The person I miss most is Xiaojing.

I answered softly, "OK, I'll go in a minute."

I sat down and wrote a letter to him, telling him not to have hatred in his heart and asking him to take good care of himself. In this world, there are few people who really want to protect themselves. We should know how to survive.

And Lin Pei, my confidant, my best friend, I have no regrets that he has been treated so attentively in this life.

In this life, I have no luck to go beyond the boundaries of friends with him.

He deserves better. I'm in pain and helpless. How can I drag him down.

Write "treasure" and give it to him.

Look at this small pavilion. It has been living for a long time, but it is cold and not warm at all.

Yuanyuan came over and nestled at my feet.

It's very good and never barks, so there's no trouble here.

I picked it up and looked at its round eyes. My heart was sour. It seemed that I saw the seventh prince.

Stroking its white hair, "Yuanyuan, I'm leaving. I'll give you to Princess 19. She's very good. She'll like you."

Its eyes are as clear as those of the seven princes.

I smiled gently, put my face close to it and said low, "you should be obedient, just as you are here."

It stretched out its tongue and touched my hand gently.

I smiled: "your master, that is, the guy who broke evil in the seventh Prince's building, is hurt. I hate him so much. Why doesn't he run? I say hello and call me again. I also like him to call my name. Yuanyuan."

All kinds of past appeared in front of me, and uncontrollable feelings poured out again.

Or, I think I have no vitality and nothing to hide. It makes me so relaxed to tell all the secrets in my heart.

"That guy, I've been excited for him. I haven't said it. I haven't seen it. However, I don't blame him for something unpleasant. He's also nervous about me. Otherwise, he won't come. I've loved and I'm satisfied. Yuanyuan, I'm really not as good as you. If I can't speak and express like you, how good! I have two men in my heart. Isn't it very acceptable Evil, very annoying. They all suppressed me and asked me to be with the seventh prince. I didn't want to, but I was wrong. When he left, I knew how much I missed him, but I didn't know what it would be like if he didn't go. I admired him and killed the enemy bravely. "

I sighed and stroked its fat little body.

I came out with my arms and closed the door gently. I don't miss everything here at all.

When I found Qu'er, I gave Yuanyuan to her and said with a smile, "Qu'er, help me give the dog to master Lin. let him give it to Princess 19."

"Why?" Qu'er asked puzzled.

I looked at Yuanyuan reluctantly. It looked at me pitifully and made me afraid. I couldn't bear to look, raised my head, smiled and sighed, "nothing? Just help me."

She nodded, looked at me down the steps and called, "sister chuxue, where are you going so late?"

"Oh, I have something to do." I smiled and dared not look back.

Round low cry, that voice, call my heart good pain, good acid.

"Sister chuxue, go home early?" Qu'er shouted in a long voice.

I swing my head, but I don't dare to look back. When I look back, tears will fall.

The palace in the dark night is frighteningly quiet. The sky steps are cool at night, and the moonlight is as clear as green.

You can see clearly without lanterns. Walking alone in the forest road, you look up and sigh. Ni chuxue, your life is like this. Ni chuxue wants to be free.

Enjoying the cool wind, years have not changed my state of mind, only increased my green hair, and who tied my long hair.

I'm waiting for any of them to come back, and I won't run away.

What I'm waiting for is death. I can't wait.

Then why don't I enjoy this cool, moonlit night? It's always a scenery all the way.

A dark figure came out of the darkness. I looked at it calmly. It was feng'er.

"Sister chuxue, where are you going?" she asked anxiously.

I chuckled, "I didn't go anywhere. I'll walk away. Feng'er, why are you here so late? Go back quickly and don't walk around at night."

She shook her head and held my hand, "sister chuxue, you can't go."

I smiled: "feng'er, what are you worried about? I'm not going anywhere."

She shook her head, her eyes full of tears, shining brightly in the Moonlight:“

Chuxue, I know. "

I looked at her with some warmth in my eyes.

The palace is cold and warm, but we are all palace maids.

Gently sighed, gathered the scattered hair on her cheek on her back, deliberately covered her sadness, and whispered, "feng'er, OK, you must go out of the palace and live without abandoning anyone. You have to learn."

She shook her head anxiously: "sister chuxue, even Qiuchi wants to kill you."

I chuckled, "there are many people who want to kill me, or I won't survive without waiting for them to do it, but they can't wait."

I can attach importance to life, but in fact, life is very fragile. If I want to come, I won't be afraid.

More than ten years later, it was a fresh life.

Contentment will make people understand more.

"Sister chuxue, I just came to tell you."

"I see. Thank you for your kindness, feng'er. Good people will be rewarded. Don't let the dirt in the palace pollute your soul." she was a good girl.

Good shook his head: "sister chuxue, without you, when there is no me, I am not afraid to die and made a decision. Sister chuxue, even the dove wine in Qiuchi let me change."

"Feng'er, you are so brave. I can avoid this time and the next time. Listen to me and go back to bed as soon as possible, pretending not to know anything." otherwise, people will know that feng'er has no chance to live.

She chuckled: "I know that sister chuxue is such a person. You won't listen to me. I also went to Jingxiang palace to pour Yexiang. I overheard the conversation between Lin Meimei and Lian Qiuchi. It was Princess Ping who asked them to end you secretly and transport you out of the palace."

I see. It's a good one. It's Lin Meili and Lian Qiuchi's fault if the Crown Prince checks up.

Imperial concubine Ping is really powerful. Even Qiuchi can know very well that she is the work of the crown prince, and what about Lin Jingru? I have to sigh for her. Although beauty is beautiful, I think there are backers in the palace. In fact, it is just a way for imperial concubine Ping to retaliate against the Lin family.

I bet if she doesn't enter the palace, it will be ten times better in Qinhuai than here, and she can find a good person with similar aspirations.

I'm young when I'm with the emperor.

If you kill me again, the crown prince will not tolerate her in the future.

My heart is cool for a few minutes. Concubine Ping is really a role that can't be underestimated.

Fortunately, I'm not her enemy. I'm just a person she hates. I don't argue with her.

I have to admire why she can calculate so subtly. Those who will retaliate will retaliate one by one, and she can also consider some things to contain.

She is also a smart woman. It's a pity to use her intelligence in this place.

"Sister chuxue, you don't know. Drink the wine. There's a potion I put in it. If you drink it, your heart will only stop temporarily, so that they don't know you're still alive. Sister chuxue can go out of the palace." she said in a low voice, word by word.

Shaking me and touching me, tears welled up in my eyes: "Feng ER..."

"Sister, my good sister." she cried low, "I hope I can see you again in the future. Take care. I can't tell you more."

"Feng'er, thank you." I said sincerely. I don't know what to say.

She smiled at me so brightly that I wanted to cry: "Sister chuxue, I also know that the grace of dripping water, when Yongquan reports, I remember everything about you. Although I am two years older than you, I envy you for being free. Sister chuxue, I will go out of the palace. Don't worry, I'll try my best to find the potion. It's a fake death herb. You don't have to be afraid. You have feelings, but they won't know."